you are right!

hey,first of all thanks to Shu Yuan/tea for finally updating the blog...i have been writting random stuff so just ignore it..!!and you are way funnyyyyy with your story..!!hahahah!! i also have been thinking what to do..what a mi supposed to become?? am i suppose to chase after my dream or just stay back..and wait for it ??i have NO IDEA AT ALL!! but i just have to keep going and never give up right? as ytou said before just thinking can make it come true..!!! i have lost hope...i know that i will get in my heart but that is not REALISTIC DREAM!!!

COFFEE

New life motto?' To spread,not catch'

I have two things on my mind now. 1. To sue the girl and the entire school for making me sick, thank you so very much for the virus which cost me RM50. 2. I need to figure out what is missing in my life. And I want to get my life straight.

As you know Hem, right now I am working in a kindergarten and life is kind of getting real. I am questioning so many things these days. Like what I really want in life? Am I how I want myself to be? What have I achieved in life? Am I who I thought I was? And I find something missing. Terribly missing.

Maybe going to work at 7.30 in the morning and screaming at a bunch of crazy children got my brain fried.

Still coughing. Taking medicine. And non-stop reading. Did I mention how badly I want the book Secret you read?

The school is okay. I drink free Vitagen for a boy's birthday and get to know children with an extra chromosomal number 21. I get to know how love kills your future. And a lot of other things. Like evil teachers and evil boss.

My new life motto is 'To spread,not catch' cause of the flu I got from the girl. I can willingly spread the flu I caught, but flu bugs, stay away from me when I'm well OKAY? This is a warning.

That's all for now, to HEM.

Time is gold

well the rabbit year just started and it's already the end of the first month!!!

ooppsie..looks like the bunny is jumping high and fast..slow down a bit little bunny!!

*sigh* just what am i gonna do? oh..i am so pathetic..NOPE no i am not..!!

i read the book the Secret..just bought it, it caught my attention..

the book says...all your life is base on your thought THE LAW OF ATTRACTION.

everything you thing is what that happens around you..so if you are going to think of something you might as well think big!!! hehehe...

think positively,believe in thoughts,accept it,and action it..!!!

that's what the book says..!!!

so..i am all hyped up with my new thought of my future.!! gogogogogo....

Just the thought of it...WOW..!! i must believe in myself..!!

just keep thinking ,just keep thinking...just keep thinking..!!!

all positive thought..thank you...for making me realise my own self...thank you 'THE SECRET'

TEEN POWER ROCKS.....!!!!!

COFFEE

wow..!!

i was really excited ...when the day is finally here..

but unfortunately,i couldn't check my mail..

the more worse thing is i couldn't even see,watch or listen to any of the things that i wanted t odo..

IS THIS A SIGN?

i wanted to watch the drama but my mum didn't let me to,

i wanted to listen to song..my battery was down,

OH..what the heck??

then today i went to check my mail there was no MESSAGE ..!!

was i not in?? is this my fate..!!??

ok..great..BYE..I WAS THINKING..tht i waould never ever think abt it..or talk abt it WHEN,

i check my FB ...the Ent said the result is not out YET.>!!!

SUPER DUPER ...

they say it will be out this week..they couldn't make it this monday,,cause of the no.of participant were to much..and they didn't want to miss anyone???!!!!!

REALLY??!!!

so i have to wait and watch and check everyday.....

Decision

well the year has started...

and i have to make a important decision in my life..

now i know how others feel when they have the same situation...

it's really confusing..!!

OH..MY...

all i want is to wait for my result in this upcoming week..

i pray to god that it will be a good news.!!

still my dad had already registered me to to A-levels at Sunway College..

OH COME ON..!!

this is so weird..why do i feel not happy at all..??

this is my first time entering a whole new world 'A-college-life-world'

but i don't feel excited..

a lot of my friends encouraged me..!!

thanks to them all...

but,

but...

but...

it's all up to You..

COFFEE

ALOHA..!!!

hahaha..this so random..!!

just open the blog to see SHINee's update..!!

then i thought of writing something here..

but i really can't think of anything..!!!

sooo....

BYE..!!!

COFFEE