Hello! I'm Hemlatha Nagappan. A girl with the zodiac of Rooster and horoscope of Libra. So it's holiday season for me and my batch students. I'm home far away from my Uni. Its only been 3 weeks of holidays and it felt like 3 months for me. This feeling is maybe I have a certain someone over there thinking about my absence next to him (Okay mushy me =P). But yes, I do miss him. Like really miss his presence, his forehead kisses, his hugs, the way he holds my hand or hip when we walk, the way he stares at me sometimes, his silliness, his childish acts in front of me, the way he rumbles about traffic jams and why our uni is so bad, hahaha! And also his annoying farts. Yes, you saw it right, farts. Which makes me wanna kill him sometimes when it stinks. =,=
So, my life in few words? I'm a Happy-Go-Lucky girl! I like what I'm doing and what I have but sometimes this Happy-Go-Lucky girl has limits to take in too. I'm happy I have my best friends with me whenever I need them. A shoulder to cry on and also my certain someone I love. These four people I treasure the most. Everyone comes with a nickname. Candy, Ariel, Ginny and Wiki.
Besides them in my life, I have few friends in my uni which I treasure the most. Its been a year plus and some of my friends seems swaying away into distance. Some that I used to bother a lot. After a few bad memories I had, I guess things don't always stay the way we want it. That's so true. Things change, people change, and we eventually have to adapt to it or move away from it. And when we seems to be adapting to change, a lot of more better people enters out life. Those who we never expected to be there for us.
I had stupidly cried over certain people. I don't hate them. Never would I hate them at all. They are people who made me learn that we always have to be there for ourselves first, then only think about others. But when you think your happiness is when you make others happy, you can have a good life too.
I know I'm crapping. But some situations makes me wonder a lot in distance. What are all those small things are for when you think its just a small matter after all?
Anyway, I'm happy enough to have a very small circle of friends who I care. Even when I don't take initiative to chat or talk with them but I know when I need them, they would always always be there.
From,
Coffee :)
