"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" All I saw was a white car straight into me and I went black.
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"Juliet? Ju?? Ju? Wake up! Ju!" I cant seem to open my eyes, but the voice is so so familiar. So much clearer in my ears. I can hear but I cant see? Where am I? Am I awake? Unconscious? Why is everything white?
"Ju!" Tht was the last time I heard his voice. His worried casting shrill ran through me.
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How long I had been asleep after my accident I didnt know. All I know was that I woke up after my operation. My left leg is fractured and now its wrapped with white bandage. I was given a stick to walk with.
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"Ju!!!!!" I remember him turning behind to take a look at me screaming. I saw a flash of terror in his eyes. The look where shows emotions tumbling out of his eyes.
I remember clearly now, that I was talking to him unconsciously. Asking him to stay with me, asking him not to leave me. Begging him to hold on me tight.
"Shh.." He quieted me down. I was trembling. I saw blood. My blood. I know what happened. I know its my leg that had been overrun.
"I'm scared. Jinki, I'm scared," I couldnt feel my leg. But he was holding me. I could feel that. He was holding me close. I saw him shaking. Then I heard the sirence of an Ambulance.
I looked into his eyes. And he gave me a assuring kiss on my forehead, "Everything is gonna be fine,"
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It came all to me at once. It was Jinki. Jinki AKA Onew. The famous Idol I had been working with in Korea. The guy who I fell for madly but I couldnt tell him. I don't dare to tell him. He was my friend. My closest friend when I first came to Korea without my Mum's guidance.
I was appointed as a make up stylist for artist at Korea's biggest selling company, SM Entertainment. I got to know him through. A solo artist he was. A interestingly funny guy. Hot Chocolate, was what made me go out with him. He ask me out in a friendly way. As a friend.
"Juliet! Come on, let's get some Hot Choco after this. It would be heavenly to have it in this type of weather,"
"Hahaha yeah, of course!" I smiled at him.
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He is no longer here. I waited for him to appear into this white painted wall hospital room through that door where the nurses come and go to check on my leg.
But no. He didnt. Or he couldnt? I waited for him to text me. No text. I waited for him to call me. But no calls. Its been two days. I couldnt go to work, so I couldnt see him.
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"Miss Juliet, the doctor has officially decided to discharge you off. You can go anytime you want," The nurse smiled at me at the happy news. But I was still waiting for someone.
I guess its no luck. I decided to stay one more day, to take a look at the hospital and to relax at the pond side I've been wanting to go. Its a beautiful view from my room. I can see the pond surrounded by the garden. Patients, old and young couples feeding the ducks.
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"I'll be fine, Thank you Miss," I thanked the nurse who help me out with my walking. I was nervous to be walking after three days on the wheel chair.
"Ok, dear, just take care and becareful ok?"
I nodded, agreeing to her.
It definitely was a great day today. With the windy breeze. Cool air. I took one step at a time to reach the pond side. I took a sit on the ground slowly and stretched my leg out, with my back on the tree trunk holding me.
I didnt bring any food with me but the ducks were everywhere around me walking and pecking on the grasses.
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"Her room is straight and turn left, room no.303," I thanked the receptionist of the hospital.
I bought Juliet's favourite hot chocolate, a bunch of her favourite carmellia flower and some home cooked food.
I dont know how am I going to face her after three days of not talking to her. I still remember her scared face when she fainted on my arms. When she cried looking at her leg. I should have been with her. But the job i'm doing is not an easy one and I couldnt just back out to see her. I've got an off day today and decided to see her.
I knocked on her door. No answer. Her room door wasnt locked. I clicked it open and went in.
"Ju?" No answer and from the silence itself I know she is not in. Her bag is packed but she hasnt taken it yet.
I saw a nurse walking in the room.
"Oh, who is this young man?"
"Ma'am may I know where did the patient in this room go?"
"You mean Juliet? She went to the garden there," The nurse pointed to the garden outside the window.
"Thank you ma'am," Putting the food box and flower down. I took the hot chocolate cup with me.
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