updates of my life...^^

1. im going to get a car soon!!! it's Myvi Lagi Best!! Mine is white not purple! this is just the outlook of it! ( the saddest part im not getting it by the end of this month too...)

2.Now i'm in Pahang. Came to Pahang to visit my relatives who came from India and there's this traditional prayer that we have to attend.

3.ermm...what else....went to KLIA to invite my dad's sisters who came from India. I drove back home and i exceeded the speed limit in the highway! 140 Km/hr!!! WOOOHOOO!!!

4. going to my college Ball this year! Have to get a ball dress soon! ( my mum still doesnt approve me wearing a dress!! :( )

5.Later I will update my college trip to Sunway Uni and Monash U!

6.took some random picture I will update it soon too!

7.My progress test is next week and I havent touched my books like for three days! Oh, no!


8.my time is out! I have to leave the Cyber cafe!

Chapter 44:

Your POV

He was running away from you.

He was running somewhere that I'm not familiar with.

What is this place?!

Is this out of city already?!

OH! His stamina!

I can't run anymore.

But i have to!

I know he needs me.

I need him too.

What is this feeling I'm having?! I know I'm hurt but there's something else towards Onew.

I was still running even though I'm totally out of breath.

I saw him turning to the right.

Wait.

Oh. I lost him.Where did he go?!

Run Chaerin, run!

Go for him.

I started running again.

He was gone!

Onew.

Onew oppa.

I'm coming.

I will find you!

When i turned to where he turned just now, I saw a beach.

Wait, beach?! Where did this came from?!

There wasn't much people.

It was quiet and calm.

The sound of the wave is so refreshing.

I walked around looking for Onew.

He should be here.

I walked further more and there he was.

Standing facing the beach and his back was facing towards me.

I was standing behind him.

"You shouldn't have followed me," That startled me a little.

He knows that I was following him.

"Onew-shi,"

"Stop calling me that,"he was still facing his back.

I walked closer towards him.

Now, I was standing next to.

Our arms brushing each other.

"Why shouldn't I follow you? And I can't called you Onew?"

"How can you be talking like this at time like this?"

"At time like what?"

I faced him. He was looking away from me.

"Jinki oppa," I called and that made him look at me.

He was looking into my eyes.

And i felt something.

Something which is interwoven between us.

But I couldn't figure out what.

I couldn't take my eyes out of him.

Then I force myself to look away.

"You guys were listening to what we were talking the whole time?" He asked and his expression changed which he was trying to hide.

I just nod my head.

He sigh deeply.

"Why did you came after me?"

"I...I...," I couldn't answer.

Why did I ran after him. It was my instinct, my legs made me run.

"I thought you needed me," I told him.

He chuckled when I couldn't answer.

"Look, really, I came after you because ....because....well...I don't want to see you hurt,"

"Thank you," He said merely a whisper.

"For what?"

"I don't know, feel like saying it,"

"Jinki oppa, why don't you cry now," I bit my lower lips.

He looked at me.

I looked into his eyes.

Is he trying to read my mind?

"I'm here to give you a lending shoulder. Cry out all your problems out and believe me, you'll feel fresh," I said with an excitement tone to encourage him.

"Qincha?"

I nod.

"But I don't think I can cry,"

"ya! Don't think that if you are a guy, then you shouldn't cry in front of a girl. I'm different,"

Without any prior notice, he pulled me into a hug.

Contented with shock, I was frozen for a moment but then my hands hugged him too.

At least I could give him a hand.

"My parents died when I was young," He was still hugging me.

He continued.

"I was sent to an orphanage.There, a young couple adopted me. They were Soojin's parents. Soojin's parents didn't have any child for a long time and decided to adopt an orphan, who was me. Then later on after I was adopted, Soojin was born,"

"They still took care of me like their own son.Gave me education, gave me freedom, gave me money to spend.They even allowed me to be a trainee because of my dream. They know I was talented,"

"That's how I met Minho and the others. We became so close that we could call ourselves brothers," He was still hugging me but tighter.

"The last time I saw my real parents when I was 4 years old. I only have their picture with me. It's actually a family picture with me in my mum's hand when I was a baby,"

Now I know he is crying.

Pabo! You still don't want me to see you cry.

I hugged him closer.

Hope all his sorrow will be gone by passing it to me.

Oh, Jinki oppa.

Tears rolled down my my eyes down my cheeks,

Chapter 43:

Your POV

Onew!

Argh!

I hate this!

Why can't i go with him?

I gotta show her a piece of my mind too.

I am really at her but at the same time i feel guilty.

I sat on the chair with Minho and others.

I need to do something!

*Phone rings

You: Yoboseyo

Min: Chaerin-ah, What's happening?! Oh,my God! Those pictures i'm looking at, are they real! Where are you now? Neo gwenchana? Chaerin-ah, I'm so worried right now...
( she was talking non-stop)

You: Min, Min, calm down, everything is fine. You don't have to worry.. It's a long story short, someone exposed our picture.It will be settled soon. Just becareful in school, arasso?
(Tears rolled down unknowingly and I civered my mouth not to show it to her)

Min: Chaerin....I need to see you now!

You: I...I'll call you when I'm free, arasso? Gotta go.
( I off the phone abruptly)

The feeling of guilt is going trough every single cell of my body.

* "I dare you,"*

I shouldn't have said it.

Be strong Chaerin-ah.

Remember what Minho told you!

You promised him that you'll never o anything silly.

I wiped my tears and stood up.

"I'm going to find Onew," Key, Taemin. Jonghyun and Minho looked at me.

Minho's expression changed.

"I'm coming," Minho stood up too.

I looked into his eyes.

He nod knowing what I was thinking.

"Go," Key said.

"But becareful not to be spotted by people," Jonghyun adviced.

We nod our head together.

We walked away from the others towards the exit door of the building.

"A promise is a promise,' I tod him who was just beside me.

He held my hand tightly.

"Where do we find Onew?" I sked Minho.

"Soojin's house,"

Yup. House.

"Do you know where?"

"Yes. Onew once brought me there. I hope it's still the same and that I can remember where it is,"

We walked.

I was over cautious not to be spotted by papparazis'

I followed Minho's direction who is now walking toward an condominium.

we walked in and took the escalator.

When i went inside the escalator, my body suddenly felt weak.

As though I might faint.

Dizzy and less energetic all the sudden.

"Gwenchana?" Minho asked holding my shoulder.

"Ne,"

When the lift stop, the door opened and the first thing i could here is a voice sreaming.

The voice is coming from the door in front of us.

I looked at Minho who was frowning.

"What do you know? What do you care?"

"Ya! Is this what you do if you don't get someone?!"

It's ....

"Shut up and mind your own bussiness,"

"Soojin.Listen to me.We need this to be settled! Minho already has someone that can care for him more,"

It's Onew.

"That's idiot! What is it with her?! Uh, she is such a bitch! She already know that I like him and still."

"SOOJIN! Becareful of what you talk about her! How many times do I have to tell you, he loves someone else now,"

"NO! He can only love me and only me loves him.Oh! looks like someone has an eyes on someone too. Why don't you go get her and leave Minho to me!!"

I was staring at Minho who was staring at the door.

Wide eyes in shocked and overwhelmed with surprise, I couldn't even swallow it.

"Soojin..."

"No. No more, and not anymore!"

"SOOJIN! Do you want me to tell omma and appa?!" he was scolding her.

"What do you care?! you! Could you just mind your own bussiness and get out of my family!"

"Soojin, I'm worried and I care about my sister. Let me help you," His voice sounds calm.

"HOW MANY TIME DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU! Get out of here and my life! You are not my real blood brother at all? Why you care so much? Uh, you came from a orphanage, living with MY mum and dad. You get all those nice, good stuff and they ignored me when you were here! so GET OUT OF HERE!"

Those words made my hair stands with adrenaline striked my spine.

The only thing I could think is Onew's feeling right now.

There was no talk reply after that.

Onew didn't reply.

It was quiet.

Minho was frozen at the spot.

Then I saw the door open.

I was frozen too that I couldn't move.

Onew came out rushing, he saw us and his yes went wide with shock.

He had......

He had....

Tears.

The first time I've seen him having tears.

He started running away ignoring us.

Then something striked me.

To run after him.

To protect him.

To give him my shoulder to cry.

Those tears I saw.....It tells his feelings.

I turned to look at Minho who was looking at me running after Onew.

He nod his head.

Without realising, tears rolled down my eyes.

"Onew!' I turn to continue chase him.

The last thing I saw was Minho slapping Soojin.

"Onew oppa!" He was still running ignoring all those stares he is getting from the public.

OH!

How many fans are going to spot him.

And i was crying while running after him.Those words hurt me too.

*" you are not even my real blood brother at all,"*

Idiot...

Chapter 42:

Onew's POV

We both know it's Soojin.

Minho woke the others and told them.

Key's shriek can be heard until my room.

"I'll tell Chaerin," Minho took his phone.

I nod.

"Tell her we will pick her up soon,"

He nod.

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We were in front of Chaerin's apartment.

Fans could be anywhere.

We need to be careful before this goes to the press or not, reporters will be everywhere in front of SM building.

We need to cover this up soon.

I saw Chaerin walking towards our van.

"Anyeong," she greeted.

I can see her face full of shock and nervousness.

When she took a seat, she didn't even speak a word.

She was only looking away.

None of us spoke.

Then manager hyung interrupted the silence.

"Any idea who could have done this?"

I saw Chaerin looked up with something in her mind.

It's time to tell manager hyung about Minho's past relationship.

I looked at Minho and he nod his head.

Manager hyung only knows Soojin as my sister but didn't know that she was Minho's ex-girlfriend.

I nod my head.

Minho started to tell about Soojin to manager hyung.

"Onew oppa," Chaerin called me.

"I...I...., "She started tearing up.

"Ya, Chaerin-ah?" tears started rolling down her cheeks.

"Chaerin-ah," Minho patted her back.

"It was my fault.She....she...came to me yesterday,"

UH?!

Soojin came to her?

Everyone looked at her.

She was facing down, eyes closed.

"She showed me the pictures.Then she told me she will do it," now her tears were flooded in her eyes.

Minho got mad and hit the seat hard with his anger.

Jonhyun face palm.

"It was my fault...my fault," she kept mumbling.

"I'm sorry you have to face the trouble too," Minho said by holding her hand.

"No.I am sorry.It was my fault and all of you guys have to face the consequences," she said.

"She's just not over him yet," anger started to flow through me.

"I can understand how she feels. I'm a girl too you know,"

"But does she know what trouble she is giving us?! with our repackage album going to be release soon! and you a normal girl!" I couldn't take it anymore. I shouted.

"Hyung,"Taemin calmed me down.

"Just stay low until everything is settled, okay," manager hyung told us.

She nod and we nod too.

"I'm going to talk to Soojin," Minho said.

"No.This time let me do it," I looked into Minho's eyes.

We were looking at each other.Then he agreed.

"Chaerin," Minho called Chaerin.

He took both her hands.

She looked at him.

They look like an inseparable couple.

"Promise me that you will never leave my side even through any kind of distractions, ups and down.Promise me that you will be strong and promise me that you will keep your promise,"

She nod her head and hugged her.

"I'll talk to the president Mr.Lee whether to have a press conference to cover this issue. This should be settled down before any wrong information spreads," manager hyung told us.

"Onew oppa, I'm coming," the word made all the others to turn and look at her.

"What? I want to talk to her too,"

"Look, Chaerin, I will take care of it," I told her but she looks stubborn suddenly.

"You look, this is not only your's or Minho's problem.I'm in it too. So don't leave me out," she told me looking straight into my eyes.

"It's not that we want to leave you out.We care about you and I don'r want you to get hurt physically or emotionally. I can't stand seeing you struggling," I told her, ignoring the stares I'm getting from the others for what i just said.

Chaerin was looking at me.

"She's my sister! So, stay!" I said.

She was still having those stubborn expression.

We arrived at SM building.

Everyone of us got down with full disguise on our face.

After entering the building, I told manager hyung that I'm going to meet Soojin personally.

He agreed.

"I'm walking," I told manager hyung.

"Be careful," he told.

Chaerin was still looking at me with others standing around.

"I'm going to see the president. Stay here," manager hyung commanded.

I walked out of the building with my scarf, glasses and beanie on my head.

I walked way from SM building.

Soojin.

*Sigh*

She is out of her mind!

Chapter 41: News Spread

Onew's POV

"Hey good morning!" I came out of my room.

Uh?

Where is everyone?

Why is the dorm so quiet?

"Anyeong,"

Is everyone still asleep?

Unbelievable, I woke up the earliest!

What should I do...

Let's check some updates on the internet.

KPOP BREAKING NEWS!

It was found out that SHINee's rapper and flaming charisma Choi Minho is in a realationship with a his own high school girl.

My eyes went wide!

Mouth wide open...

Does this day get even weirder?

An I still sleeping?! So this must be just a dream.

No wonder I woke up early! I'm dreaming!

Oh please let it be dream.

But NO!!

This feels so real!

I pinched myself to wake up.

OUCH!

This is REAL.

I continue reading

It's been confirmed overnight that SHINee's Minho is going out with a normal girl for some time. Fans couldn't believe it but pictures proves right that it is SHINee's Minho with a girl who is not an entertainer.

WAIT, PICTURES!!?

Pictures were found in an account of an anonymous person who named Buster XX. Details about this person's was not given in the account. Pictures was uploaded overnight. So the person who own this account must have not want he/herself to be revealed.

I kept looking at those pictures

Pictures of Minho and Chaerin

This is definitely could not be done by Chaerin.

The pictures are taken by a third person without their acknowledge.

Rumors do spread like a fire in K-pop field.

I was still overwhelmed with shock and anger.

The first thing that came to my mind is Minho.

Maybe I should tell Manager hyung first.

*call

"Hyung, hyung! Did you....there is...there's a article with pictures of Minho and Chaerin in the internet," I told him still surprise that i couldn't think of a word to speak.

"I know Onew, the President called me,"

BUYA!?

The president knows already?!

Oh, no.

This is no good.

We are in trouble.

OBVIOUSLY!

"Does Minho knows about this?" He asked.

"I should tell him now, he's still sleeping,"

"YA! Wake him up now! He can't sleep at time like this! Call Chaerin-shi and tell her we need to talk,"

"Okay,"

*End phone call*

Who could have done this?

Who else knows about Minho's relationship with Chaerin?

I went over to Minho's bed.

"Minho-ah! Minho-ah! Wake up, palli, palli!" I was shaking him vigorously that he woke up with his face scrunched up.

"Hyung! What;s the matter! It's Sunday.Let me sleep,"

"Ya! Pabo, there's a article about you and Chaerin on the net and you still want to sleep?"

"BUYA?!" He woke up immediately with eyes wide and hair messed up.

"Go and see the computer page," He went over to the computer desk.

He was reading it.

After a while, he had his eyes fixed on those pictures.

A lot of things ran through my mind right now.

"Hyung, who....who...could have done this?" Minho's voice show shock.

Think, Jinki-ah.

Who.

Who could have grudge on Minho or Chaerin?

Or even on both of them?

"Hyung......I think I know who," He turn and looked at me.

"Soojin," we both said together.