Chapter 32:Soojin

Soojin's POV

*FLASHBACK*

"Oppa!" Minho was in front of me.

"YA! I'm the same age as you," his voice came deep inside.

I pouted. My aegyo always works on him.

He chuckled and gave a crooked smile.

OH! Melting!

"Where are we going today?"

"Onew hyung didn't tell you?"

I shook my head.

Did he?

Nope.

"Onew hyung told me he told you," he sigh.

Now I get my brother...he actually don't want to plan a date, he wants us to go withthe flow!

Oh! My oppa is a genius!

We were in a beautiful Botanic Garden.

Surrounded by fresh flowers and trees.

Oh! So pretty.The fresh air makes me forget all my worries and with him next to me I feel like Iam in Heaven!

"Come on let's walk," He held my wrist and we started walking around the garden.

It's kind a romantic too.

Just the two of us walking, holding hands, letting the fresh air gush against us. I laid my head on his shoulder.

Me and Minho.

I know we are the same age.I t's just sometimes, I feel like calling him 'oppa' in a cute way!

We were stil holding hands.

"Let's take some pictures for memories," Minho suggested.

"Of course not some but more! I love this place and the time we are spending together. Iwant this to with me forever,"

We took a lot pictures.

*END*

I was holding a album in my hand and flipping through the pictures. Picture of us. Me and Minho. Every picture we took is still in my memory.I carress all of his pictures.

*FLASHBACK*

"Minho, what are you doing?" we were in a private restaurant.

"Shh...you'll know soon,"I'm being blind folded by Minho with a scarf around my eyes and I can't see anything!

"Oh! Come on, make it fast.You know I hate surprises right,"

"You will love this surprise," His deep voice was calm and casual.

Sigh.

"Ok.." He whispered around my ears.I shivered with the sudden whispering in my ears.It gives me a ticklish feeling in my stomach.

"Minho....." He untie the scarf.

It was totally dark!

I can't see anything!

I can sense Minho behind me.

When I turn around, he was standing with a cake lighted up with pink candles.

It was a surprise!

And i love it!

Oh! I covered my mouth which was wide open and eyes bulging out in shock.

"Oh, Minho,"

"I told you, you will love it," he was smilling.

"Yes," I nod constantly.

"Sarngil chukhahamnida my dear Soojinie,"

"Hey! It's SOOJIN!" i blowed the candle while he sang the birthday song from his deep voice which eventually made me blush in thsi dark room!

When the candles were out, it went totally dark!

EEK!

"Minho, I'm scared! It's really dark in here, can you switch on the lights, please!" I was holding his shirt.I can only see his face.

He chuckled.

He made several movements and the cake in his hand was gone.

"Ok, coem here," he whispered.

He pulled me into a hug.

My heart was beating and i can feel his too.

DUP.DAP.DUP.DAP.DUP.DAP!

"Minho,"

"SHH..."

I look up at him and caught his eyes.

I leaned towards him.His hands were around my waist.

He lean in and kissed me..I was kissing him back.My instinct works automatically.

It was a slow and deep kiss.

I laid on his chest for a moment .

Then he made soem movement again and the ligh were on.

"Maybe we should eat the cake first before it melts away,"

I giggled.

"Sure," It's an Ice cream cake.I t was written 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOOJINIE!'

I want this mon=ment to be remembered forever in my life.

My first and last love for now.

"here you go," he shoved the cake in my mouth and spread it all over my face!

"YA!!" i took a piece of cake and ran towards him but he was fast!

"You, come back!" I caught him and spread the cake all over his face.

He caught my hands and our eyes met.

He came closer to me, our face were just inches away.

I felt something on my cheek.

"EWWW," I scrunched up my face.

"emm, mashita," he licked the cream in my cheek!

I hit his arm playfully.

*END*

Chapter 31: Everyone knows!

I was in school talking with Min. Class havent started yet. We decided to meet each other early in the school compund.

Should i tell her about what happen last night?

I don't know.

"Hey, do you think Minho and the others will come to school now on?"

I understood what she meant .

They are idols now.They became famous in just A DAY!

WOW.

"Well, that I'm not sure," I really am not sure!

What about the drama?

Are they still in it?

We were sitting in a round table at the school compund.

Then a black SUV car came.

Somehow the car caught my attention.

The car door slid open.

And a guy with dark brown hair came out.

That's TAEMIN!

OH, IT'S THEM!

I was blinking again non-stop!

"OH. SHINee!!!!!" I heard a scream.

"OOOHH, AHHH!" Oh-no....

In just a second, they were surrounded by girls but not much.

When they walk past them, the girls bow to them or soem walk past them to catch their attention.

"girls...." Min sighed.

"You are one of them too," I said.

"Atleast i don'r need to catch their attention.They are our friends,"

I smiled.

Minho saw me and so were the others.

He gave a warm smile and i gave him one back.

They walk pass us.

Onew waved at us.

Key, Taemin and Jonghyun to gave a wide smile.

"We should get going too,"Min suggested.

I nod my head.

I went into my classroom and Min when into hers.

The first thing that i realize is the attention i had when i entered the class.

Minho was sitting at he same place as usual.

I sat next to him.

"So, you are going to continue study?"

"Yes," he answered with his cool deep voice.

Then I guess the drama is on...:(

I wish it was cancelled!

More students started to come in the class.

"Oh, it's her.." I heard whispers.

"Oh, my god!"

"She must be lucky,"

I heard voice and girls were eyeing me.

Me?

What is happening?!

Don't tell me they know what happen last night?!!

Oh no!

Wait, no!

Minho looks calm.

I don't think it was about last night.

"They know the girl in our show was you.It was aired yesterday,"

SHOW?!!

WHAT SHOW?

OH!

THAT SHOW!

Great! Super!

MY eyes went wide! i covered my face with my hands and laid on the table.

"Anyeong," girls greeted him.

"Anyeong," He greeted back.

Class went normally except for the starings.

Some came and asked for autograph.

When class was over, we went outside.

I don't know where to go,so i followed him.

He suddenly haeld my wrist that made me jump!

"Come with me,"

"Uh?"

"You are with us," That's not Minho's voice...?!

BUT..

Key.

"Buya?" Minho asked Key.

"We are going to our dorm,"

"Guys," I said.

"Come on, let the lovey-dovey couple have some time," It was Jonghyun! I gave him a death glare and he went shut.

Where did they came from?
"Our class finished early.Minho, manager hyung said we have a variety show to attend,"

Minho sighed.

I chuckled.

Then everyone except me and minho laughed!!!???

"Kidding!" Onew was laughing.

"Onew- ahi!" I hit his arm playfully. So, they were trying to trick us uh?!

"Sorry, sorry!" He apologise.

I saw Minho smiled.

"Meet me at the park," He whispered and walked with the others away.

Park?!

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Chapter 30: Confession

"Onew hyung,"

"Ye?"

"What do you think of Chaerin?"

"Well, she is a sweet and nice girl, anything will do to light her up.Her beauty is like an angel. For me she is a princess, feminine figure who is fragile,delicate and need protection but i know she is a brave girl to handle anything,"

I looked at Onew hung.

How can he say what I was thinking about her?

"Take care of her Minho-ah, I'm sorry about my sister.I guess you have moved on.You got Chaerin now,"

I don't know why but this question struck my mind.

"Hyung. you like Chaerin, do you??"

He glanced at me and a smile form in his lips.

"You will be a better choice for her,"

"Hyung!"

"No.Take good care of her.Anything happens, you have to answer it yourself, Minho,"

I was totally confuse right now. Onew hyung liked Chaerin all this time but he was giving way for me?

He....i was speechless.

"What am I suppose to tell Soojin?"

"I'll take care of her," He stood up.

"No!"

He turn and looked at me frowning.

"This is my problem hyung.I'll talk,"

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Your POV

11.55pm

I was at the park near my house.

There is no one here at this time of night.

I sat on a bench in the park.

It was very dark and there is only one lamp post standing.

It's creeping me out!

Goosebumps!

It's so quiet here.

Oh!

So, what are you going to tell him?

Think...................

Think.

Think.

I let the wind gush against my face while I close my eyes.

A ticklish feeling struck my stomach.

I bit my lower lips.

I slowly open my eyes and

I saw two black figures standing at the corner of my apartment's corridor.

One was very tall and another was just shoulder length of the tall person.

I think the shorter one is a girl because i can see the person is wearing a dress.

The tall one must me a guy.

I smile.

I guess they are having their date a secret without no one noticing.

I looked at my watch and it shows 12.00am

The wind was still blowing.

I decided to take a walk around the park.

But then I couldn't help but look at the couple over there.

The girl was on her knees.

The guy was standing.

She is begging?!

What is happening?

I took one or two scurry step towards them so they won't notice me.

The guy turned away from the girl.

Now I can see his face.

But he was covered with his thick scarf.

That eyes...........

Eyes.

I can tell it belong's to someone.

Someone that I've been thinking all these days!

Minho.

What is going on?

I slowly took my step carefully.

When I know they can see me and hear me, I asked,

"Minho-sshi?"

He abruptly turn with a shocked expression in his face.

Now I can see him clearly.

The girl stood up.

She must have been crying because when she stood up she wiped her face using her hands.

"Minho-sshi, is that you?" I wanted to ask who is that girl and what is she doing with him.

I was very curious.Why is she crying?

"Minho-oppa!" That girl beg againh alf sobbing, now she went closer to him but he never moved or react.He stood still.

He was only looking at me.

What should I do?

I looked at the girl.

I bowed to her.

"Excuse I'm sorry, but..." i went closer to the girl.

I touch her shoulder.

She shove away my hand.

The light above us shine on her face.

She is very pretty or shall I say beautiful?

I can sense her elegance.

Her bright face.

She look at Minho who was looking at us in a stunted face.

"I'm sorry.I shouldn't be disturbing you guys," I bow.I tried to hide my worried and curiuos expression but failed!

"No, wait," he finally talk but he was still calm.

"Soojin, go back," He told the girl.

Soojin?

"So, you are Chaerin uh?" she talk too.

How does she know my name?

Do I know her?

"Becareful," is she warning me?!!

I felt heat all over me all the sudden.

I gulp.

She walk towards Minho and kissed him on his cheek.

He didn't even move.

I look down at my feet.

Then she walked away.

I eyed Minho.

He was spacing out.

I let out a sigh.

My hands twitched.

It's only us now.

I walk towards him.

Slowly I reach out for his hands.

When the heat of his hands touched mine he came back to reality.

I quickly let go of his hands and tried to study his expression.

He was looking at me too.

"She is Soojin.Lee Soojin,"

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Minho's POV

I have to tell her.There is no way hiding it.She needs to know now or never.

"She is Soojin.Lee Soojin,"

I continued.

"She is Onew hyung's sister,"

I saw something in her face.

"I ....we..-"

"You liked her before,"she talk out of the blue.I can sense her pain.

"Ye-yes," was all I could come up with.

Shoot!

I let out a silent sigh.

"Not now.Not anymore.She left me when I started to become a trainee,"

"I got to know her through Onew hyung because she is his sister,"

"I felt for her femininity, her elegance, her...she was the only girl I became close with,"

I didn't stop.

I can feel her Chaerin's awkwardness.

"Her parents were against us.Onew hyung help us a lot.He was happy for us,"

"When she told me we have to stop and put our relationship to a side, that's when she changed me.I became lonely, quiet, never talked much, always try to isolate myself.I was scared that If I become close to someone, i might lose them too.But they still cared for me.They help me come out of my world,"

"And after 3 years I met you,"

"You were the total opposite of her, Soojin.You, Chaerin was the one that taught me life wasn't all that bad to fall in love again,"

She was holding her breath.

"She came back.She went to US to study,She followed her dad back here.She told me she love me and she never stop loving me.She's engaged now,"

"Her parent's forced her because a business friend of her parent is searching for a girl for their son,"

"But she wants me back,"

That's it.I'm done.

She bit her lower lips and clenched her fist..She was looking down.

"but," I continued.I have say this.

"I love you," We bot said in unison.

She was surprised.

She came closer to me.

Then she help up her hand and removed my neck scarf.

She came more closer to me.

Our faces were just centimeter apart.

She leaned over me.

I can feel her breath.

In a split second,

We were kissing each other.

Her left hand was behind my neck and the other hand caress my cheek.

It was a slow and tender kiss.

I held her waist closer.

She pulled away and whispered.

"I love you," again. I can see tears in her sparkling eyes.

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Your POV

I couldn't take it anymore.He is telling me everything.Why?

He had loved someone before.

Would he love me the same?

I was confused.

After listening to him, do I still love him the way I wanted too?

Why am I feeling weird?

I think...

This is

Love.

The feeling of care.

The feeling of overwhelm.

It is Love.

I love him.

I love this guy in front of me who makes me feel insane!

"But," he said and stopped.

"I love you," I sad and i heard him said it too.

I'm very sure I heard his voice.

I look up with a surprise in my eyes.

Should I?

I had the urge to hug him.

Tell him that I will never hurt him.

He have to move on.He is a star now.There is a lot of fans who likes him now.

Without thinking, I removed his neck scarf and kissed him.

He reacted.

He kissed me back.

Is this the answer?

He love me too.

Tears rolled down my eyes as I close it.

I pulled back and whispered, "I love you,"

He chuckled silently.I look at his eyes.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't be taking your time,"

He look at me.I was still in his hands.He was holding my waist close to him.

"You are mine and I'm yours,"

Ewwww.That's mushy!

I gave a what-the -heck look.

He chuckled again.

Seriously I can't get what he is thinking.

I blink my eyes.

He hugged me again.

Chapter 29:

Minho's POV

"Woohoo! Finally we did it, yeah!" Key was jumping up and down with Taemin.

"Chukhahaeyo guys! I think it's time to celebrate it!" Manager hyung was tearing up with happiness.

"Yes, we should let's have Soju and chicken!" Onew suggested.

Everyone turned to look at him.

"What?"

Then everyone started cracking up.

"OK!" Jonghyun agreed.

I wasn't talking much ever since I saw Soojin.My mind is full of confusion.

Soojin.

Why did she come? Why now?

"Hei, come on we have to see someone," Onew got up.

We found Chaerin and Min.

So, Onew was the one who invited Min and Chaerin.

"Oh, thank you so much for coming," Jonghyun was really blissed.

"No problem. Anytime.We will always support you guys!" She showed a fighting pose.

"Sorry, I was late to know but CONGRATULATIONS!" Min was brighting up the mood.

Chaerin went back to silence and look at me.

"You look great and you were super out there just now," she whispered because she was standing next to me.

"Kamsahamnida,"

She chuckled.

Then she took out a paper from her bag.

"This is for you," she pass it to me.

She was holding a shopping bag in her hand.

"This is fro you guys.I took a long time to think what to give you guys as a congratulatory gift," She handed Key the bag.

"Oohh...what could it be!" Key was shuffling the shopping bag away and it was a frame.

A 45cm times 30cm frame.

It was a painting.

Not just a painting, it was us...

five of us.

I was amazed with every single details in it.

It was perfectly drawn.

"You did this," Taemin was surprised by the picture.

She simply nod her head.

"Oh, wow.You paint too?" She hit Onew in his arm playfully and giggled.

"She cooks, paint and sings too,"Min was complimenting her.

And when she gave a sharp glare to Min, she went completely silence.

I chuckled and she looked at me.

"Nice," I said.

"Thank you,"

"You better read it,"she whispered, showing me the paper I was reading.

"Sorry guys, but we should get going now,"Min was pulling Chaerin away.

We bowed to them and the did the same to us.

She eyed me one last time and walked away with Min.

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We arrived at our dorm and I went straight to my room.

I slip open the letter Chaerin gave me from my bag and...

It was poem.

It was the same poem i gave her.

Except, some of the words were changed.

I never was struck that hour

With love so sudden and so sweet,

Your face it bloomed like a sweet flower

And stole my heart away completely.

You did this to me.So, you have to answer me.Did you steal my heart? why?

did I?

I will tell you the answer soon.I will be waiting at the park near my apartment.

12 am.

Take your time.

I was staring at the paper.\\What Should I react?

Should I jump?

Should I scream?

Should I kiss Taemin who is coming in now?

Happiness was overwhelming me!

She answered me back.

A smile formed in my lips.

I was going crazy inside myself.

"Hyung, what's that?" Taemin came towards me.

I quickly slid the paper under my pillow.

"Uh?"

"Hyung,what is in that paper? Why were you smiling just now?" Taemin ran over me and pushed me away to get he paper.

I was fighting back.

"Hy...hyung.. let.me.see," he was fiddling over me.

"No!"

"Hyung, you are definitely hiding something," Taemin caught the paper and ran out.

"Taemin!" I shouted while he stuck his tongue out.

"Taemin, give it back!"I ran after him.

"What's going on?" Onew hyung came with a chicken in his mouth.

"Hyung, somethings up with Minho hyung.He was smilling while looking at this paper,"

Onew just blinked.

Key and Jonghyun joined.

"Let me see,"Key took the paper from Taemin.

Then Jonghyun snatched it.

*Face palm*

"It's a poem and a note,"Key was reading the poem.

"That's Minho's handwriting but there is some changes in it.It says 'I will tell the answer soon, I will be waiting for you at the park??!!"

Everyone is staring at me with curiosity now.

Oh! ARG!

What should I say?

"Who is this? who wants to meet you at this time," Key is totally curious.

"It's Chaerin," I didn't answer that! Not me.

I look up and it was Onew hyung who answered them.

"Chaerin? You mean Jung Chaerin? Our friend?" Taemin was asking.

He nod his head.

"Hyung!" Taemin called me.

"Explain!" Key commanded.

"Nothing," I simply said and snatched the paper from Jonghyun.

I went inside my room and close it.

"Someone's blushing,"I can hear Jonghyun teasing from behind the door.

"oohh..someone's in LOV-"

"Shhh...don't make him blush anymore," Taemin cut Key's final word.

"Can I come in?"

I didn't answer.

He opened the door and locked it.

He walk towards me and sat beside me on my bed.

"I saw Soojin,"

I kept quiet.

I know he will talk about this.

"Hyung, please," I talked merely a whisper.

"I know you like Chaerin.I can tell it by the way your looks at her, the way you react when she is there,"

"Is it obvious?"

"For me , yes,"

"About Soojin," I wanted to forget about it but i have no choice.

"She came back after finishing her studies. She came with my mum today,"

Talking about her brings old memories and it hurts.

I felt something else now...

not love..

but

I couldn't explain.

"Soojin wants to talk to you,"

"Hyung, stop it, you know it won't work anymore,"

"I can't help it Minho-ah, she is my sister," Onew hyung was worried.

COMMENTS!

The story line is really like Boys Over Flowers. Except that there the guy(can't remember his name, but the guy looked like a golden-haired girl) wasn't painfully trying to forget someone. Seems like Soojin is a bad character. Well, I'm guessing she left him or something. For another guy that looked prettier than Minho. Wait, did I say that? I mean another guy that looked better in make-up. I guess I'm getting it all wrong.

These days, too much love is in the air. I feel nauseated. Let the couple get together. =D I hope Soojin doesn't want Minho back. Does she?

Chapter 28:SHINee's Big Day!

Your POV

It's SHINee's big day today!

They must be really nervous and excited too.

I am walking to the bus stop.

Min said she will be waiting for me at the bus stop.

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We are in the studio now.We got VIP tickets so we were in the front row seats.

I was having butterflies in my stomach.

Min is going to be shock to know that Key, Onew, Jonghyun,Taemin and Minho are going to become artists now and I had hide it from her all this time.

"Oh, I can't wait to see them! I'm so excited to see Super Junior!" She was so excited to have to see SuJu having their comeback today in M!Countdown.

Wait until she see them debut, she is going to be paranoid in shock!

"Ok, ok, calm down,"

Then she frowned at me.

"What?"

"You still have an answer to answer me,"It took me just a milisecong to understand what she is talking about.

"I told you, you will get to know it very soon," I face the stage.

The MC's had started talking already.

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Minho's POV

We are next to perform after our Super Junior sunbae.

I can feel my whole body in excitement and nervousness! so were the others.

They were taking deep breath, in and out.

We were holding hands tightly. I can feel Onew's grip so tight.

Taemin couldn't stand still, he keep on moving is body more like dancing.

"Ok, guys, ready," Our manager came in to the back stage of the studio. and we all nod our heads.

SuJu sunbaes came in after performing.

"Woohoo, we did it guys! And GOOD LUCK! FIGHTING!"All 13 of them shouted to us.

It somehow lowered my nervousness .

"Ok, go, go, go!"Our manager pushed us.

"Let's welcome the shining brother of SHINee!!!!" the MC announced and we took our spot when the light went on.

They were so bright and I can see a lot of crowds and fans screaming, supporting and holding banners.

My charisma flows naturally and I started to dance.

It's our Replay.

Taemin started dancing, Jonghyun sang, Onew sang, Kay danced and I rap for our song while dancing.

I can here loud cheers, screaming, "SHINee,SHINee, SHINee!!!"

WE DEBUTED!

After 3 years of training, we debuted.

Is this the feeling of achievement? The feeling of great happiness?

It's a mixed feeling.

And we continued dancing.

Now, it's our Romantic.

Every time i sing this song,

A girl pops in my mind!

I thoughtlessly walk

Wherever my heart takes me

It seems I am looking for

Those that look similar to you

She looks familiar...

That girl..

That's when I saw the first row seat in front of me.

I was shocked to see who was sitting.

Soojin. Lee Soojin.

And next to her was Chaerin and her friend.

Her eyes was wide with astonishment while Chaerin was forcing a smile.

Soojin was smiling at me.

I sang the lyrics that reminded me of her.Soojin.

The girl that now and forever I'm trying to forget.

The girl who changed me.

The girl who took my soul.

Somehow I feel emotional that she had return and at the same time anger,

to see her sitting beside Chaerin.

The girl I've fallen for who has the opposite character as Soojin.

Who lit a light for me to love again.

Sitting beside Chaerin, Soojin felt someone who is nothing to me anymore.

I've been through this thought and no one is going to change me.

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Your POV

My eyes wre wide open and jaw dropped when the lights were on.

It's them!

Minho, Key, Jonghyun, Taemin and Onew.

All 5 of them in front of me at the stage.

I swallowed my excitement and turned to look at Min who had a even worse reaction than me.

Her eyes were totally wide in shock.

She covered her mouth which was wide open and i can sense her surprise.

She was frozen in her seat.

I elbowed her to wake her up.

She slowly turn to face me, still eyes wide.

"So, this is your big secret?!!"

I nod smiling.

"OMG..they..."

"I know.Don't get shock.They are our friends,"

"Of course but ..how come you know and i don't know?"

"Remember, I know them before you know me and there's another surprise for you,"

"What?"

"I had a variety show shooting with them a long time ago,"

Her wide eyes is even wider.

"Oh...my....Chaerin! This is awesome! You are going to be famous!"

"No, I was just a lucky girl in the show,"

"I wonder when they are going to air it....!"She was really excited.

I can say she was really happy for me.

"And Minho! Oh! you guys are so lucky!" This time i had butterflies when she mentioned him.

"That I don't like,"

She turn to look at me as though she understood something.

"Oh. now i know...you were talking about you having a relationship him won't work out or soemthing,"

I nod my head slowly, still watching them performing.

The angelic face.Charming and charismatic look.

The poem in the letter he gave me came trough my mind.

And stole my heart completely away

You did this to me.so, you have to answer me.Did you?why?

I still haven't given him an answer.

But should I tell him now.

Now that he had debuted as a star.

Would he think that I came for I'm because he became famous?

Min whispered something, "Don't worry, I think he knows what he is doing, Chaerin.It doesn't mean that if he become famous he can't have you or love someone right? "

I don't know whether I should nod or shook my head.

Still mesmerized by his gaze.

He is looking at me.

I forced a smile but I also felt butterflies in my stomach giving me goosebumps.

And an image of him kissing me on my forehead came to my mind.

I should talk to him.