It's SHINee's big day today!
They must be really nervous and excited too.
I am walking to the bus stop.
Min said she will be waiting for me at the bus stop.
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We are in the studio now.We got VIP tickets so we were in the front row seats.
I was having butterflies in my stomach.
Min is going to be shock to know that Key, Onew, Jonghyun,Taemin and Minho are going to become artists now and I had hide it from her all this time.
"Oh, I can't wait to see them! I'm so excited to see Super Junior!" She was so excited to have to see SuJu having their comeback today in M!Countdown.
Wait until she see them debut, she is going to be paranoid in shock!
"Ok, ok, calm down,"
Then she frowned at me.
"What?"
"You still have an answer to answer me,"It took me just a milisecong to understand what she is talking about.
"I told you, you will get to know it very soon," I face the stage.
The MC's had started talking already.
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Minho's POV
We are next to perform after our Super Junior sunbae.
I can feel my whole body in excitement and nervousness! so were the others.
They were taking deep breath, in and out.
We were holding hands tightly. I can feel Onew's grip so tight.
Taemin couldn't stand still, he keep on moving is body more like dancing.
"Ok, guys, ready," Our manager came in to the back stage of the studio. and we all nod our heads.
SuJu sunbaes came in after performing.
"Woohoo, we did it guys! And GOOD LUCK! FIGHTING!"All 13 of them shouted to us.
It somehow lowered my nervousness .
"Ok, go, go, go!"Our manager pushed us.
"Let's welcome the shining brother of SHINee!!!!" the MC announced and we took our spot when the light went on.
They were so bright and I can see a lot of crowds and fans screaming, supporting and holding banners.
My charisma flows naturally and I started to dance.
It's our Replay.
Taemin started dancing, Jonghyun sang, Onew sang, Kay danced and I rap for our song while dancing.
I can here loud cheers, screaming, "SHINee,SHINee, SHINee!!!"
WE DEBUTED!
After 3 years of training, we debuted.
Is this the feeling of achievement? The feeling of great happiness?
It's a mixed feeling.
And we continued dancing.
Now, it's our Romantic.
Every time i sing this song,
A girl pops in my mind!
I thoughtlessly walk
Wherever my heart takes me
It seems I am looking for
Those that look similar to you
She looks familiar...
That girl..
That's when I saw the first row seat in front of me.
I was shocked to see who was sitting.
Soojin. Lee Soojin.
And next to her was Chaerin and her friend.
Her eyes was wide with astonishment while Chaerin was forcing a smile.
Soojin was smiling at me.
I sang the lyrics that reminded me of her.Soojin.
The girl that now and forever I'm trying to forget.
The girl who changed me.
The girl who took my soul.
Somehow I feel emotional that she had return and at the same time anger,
to see her sitting beside Chaerin.
The girl I've fallen for who has the opposite character as Soojin.
Who lit a light for me to love again.
Sitting beside Chaerin, Soojin felt someone who is nothing to me anymore.
I've been through this thought and no one is going to change me.
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Your POV
My eyes wre wide open and jaw dropped when the lights were on.
It's them!
Minho, Key, Jonghyun, Taemin and Onew.
All 5 of them in front of me at the stage.
I swallowed my excitement and turned to look at Min who had a even worse reaction than me.
Her eyes were totally wide in shock.
She covered her mouth which was wide open and i can sense her surprise.
She was frozen in her seat.
I elbowed her to wake her up.
She slowly turn to face me, still eyes wide.
"So, this is your big secret?!!"
I nod smiling.
"OMG..they..."
"I know.Don't get shock.They are our friends,"
"Of course but ..how come you know and i don't know?"
"Remember, I know them before you know me and there's another surprise for you,"
"What?"
"I had a variety show shooting with them a long time ago,"
Her wide eyes is even wider.
"Oh...my....Chaerin! This is awesome! You are going to be famous!"
"No, I was just a lucky girl in the show,"
"I wonder when they are going to air it....!"She was really excited.
I can say she was really happy for me.
"And Minho! Oh! you guys are so lucky!" This time i had butterflies when she mentioned him.
"That I don't like,"
She turn to look at me as though she understood something.
"Oh. now i know...you were talking about you having a relationship him won't work out or soemthing,"
I nod my head slowly, still watching them performing.
The angelic face.Charming and charismatic look.
The poem in the letter he gave me came trough my mind.
And stole my heart completely away
You did this to me.so, you have to answer me.Did you?why?
I still haven't given him an answer.
But should I tell him now.
Now that he had debuted as a star.
Would he think that I came for I'm because he became famous?
Min whispered something, "Don't worry, I think he knows what he is doing, Chaerin.It doesn't mean that if he become famous he can't have you or love someone right? "
I don't know whether I should nod or shook my head.
Still mesmerized by his gaze.
He is looking at me.
I forced a smile but I also felt butterflies in my stomach giving me goosebumps.
And an image of him kissing me on my forehead came to my mind.
I should talk to him.
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