So today marks the first day of my Semester 4 Year 2. Wow. I'm a Sophomore! I'm a senior for three batches behind me and junior for three batches in front of me.
The first class was at 8am, Food and Nutrient Evaluation. Mr. Waikeong came early because I woke him up early. Kekeke! XD Packed breakfast and went for class. So it was our same lecturer from last year. And I started getting distracted in the first class of the first day. GREAT. Two hours class but we talked the lecturer out to get out earlier for the next two hour class.
Next class 10am, Nutritional Biochemistry. Dont get scared. Dont get scared by its name. Dont get scared but I DID. The lecturer looks a lil lil bit sstriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiict. She started her lesson right after the introduction to the subject. And the only person she recognise in her class was me. YEAP. ME. Because I knew her last sem. She was my mentor. "I know some of you here, Hemlatha. Hemlatha right? You are my mentee yes?" That time I was blurring out, like daydreaming actually and I came back to reality when she spelled my name out of her mouth. I was like whhuuut. She knows me? She remembers my name after 4 months?! Yaish!
So after that class I wanted to pee pee but eventually MOST OF THE TOILETS WERE CLOSED DOWN DUE TO WATER RATIONING. I have to like go find for a not closed down toilet when there used to be toilets every floor. *Cries*
Recess time and I was excited to see the new food court that was closed down for 5 months. So it has a indoor food court and outdoor food court but it doesnt make any difference in this weather. In or out, it was still hot. =,= It doesnt seems to be blowing air cond in the indoor area. AND the food priced were INCREASED. Almost gave me a heart attack when my food with rice, two vege and a small half fish cost RM9.90 *Cries again* But there are some new food like western food, pasta, burgers and etc.
Then me and waikeong bought the new menu chatime and shared. Caramel with chocolate Cadbury. Well not bad. Its still drinkable. Hahaha!
We had a talk on MQA accreditation for our School of Bioscience. Its gonna be fully approved by MQA and be taken out from its prohibitory MQA. So the Dean has selected several people from each batch to attend an interview that will be done by to panel from the Malaysia Qualification Agency to approve our School. And one of those unlucky person is me. I had been told to be ready for the interview next month and memorise the Vision and Mission and few taylors related stuff. So when they ask me questions, I know about it and also to give good comment about the School. Yesh. I have to. @,@
After the talk I had next class 3pm, two sleepy hours because it was raining. Food Preservation. It was Ms. Chan, our few-years-older-than-us lecturer. She was okayy but I actually wanted to get out of the class for the day. So she ended the class early after seeing our bored face! Hehehe!
Me and Waikeong rushed to the car park so that we could get out of Taylors before the usual Taylors jam starts. And yesh! We did! We got out without a jam. Yummyy!
Came back home and realised after rambling my whole bag and taking out all the stuff out of my back that I left my keys in Waikeong's car. How smart. -,- I made him come back lol. Ooops sorry. He pass me my keys and here I am sitting and blogging!
Wednesday 26 March 2014
Saturday 8 March 2014
The Waiting
A story of a girl who waited for her fiancee. Waited. And still waiting.
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Walking through the wind that pushes past our hair. Do you still remember this place, Ash?
I wish you would. I am here. Walking day and day around here. The sonata wind, the snow that sprinkles around me. Its the first snow I'm seeing without you. Its the first day I'm walking without you. Where are you? Are you here with me? Are you up there looking at me through the sky? Talking about the sky, its very beautiful day today. The sky is filled with bright cloud. Just like any day we used to walk hand in hand and see the sky above us. I've brought out your bicycle out today instead of mine. Its been long since I rode bicycle. I hope I don't bump into someone else, like how I did to you. It was our very first day here that day. The day I set I set my eyes on you. Our more like you set your eyes on me? =) I came yelling at your back to move away because its my first time riding a bicycle out here. And you, you were walking with your bicycle next to you. When I think about it. It makes me sound like a most infamous silliest girl you could have ever fell for. Are you hearing me? Are my thoughts drifting to you?
We bumped. We met. I payed for your damaged bicycle and you kept coming after me asking me, "So you think paying me money for a new bicycle would make be much better? It was my favourite bicycle I got from my grandpa, it doesnt change anything that you ruined it." Making me angry and making me feel guilty so much. You annoyed me the most. But as day past, we kept meeting each other co-incidentally at this place. I used to ignore you everytime. But one day you didnt appear. I thought you were late. I waited. Next day, the after but you didnt came.
Why do I feel empty when you weren't there? Why do I feel so clueless? Like how I feel now. You are not here like that day. I thought you left. Like how you did last time. But you came. You came back for me.
You stood under those beautifully blooming tree with your new bicycle smiling when I saw you. I didnt know what came into me but I remember I ran towards the tree. Ran towards you. I was embraced by you. Then I knew how its feel to be contented and I didnt feel empty anymore. You fill my heart, Ash.
But where are you now? You promised me you will bring them and come for me. You promise to give me what you took away from me. My heart. You promised me to be here with me. Are those promise meant nothing. You filled up my eyes and heart. I keep thinking about you. Where are you now Ash? Are you up there looking at me being empty and clueless again?
The ring on my finger doesnt give me any answer. I can't find it either. I can't seem to let go of it. Tears. I cant seem to let go of the tears that kept rolling.
Its a beautiful day, Ash. Look down at me wherever you are. I brought flowers too. I'm sitting under the same tree I came looking for you when you disappeared. It still has our name carved in it.
'Ash n Tess'.
What do I do now, Ash?
Give me a sign for the day.
I would love to walk away from this tree and never look back. I set his bicycle aside leaning across the tree and set the flowers down.
I walked. Walked and never looked back.
You can have you bicycle back, Ash. I love you.
Rest In Piece always.
Sincerely,
Tessa.
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Walking through the wind that pushes past our hair. Do you still remember this place, Ash?
I wish you would. I am here. Walking day and day around here. The sonata wind, the snow that sprinkles around me. Its the first snow I'm seeing without you. Its the first day I'm walking without you. Where are you? Are you here with me? Are you up there looking at me through the sky? Talking about the sky, its very beautiful day today. The sky is filled with bright cloud. Just like any day we used to walk hand in hand and see the sky above us. I've brought out your bicycle out today instead of mine. Its been long since I rode bicycle. I hope I don't bump into someone else, like how I did to you. It was our very first day here that day. The day I set I set my eyes on you. Our more like you set your eyes on me? =) I came yelling at your back to move away because its my first time riding a bicycle out here. And you, you were walking with your bicycle next to you. When I think about it. It makes me sound like a most infamous silliest girl you could have ever fell for. Are you hearing me? Are my thoughts drifting to you?
We bumped. We met. I payed for your damaged bicycle and you kept coming after me asking me, "So you think paying me money for a new bicycle would make be much better? It was my favourite bicycle I got from my grandpa, it doesnt change anything that you ruined it." Making me angry and making me feel guilty so much. You annoyed me the most. But as day past, we kept meeting each other co-incidentally at this place. I used to ignore you everytime. But one day you didnt appear. I thought you were late. I waited. Next day, the after but you didnt came.
Why do I feel empty when you weren't there? Why do I feel so clueless? Like how I feel now. You are not here like that day. I thought you left. Like how you did last time. But you came. You came back for me.
You stood under those beautifully blooming tree with your new bicycle smiling when I saw you. I didnt know what came into me but I remember I ran towards the tree. Ran towards you. I was embraced by you. Then I knew how its feel to be contented and I didnt feel empty anymore. You fill my heart, Ash.
But where are you now? You promised me you will bring them and come for me. You promise to give me what you took away from me. My heart. You promised me to be here with me. Are those promise meant nothing. You filled up my eyes and heart. I keep thinking about you. Where are you now Ash? Are you up there looking at me being empty and clueless again?
The ring on my finger doesnt give me any answer. I can't find it either. I can't seem to let go of it. Tears. I cant seem to let go of the tears that kept rolling.
Its a beautiful day, Ash. Look down at me wherever you are. I brought flowers too. I'm sitting under the same tree I came looking for you when you disappeared. It still has our name carved in it.
'Ash n Tess'.
What do I do now, Ash?
Give me a sign for the day.
I would love to walk away from this tree and never look back. I set his bicycle aside leaning across the tree and set the flowers down.
I walked. Walked and never looked back.
You can have you bicycle back, Ash. I love you.
Rest In Piece always.
Sincerely,
Tessa.
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