I have lost my trust and hope in myself ?!
Have I ?
What should I do now ?
Should continue this ?
Something I never wished I did ?
Something that was for the good of my guardian who raised me up ?
My heart ache but I only had a poker face outside. I laughed when I saw my score! Hahaha! Wow....
Can't you believe it ? I laughed.
Now I have to answer my own question.
It really is something challenging.
Something I wish none would have to face this problem.
Well, the fact, everyone have to face it whether they like it or not. Because, it's life.
Truth to be told, I never chose this right?
What should I do ?
Confused, torture in my head, painful, sad...all the negative is in me right now.
Dad has started his usual mode: nagging. But all I did is just smile and gave a low laugh just to show him that ' i don't care' expression.
Deep in my heart, it really does hurt. Why am I being like this!
Why can't I just tell him the truth?
Because,I'm all writing but not good in talking it out.
If you want me to say something, I can express in in writing but in words...i get mixed up scared I wouldn't bring it out well.
So, here I am sitting in front of the screen staring at my AS results,on FB (continously waiting some miracle to happen at one page) and also typing it out, since I can't keep it to my self anymore.
Life.....life....life...
Thinking about the people who had gone through a lot of this like me and had become a successful person in life and idolized, it only makes me to become an even stronger person.
I always think about, how it is to be like one of them?
I have never been like this before...all I show is happiness but do you know, happy people could have a different side of them too?
All I want to do is be different.
It's nothing wrong to be different right? It only makes you to be a different people and an outstanding one and I want to be like that.
Why?
I have been influenced too much of my dreams.
And now, it's on fire.
Still, sometimes, it washes away when I think of another future I might hold.
A future which my guardians wants me to have.
Would I still be happy? contented with what I will have? blissful?
Aish, what am I talking?
They say hardwork will pay but it only takes the money away.
I have given my best to get my dream and also my parents dream.
In another few more months I finally had to jump in either one of this two things. It's like I'm standing in the middle of a wired gate where the other side, what I want and all I want,even it brings hardship to me,i know i will be contented, because I chose it and I won't give up even if I'm tired.
Another side, my parents wants me to be. Happy easy, normal life,with a simple job and family to take care.
Which one I still have my heart to?
Of course, one's strongest ones.
Sometimes I wish I could just walk straight in front of my both guardian, and talk to them out all my feelings and doubt
But I dont have the courage.
"Dad, why? why? why can't I take the road I want? Why do I have to always listen to yours? Why can't I be different from all those typical people in the world? I want to go out? Be out of the box. I want to explore new things, do something different from all the people who do the same and never wants adventure. I want what I want. I chose this and I know what I'm doing. I know I would never, never regret."
And I would always think my dad's answer will be," ARE YOU STUPID? CRAZY? BODOH? You never listen to me do you?"
That's when I give up sometimes, just sometimes.
Whenever I go to bed. I think of something I always had in my heart.
My happy future? How will it turn out?
Am I that lucky enough?
I'm still having my fingers crossed, even though a thunder had striked me today, I still have another result to wait by the end of feb or march.
Maybe, I could get lucky?
Could I?
Maybe I can get back my courage when I get my result.
I will. I already.
Think positive.
Think positive.
It's never the end of the world yet.
I am lucky!
I already have been chosen because I have confidence in myself.
I am already a trainee!
I am currently raining to dance, sing, on diet, thinking of being in a funny variety show.
Having new mates.
Think positive!
Sigh..
Gotto go.
Lunch time. I dont dare to face my dad.
Sunday 22 January 2012
Thursday 12 January 2012
Chapter 69:
Onew's POV
Uh?
"Chaerin-ah," I held her hand which was nearest to me.
Her hand is trembling.
And she was in sweat.
What is she thinking?
I was getting nervous.
She stood up and which made me stood up too.
We were the only ones outside. All the others went in already.
Personally, I was scared to see Minho too. I'm scared that I will cry and making Chaerin see Minho is this conditition, I doubt she will live it up.
She walked in without speaking any word at all.
All the others were there surrounding him.
Minho's mum were sobbing lightly now. His dad was next to his mum, holding her.
Jonghyun gave way to Chaerin to go next to him.
Taemin had a shocking expression and a cried face.
Chaerin held the bed's side bar.
Minho was wrapped with bandage in his head his hand and his torso.
There was a oxygen mask in his mouth.
And the cardiogram was moving really slow.
Chaerin took her left hand out and stretch it towards him.
"Excuse me, sir, may i know his guardian please.We need to talk," The doctor came in holding a file.
"I'll go," His dad say," Jinki follow me," I have to leave Chaerin behind. I took one last look at her and went with Minho's father.
Outside,
The doctor waited for us.
He took out the paper from the file and showed us.
"I'm sorry sir, but he is really in a bad condition. We tried out best. Unfortunately, his torso bone has broken and he had lost a lot of blood during the ride to the hospital. We need to wait and see what's his result. All I can say is pray for luck," He then bowed to us and walked away.
Minho's dad was in shocked that he slide down to the wall and gave up. He broke down.
"Abbe-abbeojji, please you have to be strong," I held his hand to comfort him.
We went inside.
Chaerin;s mum was holding Chaerin shoulder.
Chaerin still had the same expression, blank.
But I saw tears.
Then I saw something in her eyes. Tired? Dizzy?
She fainted right in front of us.
"Omo! Chaerin!" Her mum supported her but she was not strong enough that Chaerin fell down and Key and Jonghyun ran to catch her before I could.
I made my way towards her.
"I'll call the doctor," Chaerin's dad went and came with a nurse walking past us.
"Move, excuse me can you please move. Give her some space please," the nurse advised us.
The nurse approach Key who was holding Chaerin.
"Can you please put her into the next bed," She ordered him and he did it.
The nurse then took out a syringe, injected it into her vein. She didn't even wince at all.
They are taking a blood sample I think.
She checked her heart beat and the nurse struggled for a while.
She rechecked her heartbeat.
Then she check her hand's artery beat.
"I'll be back. We need her to get an x-tray. She having abnormal heart beats," Then she walked out of the room.
With both of them lying in each bed. It looks so pathetic.
Why on earth would they have to face this!
I sighed and sat next to Taemin who had his eyes closed but not really sleeping.
The nurse arrived with a doctor. A woman.
"We'll bring her to the x-tray room," The doctor assured us.
She was brought out of the room still lying on the stretcher.
Then I heard a scream. Inside the room among us.
"MINHO!!!!"
"Minho!! Can you hear me? He moved! I swear I saw him moved!!! Jagi, I saw him moved!" It was his mum. I'm not sure she is hallucinating or what but Jonghyun saw it too.
This made me and Taemin to stand up.
I saw the cardiogram beating high now. It went to the maximum beat and to the minimum.
Then his whole body started to move.
"Minho?" Was all I could utter.
I didn't realise the doctor was here already.
"Move aside please," then all of was step back.
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Dumbstuck, everyone couldn't move from their position.
Minho.
He left us.
All of us.
His parents.
His members.
Most importantly,
Chaerin.
Uh?
"Chaerin-ah," I held her hand which was nearest to me.
Her hand is trembling.
And she was in sweat.
What is she thinking?
I was getting nervous.
She stood up and which made me stood up too.
We were the only ones outside. All the others went in already.
Personally, I was scared to see Minho too. I'm scared that I will cry and making Chaerin see Minho is this conditition, I doubt she will live it up.
She walked in without speaking any word at all.
All the others were there surrounding him.
Minho's mum were sobbing lightly now. His dad was next to his mum, holding her.
Jonghyun gave way to Chaerin to go next to him.
Taemin had a shocking expression and a cried face.
Chaerin held the bed's side bar.
Minho was wrapped with bandage in his head his hand and his torso.
There was a oxygen mask in his mouth.
And the cardiogram was moving really slow.
Chaerin took her left hand out and stretch it towards him.
"Excuse me, sir, may i know his guardian please.We need to talk," The doctor came in holding a file.
"I'll go," His dad say," Jinki follow me," I have to leave Chaerin behind. I took one last look at her and went with Minho's father.
Outside,
The doctor waited for us.
He took out the paper from the file and showed us.
"I'm sorry sir, but he is really in a bad condition. We tried out best. Unfortunately, his torso bone has broken and he had lost a lot of blood during the ride to the hospital. We need to wait and see what's his result. All I can say is pray for luck," He then bowed to us and walked away.
Minho's dad was in shocked that he slide down to the wall and gave up. He broke down.
"Abbe-abbeojji, please you have to be strong," I held his hand to comfort him.
We went inside.
Chaerin;s mum was holding Chaerin shoulder.
Chaerin still had the same expression, blank.
But I saw tears.
Then I saw something in her eyes. Tired? Dizzy?
She fainted right in front of us.
"Omo! Chaerin!" Her mum supported her but she was not strong enough that Chaerin fell down and Key and Jonghyun ran to catch her before I could.
I made my way towards her.
"I'll call the doctor," Chaerin's dad went and came with a nurse walking past us.
"Move, excuse me can you please move. Give her some space please," the nurse advised us.
The nurse approach Key who was holding Chaerin.
"Can you please put her into the next bed," She ordered him and he did it.
The nurse then took out a syringe, injected it into her vein. She didn't even wince at all.
They are taking a blood sample I think.
She checked her heart beat and the nurse struggled for a while.
She rechecked her heartbeat.
Then she check her hand's artery beat.
"I'll be back. We need her to get an x-tray. She having abnormal heart beats," Then she walked out of the room.
With both of them lying in each bed. It looks so pathetic.
Why on earth would they have to face this!
I sighed and sat next to Taemin who had his eyes closed but not really sleeping.
The nurse arrived with a doctor. A woman.
"We'll bring her to the x-tray room," The doctor assured us.
She was brought out of the room still lying on the stretcher.
Then I heard a scream. Inside the room among us.
"MINHO!!!!"
"Minho!! Can you hear me? He moved! I swear I saw him moved!!! Jagi, I saw him moved!" It was his mum. I'm not sure she is hallucinating or what but Jonghyun saw it too.
This made me and Taemin to stand up.
I saw the cardiogram beating high now. It went to the maximum beat and to the minimum.
Then his whole body started to move.
"Minho?" Was all I could utter.
I didn't realise the doctor was here already.
"Move aside please," then all of was step back.
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Dumbstuck, everyone couldn't move from their position.
Minho.
He left us.
All of us.
His parents.
His members.
Most importantly,
Chaerin.
Sunday 8 January 2012
Chapter 68:
Onew's POV
"I'm sorry sir, your phone ID says you are Jin Ki are you?"
"Yes, yes, I am. Please tell me what happen to the car or to the driver?!"
"We need you to be here any minute. His life is at stake right now,"
"MWO??!" I screamed not caring about my surrounding.
"We found out he is SHINee's Choi Minho, so you must be one of his band member right?"
I couldn't answer any of his question already.
His life is at stake.
His life is at stake.
His. Life. Is. At. Stake.
Okay, calm down, Onew-ah, calm down. Everything will be alright.
"Hyung? Anything wrong? Who was that on the phone?" Jonhyun came towards me with a tray full of empty glasses.
My eyes felt teary and I tried to get distracted.
I have to tell it somehow by not making a fuss out of it.
I slowly took my courage to tell Jonghyun first.
"Jong, Mi-Min- Minho is at the hospital, someone ca-cal-call me and told that his life is at stake,"
Jonghyun didn't talk, he was speechless but his expression show it all that he was shocked.
Eyes wide, mouth rounded and his hands were shaking.
*Clash!!!* He dropped the tray and all the glass broke.
"Does, Chaerin know this?!!" I guess he was thinking the same as me.
Chaerin, how and what should I tell her? It's their wedding, and they have gone through a lot to get here and today is their special day.
"We should inform the others," Was all I could tell.
"I will tell the others," Jonghyun nod and run away leaving the broken glass shattered.
"I will tell Chaerin," I told myself.
*Knock, knock*
"Yes, come in," It was Chaerin's voice.
I opened the door and went in.
She was with 3 other make up artist.
And she look
Perfect and gorgeous in my eyes. Like an Angel.
And I am going to be the Demon who is going to break this Beautiful Angel standing in front of me smiling not knowing what she is going to face.
I took the courage to tell her. I have to tell her!
"Chaerin, err.....we need to go the hospital now,"
"Eh? Waeyo?" She frowned looking confused.
"Minho is at the hospital. I think he had an accident,"
"WHAT?! Oppam what are you talking?! Tell me this is not one of your Onew condition is it?!"
"Jung Chaerin, I'm not lying or playing around!" I cound't take i, I shouldn't cry, no control!
But Chaerin look so calm and I couldn't read her expression at all.
"Jinki-ah, is Jonghyun telling the truth??!" Minho's mum came in with her eyes wet and hair looked messed up.
Behind was Chaerin mum and both the dads.
I just nod.
"Omo!" Mrs.Choi covered her mouth in shock.
"Hyung! We got to got here now!" Jonghyun came in with Key and Taemin having a blank face full of furiousity.
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Everyone came running into the Hospital.
The parents went in fisrt with Key and Jonghyun while I bring Chaerin in.
She was not even talking at SINGLE word after the incident in the room.
Minho was in ICU ward.
Everyone of us were waiting outside.
Half sitting and half standing.
Chaerin just followed us quietly. Still in her Hanbok.
People around us staring.
She plopped into the bench and stare into space.
I went ans sat next to her and held her hand.
She just let me take her hand and I grip her hand.
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After what seems like eternity, just 5 hours, the doctors came out.
He talked something to Minho's dad and Minho's mum heard it too. Both of them held their tears and went into the ward.
"Minho!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I heard her mum scream and cry.
I looked at Chaerin for reaction but
No. She is still staring at the space.
What is going on to her?
"Chaerin, come on in, you have to see him,"
I stood up gesturing her to stand up too.
But she sat there still.
"Chaerin..." I whispered.
"I'm not going in," she said expressionless.
"Chaerin?"
"I don't want to go in,"
"I'm sorry sir, your phone ID says you are Jin Ki are you?"
"Yes, yes, I am. Please tell me what happen to the car or to the driver?!"
"We need you to be here any minute. His life is at stake right now,"
"MWO??!" I screamed not caring about my surrounding.
"We found out he is SHINee's Choi Minho, so you must be one of his band member right?"
I couldn't answer any of his question already.
His life is at stake.
His life is at stake.
His. Life. Is. At. Stake.
Okay, calm down, Onew-ah, calm down. Everything will be alright.
"Hyung? Anything wrong? Who was that on the phone?" Jonhyun came towards me with a tray full of empty glasses.
My eyes felt teary and I tried to get distracted.
I have to tell it somehow by not making a fuss out of it.
I slowly took my courage to tell Jonghyun first.
"Jong, Mi-Min- Minho is at the hospital, someone ca-cal-call me and told that his life is at stake,"
Jonghyun didn't talk, he was speechless but his expression show it all that he was shocked.
Eyes wide, mouth rounded and his hands were shaking.
*Clash!!!* He dropped the tray and all the glass broke.
"Does, Chaerin know this?!!" I guess he was thinking the same as me.
Chaerin, how and what should I tell her? It's their wedding, and they have gone through a lot to get here and today is their special day.
"We should inform the others," Was all I could tell.
"I will tell the others," Jonghyun nod and run away leaving the broken glass shattered.
"I will tell Chaerin," I told myself.
*Knock, knock*
"Yes, come in," It was Chaerin's voice.
I opened the door and went in.
She was with 3 other make up artist.
And she look
Perfect and gorgeous in my eyes. Like an Angel.
And I am going to be the Demon who is going to break this Beautiful Angel standing in front of me smiling not knowing what she is going to face.
I took the courage to tell her. I have to tell her!
"Chaerin, err.....we need to go the hospital now,"
"Eh? Waeyo?" She frowned looking confused.
"Minho is at the hospital. I think he had an accident,"
"WHAT?! Oppam what are you talking?! Tell me this is not one of your Onew condition is it?!"
"Jung Chaerin, I'm not lying or playing around!" I cound't take i, I shouldn't cry, no control!
But Chaerin look so calm and I couldn't read her expression at all.
"Jinki-ah, is Jonghyun telling the truth??!" Minho's mum came in with her eyes wet and hair looked messed up.
Behind was Chaerin mum and both the dads.
I just nod.
"Omo!" Mrs.Choi covered her mouth in shock.
"Hyung! We got to got here now!" Jonghyun came in with Key and Taemin having a blank face full of furiousity.
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Everyone came running into the Hospital.
The parents went in fisrt with Key and Jonghyun while I bring Chaerin in.
She was not even talking at SINGLE word after the incident in the room.
Minho was in ICU ward.
Everyone of us were waiting outside.
Half sitting and half standing.
Chaerin just followed us quietly. Still in her Hanbok.
People around us staring.
She plopped into the bench and stare into space.
I went ans sat next to her and held her hand.
She just let me take her hand and I grip her hand.
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After what seems like eternity, just 5 hours, the doctors came out.
He talked something to Minho's dad and Minho's mum heard it too. Both of them held their tears and went into the ward.
"Minho!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I heard her mum scream and cry.
I looked at Chaerin for reaction but
No. She is still staring at the space.
What is going on to her?
"Chaerin, come on in, you have to see him,"
I stood up gesturing her to stand up too.
But she sat there still.
"Chaerin..." I whispered.
"I'm not going in," she said expressionless.
"Chaerin?"
"I don't want to go in,"
Saturday 7 January 2012
Chapter 67: Wedding.
Your POV
"Chaerin, is this the right vow you guys going to read?" Min was at the doorway with a paper script for the wedding vow.
"Ne," I told her who was in her elegant black dress.
I am currently surrounded makeup artists.
One doing my hair, one fixing my make up and one with my Hanbok.
The room is air conditioned but I still feel heaty in every single cell of mine.
I guess this is what you call excitement of getting married or just nervousness?
*Knock knock
"Girls, 25 minutes more," Minho's mum came in through the door.
She stood there half bemused and half awed at me.
"Omo! Darling, you are so...Oh, I'm speechless! by the way 25 minutes more," She reminded us.
And she went out.
Every single family members are busy with their task.
The dad's are busy with the invited guest.
Not much people were invited only close family and friend's of mine and Minho's and his labelmates.
Of course the SHINee boys are so much willing to do anything to help their member's wedding day, so Onew's in charge of decorations.
Key and Jonghyun willingly wanted to be the guest servers.
"Chaerin, come on, look at yourself in the mirror," One of the makeup eonni told me.
I stood up and face the full length mirror.
Is that ME?!
Wow!
A pink, blue hanbok chosen by Minho's mum is really suitable on me.
I wonder how Minho looks like and what would he think about this.
I smiled at my reflection and it smiled back right at me.
I took a deep breath. Calm down.
How can I be calmed down when it's MY WEDDING DAY!
"Chaerin,you ready?! Minho's supposed to be coming on his way with the Girukabi ( Person who leads the way to the bride's place) but he is a little late with his ring I guess," Min came in asuring us to get ready.
A/N: Chaerin and Minho are having a Traditional Korean wedding. So the first procedure is the Groom's Parade where the groom will be lead by the Girikabi tothe Bride's place with musical instrument to announce his arrival.
For some reason I somehow felt worried. He shouldn't be this late. He won't be late for this time of occasion, he is always punctual.
He told me that he was going to get the rings we ordered at the ring maker's shop before going and make his way straight to his place.
"Min, can I have your phone?" Maybe he was stuck in traffic or something?
The phone rings.
But no one picked.
"Aish, come one, pick the phone," I mumbled to myself.
It rings, rings and rings.
I gave up and put the phone down.
Sigh.
Nevermind, just wait, everything will go just as we plan.
All we want is the normal wedding and I hope it will be over soon.
I was already sweating and my tied hair is a little tight.
"Don't worry, he'll be here soon," Min told me and took her phone, "I'll beright back, ok," she went out.
What is this weird feeling in me?
Like something is not up?
Suddenly, I felt sick. My stomach began to twirl and I fell like vomiting.
"Oh, eonni, I need to use the toilet now," I told one of the eonni sitting with me.
"Now? You can't go out now," She put down the magazine she was reading and had a worried face on her now.
"Eonni, I think I'm going to puke, my head's aching now,"
"Oh no, dear, are you sick? Wait let me get you something to vomit in," she ran out of the door and in a minute came back with a dustbin.
"This is all I could find. I don't want to let the other worried so I got this," She put it in front of me.
My stomach twirled again and I held it in my hand.
I vomited inside the bin.
"You okay now?"
Much better but still the same.
"Ne," I nodded.
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Minho's POV
"Shoot, I'm late," I saw the time and I'm supposed to be at the temple in another 15 minutes.
"I'm so sorry for the delay," the shop keeper hand in a small bag with the ring in and I quickly thank him and went out toward my car.
I had to run.
I took out my car key and drove out of the parking lot in hurry.
"Oohh!! Minho oppa!" I heard someone screamed my name. It was a fan waving and I waved at her back.
"Come on, come on,fast," I took the car out of the lot and into the driveway.
There was no car in the street. I think I can make it in time.
I press the oil pedal to near 100 km/hr.
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Someone's POV
"Oh, there's the car," He informed while standing at the car door.
"Look, I don't want to do this, please," I begged him.
"Yes, you are doing it and now!!" He screamed.
I was scared and my life is at threatening state by him.
"Please, no this way at least," I was on the urge to cry but I kept it away.
"Now, or never!" He slammed the door and stood out motioning me to go after him.
I took a deep breath and hit the pedal. It zoomed up to 100km/hr in just a minute?!
I drove straight into the empty road knowing that he would pass by in front of me by any second and I'm going to finish him.
I don't want this. I don't WANT HIM TO DIE!!
I don't care if I die but I'm going to take my fault for what I've done to him before.
So I changed my mind. And hit the brake pedal. I don't care what he is going to do to me but I'm not going to kill Minho!
Hit again and again but it's NOT STOPPING!
What the?! No, no, no!!! No! NO!
I hit it one last time but the brake is not working.
I had to steer the steering into a different direction to avoid my car crashing to his.
But the tire drifted and AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I honed him to warn him.
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Minho's POV
What is that screeching noise?!
And where is that coming from??!
I heard honning but where?
I turn to my right and I saw a car coming straight toward me in a very fast speed!
WHAT?!
There was my phone ringing next to me.
Caller ID: Chaerin Honey.
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A loud crash was heard and there was a lot of smoke coming from the street.
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Onew's POV
"Anyeonghaseyo, is this someone related to the guy with car number plate Seoul 0991?" Someone on my phone asked me.
"Ne, waeyo? Is there anything?" It's Minho's car.
"I'm sorry sir, but I'm calling from Seoul General Hospital. Could you make it in time here by any minute?"
My face went read and every single part of my cell hit a warning button.
"May I know why?"
"Chaerin, is this the right vow you guys going to read?" Min was at the doorway with a paper script for the wedding vow.
"Ne," I told her who was in her elegant black dress.
I am currently surrounded makeup artists.
One doing my hair, one fixing my make up and one with my Hanbok.
The room is air conditioned but I still feel heaty in every single cell of mine.
I guess this is what you call excitement of getting married or just nervousness?
*Knock knock
"Girls, 25 minutes more," Minho's mum came in through the door.
She stood there half bemused and half awed at me.
"Omo! Darling, you are so...Oh, I'm speechless! by the way 25 minutes more," She reminded us.
And she went out.
Every single family members are busy with their task.
The dad's are busy with the invited guest.
Not much people were invited only close family and friend's of mine and Minho's and his labelmates.
Of course the SHINee boys are so much willing to do anything to help their member's wedding day, so Onew's in charge of decorations.
Key and Jonghyun willingly wanted to be the guest servers.
"Chaerin, come on, look at yourself in the mirror," One of the makeup eonni told me.
I stood up and face the full length mirror.
Is that ME?!
Wow!
A pink, blue hanbok chosen by Minho's mum is really suitable on me.
I wonder how Minho looks like and what would he think about this.
I smiled at my reflection and it smiled back right at me.
I took a deep breath. Calm down.
How can I be calmed down when it's MY WEDDING DAY!
"Chaerin,you ready?! Minho's supposed to be coming on his way with the Girukabi ( Person who leads the way to the bride's place) but he is a little late with his ring I guess," Min came in asuring us to get ready.
A/N: Chaerin and Minho are having a Traditional Korean wedding. So the first procedure is the Groom's Parade where the groom will be lead by the Girikabi tothe Bride's place with musical instrument to announce his arrival.
For some reason I somehow felt worried. He shouldn't be this late. He won't be late for this time of occasion, he is always punctual.
He told me that he was going to get the rings we ordered at the ring maker's shop before going and make his way straight to his place.
"Min, can I have your phone?" Maybe he was stuck in traffic or something?
The phone rings.
But no one picked.
"Aish, come one, pick the phone," I mumbled to myself.
It rings, rings and rings.
I gave up and put the phone down.
Sigh.
Nevermind, just wait, everything will go just as we plan.
All we want is the normal wedding and I hope it will be over soon.
I was already sweating and my tied hair is a little tight.
"Don't worry, he'll be here soon," Min told me and took her phone, "I'll beright back, ok," she went out.
What is this weird feeling in me?
Like something is not up?
Suddenly, I felt sick. My stomach began to twirl and I fell like vomiting.
"Oh, eonni, I need to use the toilet now," I told one of the eonni sitting with me.
"Now? You can't go out now," She put down the magazine she was reading and had a worried face on her now.
"Eonni, I think I'm going to puke, my head's aching now,"
"Oh no, dear, are you sick? Wait let me get you something to vomit in," she ran out of the door and in a minute came back with a dustbin.
"This is all I could find. I don't want to let the other worried so I got this," She put it in front of me.
My stomach twirled again and I held it in my hand.
I vomited inside the bin.
"You okay now?"
Much better but still the same.
"Ne," I nodded.
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Minho's POV
"Shoot, I'm late," I saw the time and I'm supposed to be at the temple in another 15 minutes.
"I'm so sorry for the delay," the shop keeper hand in a small bag with the ring in and I quickly thank him and went out toward my car.
I had to run.
I took out my car key and drove out of the parking lot in hurry.
"Oohh!! Minho oppa!" I heard someone screamed my name. It was a fan waving and I waved at her back.
"Come on, come on,fast," I took the car out of the lot and into the driveway.
There was no car in the street. I think I can make it in time.
I press the oil pedal to near 100 km/hr.
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Someone's POV
"Oh, there's the car," He informed while standing at the car door.
"Look, I don't want to do this, please," I begged him.
"Yes, you are doing it and now!!" He screamed.
I was scared and my life is at threatening state by him.
"Please, no this way at least," I was on the urge to cry but I kept it away.
"Now, or never!" He slammed the door and stood out motioning me to go after him.
I took a deep breath and hit the pedal. It zoomed up to 100km/hr in just a minute?!
I drove straight into the empty road knowing that he would pass by in front of me by any second and I'm going to finish him.
I don't want this. I don't WANT HIM TO DIE!!
I don't care if I die but I'm going to take my fault for what I've done to him before.
So I changed my mind. And hit the brake pedal. I don't care what he is going to do to me but I'm not going to kill Minho!
Hit again and again but it's NOT STOPPING!
What the?! No, no, no!!! No! NO!
I hit it one last time but the brake is not working.
I had to steer the steering into a different direction to avoid my car crashing to his.
But the tire drifted and AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I honed him to warn him.
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Minho's POV
What is that screeching noise?!
And where is that coming from??!
I heard honning but where?
I turn to my right and I saw a car coming straight toward me in a very fast speed!
WHAT?!
There was my phone ringing next to me.
Caller ID: Chaerin Honey.
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A loud crash was heard and there was a lot of smoke coming from the street.
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Onew's POV
"Anyeonghaseyo, is this someone related to the guy with car number plate Seoul 0991?" Someone on my phone asked me.
"Ne, waeyo? Is there anything?" It's Minho's car.
"I'm sorry sir, but I'm calling from Seoul General Hospital. Could you make it in time here by any minute?"
My face went read and every single part of my cell hit a warning button.
"May I know why?"
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