Ruined

My midterm paper for Food Preservation was emailed to me AND the marks I got ruined my mid-sem break. Yes. Very much feel like jumping into a well and never coming out of it.

Those Kids.

Heyy there, before you start to read my post, please do try not to ignore my pretty fishes that's swimming in their pond on top of my post. :P Do feed them so they will be happy! XD

Well, today is my last day in KL before midterm break. I'm off to JB for a week just to sit there at my study table and do two reports and assignment. Well, so its not a break or holiday. Its just a week of no classes. =,=

So today after my Food Safety and Quality Management, Me and Waikeong went to watch The Amazing Spiderman 2. So in the theater, there was this situation happened before the movie started:

Me and Wai Keong occupied our booked seats, and we were chit chatting, two lil kids (Must be the age of 9 and 8?? maybe) came with their mother. They were my next seat neighbours. When they came in to sit, I overheard the two kids talking to their mum, "I dont want to sit in that seat, there's an Indian there," Well, they spoke in Chinese, and I understood it, I asked Wai Keong for confirmation on what they were talking about me. He heard them too. Its about, me being an Indian and those two were fighting for seats to not seat next to me. Well, I was kind of offended. Not kind of, very much offended actually. The mother didnt actually scold them for saying like that, she was just saying, sit nevermind of something but all me and Waikeong could hear was, those kids saying I dont wanna sit here, change place! Like that. So Waikeong got real pissed and told the mum, "Excuse me, she can understand chinese," and the mum just nod her head and didnt say sorry.

We kept quiet and sat and after a while, before the movie started, the mum changed seats with the son that was sitting next to me but didnt wanna face the screen. She changed seats and situation over.

But in the end, I was offended and this brought up my mind to think that, the reason they were behaving like this could be because of their not good parental and not exposed to the multi-cultural environment, besides being born in Malaysia. :(

Sigh.

Exams and Studies.

Randoms again.

1. Sunday - Did Lab Report.
2. Monday - Did Lab Report and studied Food Preservation- Thermal Processing
3. Tuesday - Studied , Trip to Yakult, Studied Food Preservation - Thermal Processing and Chilling and Freezing
4. Wednesday - Class, Studied Food Preservation - Non Thermal Processing, EXAM.

So it continues. My semester 4 becoming more and more uncontrollable.
So when I start to study with my laptop next to me, I tend to do this. Hehehe.

So when exam nears to the very last day, this is the consequences >.<.

And Madness drives us.

Reminder to myself here,

This Friday 16/5- Nutrition and Health in Disease midterm.
Sunday 17/5 - Tutorial hand in for Food Safety and Quality Management.
Sunday 18/5 - Lab Report Food Preservation dues.
28/5 - Lab Report due for Food and Nutrient Evaluation.
Saturday 31/5 - HACCP Presentation, Assignment 2 due: Food Act and Regulation Nestle Fitness Cereal.
2/6 - Assignment due for Nutrition and Health in Disease, Iron Anemia.
5/6- Lab Report due for Food preservation.
6/6 - Proposal for Practical Assessment.
11/6- Video Assignment due on G6PD Deficiency, NutriBiochem.
Week 12/13 - Food Preservation Assignment due, Milk Preservations.
Week 14 - Finals. 

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Deep Breath.

I'm Just A Sad Song.

First of all, the title is due to the song that is currently being played on Youtube! Its been on repeat ever since my crazy bestie posted it on my wall. It has these addictive lyrics to it and nice melody. Sang by We The Kings ft. Elena Coats- Sad Song. Basically its a song about relationship. And since I do have a certain someone in my life, it suits me so well. THANK YOU SO MUCH SHU YUAN!

Back to business. I've been real busy for the last few days. Midterm exam is been going on since last week till next week. T,T After getting back one of my exam paper. I was so devastated. Only 28/50. Yesh, for my Food and Nutrient Evaluation paper. I felt so lifeless the moment I received my paper and went through it. Most of my friends had full marks. That's like freaking madness. Really. I was just too shocked and wondered how can they get full marks? Sigh. Then I realize, they have good memorizing skills. I imagined them having these really good brain that can absorb almost all the lecture notes in one go. While me, being pathetic enough to even absorb half of the lecture notes and most of it runs out of my head when I study a new chapter. =,= which was so saddening.

I came home that day, sat on my study table's chair and started to wonder. Is this how a science based student have to be? Is this how all science student have to be to get a good results? Memorize every single lines and sentence and words just to get good marks? Go mad memorizing without understanding it? That's what my lecturer told me. It no point you understand, you have to put the exact word that's inside to get the marks. You are a science student, be scientific. I was so speechless that I almost wanted to tell her this is not fair. Not fair to the people who understand and explain it in their own way to the one who actually memorized the whole thing exactly in the notes. I mean come on! What's the diff if you put;

Students answer: 'Mix the food sample and solvent into the beaker' and lecture notes: 'add the food sample into the beaker containing solvent'

Is there any difference? Both of them sound the same to me and still 0 marks given.
Then I wonder am I not a science student? Why can't I memorize scientifically?
I felt so lifeless thinking about it.
Being a low-brained and not good at memorizing and you still wanna get good results means you have to be studying every single day. That's what I think it's supposed to be like. And the pressure of seeing your friends getting good marks and you parents spending you money to make sure you study well and get really good results too, I had a mental breakdown. Like finally and real one.

I screamed at the wall. Luckily no one was home. Screamed and screamed. I felt so weird. Heart beating so rapidly then I shut my self up. Stopped screaming and calmed myself. There that was better I said to myself.

The next day, I had another exam. So I studied so hard for it. Slept at 2 am after really making myself sure that I can do my paper well enough. So when I took the exam, thunder strikes me. I memorized all the lecture notes given and actually left out just A SINGLE PIECE OF TUTORIAL PAPER THINKING IT WONT BE ASKED IN THE EXAM. And jeng jeng jeng, you know what happened right? There was a freaking 20 marks question on just that single sheet of paper that I IGNORED. There you go. Sigh. But I managed to write something though.

So next week another two more papers and reports to hand in. There goes my life.

Randoms.

This post is just me randomly mumbling over my life.

1. When you found out your most hated teacher is your mentor for your whole Uni life.

What? WHUUTT?

2. When the same subject lecturer decided to give you another assignment after assignment. Assignments, assignments andddd more assignments! Yeay! =,=

3. Freaking house mate that does not clean the kitchen when ever she uses it. ARGH! And how many 'post it' pad do I HAVE TO STICK AT THE KITCHEN SAYING "KEEP IT CLEAN!".

4. That lazzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyy feeling you get when you are not in the mood to do your report and you started to blog. Hahahahaha! :P

Its A No weekend Saturday!

Its Saturday!

Yes, its a weekennddddd.

So?

So, what?

I have classes on Saturdays T,T

So I overslept today. Supposed to wake up early and wake Wai keong up so he wouldn't oversleep and the opposite happens again. Well you see, I actually woke at 7.30am and was waiting for the alarm to ring.... attttt 7.40am. I scrolled my fb, twitter & .........................*sleeps* This is the part where I didn't know how I actually SLEPT. @@ I thought I was dreaming when I heard my phone ringtone and picked up to hear Waikeong's voice, 'Bii,' OHMYGOSH. ITS 8.20AM! MY CLASS IS AT 9AM. 

 So I rushed and cleaned myself messily. Came out in 10 mins and got ready. Waikeong came exactly when I finish packing.

Apparently we were not the only one late! Few of my classmates were late too. And the lecturer was too nice to let us be late. Hahahaa! He started the class and believe me when I say this:

YESH!! @,@

He can just crap sooooooooooooo many things out of his head without looking at the slides on the projector. =,= Well mostly he lecture us about Food Safety and Quality Management. You can guess it from the subject name itself. Its alllllllllllllllllll about Safety and Management in an food industry. ALL STUFFS.

So he decided to give us an assigment on HACCP. Where we have to freaking do a real HACCP Manual for our own company. So what is a HACCP? Hazard Analysis and Critical Control Point Manual. Don't know yet? Go Google please. Its sure CANT BE DESCRIBES IN A WORD.

I was grouped up with Wai Keong Syamim and Vinson. Do you realise I'm the only girl here. YESH.

But no worries. Problem settled by Wai keong's dad (Stated in my previous post). 

So today, we decided to stayback and finished it up all at once. And we ended up staying for hours!! Like 9am till 6.30pm. After compiling all our assigned work. This was my reaction:

Yeap it is. =,=

Decided to call it a off and go for dinner. And I had KFC! Yeay to yummy foood and yeay to more belly fats!

Yeap that's how I look like now. Im serious =,= SQUISHY TUMMY I HAVE! XD

Beginning of Everything.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Its been a long time since I last blogged eh?
What can I say, time doesnt allow me so. >.< though when I do have time, I sleep.
Hahahaha!

Life since my semester 4 started is going on in a very proportionate way I guess, oh wait no. Its going like a increasing curve graph. =,= Yesh. I feel like there is just toooo many things to do at the end of the month.

Well so far, midterm exam is going on and I've been eating a lot ever since I started eating. Well that doesn't sound convincing. But yeah my mouth wants to digest some food and make the amylase working!

I munch alot. Like a lot a lot. =,= Waffles, apollo wafer cake, oreos, cheesecakes, snowflakes, ice creams, bread, biscuits.

YES I DO.

I got back my quiz for nutritional biochem last week. And to say I scored it, is the total opposite.

There goes my quiz marksss only 4/10. Nice work Hem. Nice work lecturer. Nice work. Practically everyone hates her ever since out quiz. Well I HATE HER. That's for real. She just insulted my one-whole-day-pencil-sketched-storyboard saying it's lack of effort and besides, she says he worries on my video making part of it. You WAIT. Im gonna ace this Dr. Meanie! Yeah here at you face grrrr.

                                   

I got my quiz results for my another subject and I did well. Well BOO YEAH.

Assignment and Reports are piling up every single week. And when you know you are the only person that is responsible for your whole group. TT,TT And individual reports = pure procrastination = screw this.

Well thanks to Waikeong's dad, our assignment on doing a HACCP Manual for Beer is done. THANKS A BUNCH PEOPLE. All we had to do is just copy paste. Pro style yeah! But still needs adjustments to do. Our product is Smokey Lager Beer, Feel the Aroma~ HAHAHA!

Next up, midterm was today and I studied for it and Jinnyboy entered our class asking for whiteboard markers from our lecturer who didnt know who the hell he was. He was like, 'hey,concentrate,' when we were giving him a blank look! xD Well, wished I could have taken a pic with him but yeah I was in the middle of my MIDTERM PAPER. =,=

Went to pyramid today~ And stocked up food again! Just in case I ran out of food to eat when I'm in my room. XD Had dinner and desert with boyfie. Thank you so much bii :)

SNOWFLAKE! Yeay~ Its Mango Gold.

Anddd Nando's Burger!

Well I didnt know he was gonna do tht. He moved from smiling to this when I clicked the picture button. But I like this! :)

That's for today! I'm new to putting gifs on my blog. Inspired by my crazzzyyyy bestie Chua Candy Yuan. XD Do tell me if the gifs are unreasonable and doesnt suit my sentences. Hahaha!

So long!

Coffee.