The Land Of Lania

New place, new country, new environment, new city, new people, new home but I’m still the same old me. The me who would not dare to talk to stranger, the me who would never dare to mix with the environment, the me who would never ever dare to say a word when trouble encounters. But what am I still doing here, in this whole new world that only never fails to surprise me.

Caught by human like figures from a unknown planet, I’m lying here on a bed that is so not familiar to me yet. Being served, being accompanied, being stalked by unknown eyes, caught trying to escape and feeling unsure. I am not a prisoner. I am being respected and given high priority for the reason even I’m not able to believe.

A knock was heard, “Breakfast is ready,” 

This is not the servant’s voice. Its Ezra’s, the Prince of unknown land named Lania. The voice always intimates something in me that comes from my upper stomach. I stood up from my already numb body due to continuous sleeping to kill boredom.

The look in his eyes shows nothing as emotions. This cunning boy who is no more than a year old, with just that stunning dark blue eyes stares down to me. No longer be able give him the stare back, I nod. People here do not know privacy especially this Ice Prince here.

“I would like to change my attire before I come down,” I said to the blue eyes that turned purple.

 This has been a usual encounter I have seen ever since I came to Lanian 3 months ago. The change in eyes colors of every Lanian’s here are very unique.It shows emotions. And finally he did. Anger? Amused? I can't read.

"I'll accompany you to the kitchen today," He said with his stone voice. Oh, what a news. What happen to the servant who accompany's me every day?

He closed the door but I know he is standing behind it waiting for me to come out.  After just a few minutes of changing I stood there thinking of either I should walk with him. It’s always not a good idea for a Prince to be walking with me.

Angel

She was there again and again and again, not physically but mentally in my mind.

Disturbing my serenity of the day.

Clashing into times where I wish I could have talked to her but still afraid to approach.

Waiting for my conscience to inform me, where has it bring me too?

Now, looking at the wedding that is happening now, sitting few feet away from the bride and groom is the most beautiful girl I've ever came across in my living experience. The girl who have moved me by my not only the heart but my vision of life.

Her sincerity to enjoy each loving moment till the last second but also to take control of her surrounding had blown me down to her. Watching her from distance now with no single relationship between us is wonderful to think of getting to know her. Her eye contact with me wasn't enough for me but I guess I caught her attention much enough.

Approaching the beautifully dress bridesmaid with a navy blue satin silk, gives her the most precious vibe.

"May I take this dance?" I bowed to her, still with her masquerade on, her contour doesn't change from my invitation.

"Sure," A smile escaped her naturally lip stick-ed lips.

Just as the song behind plays a Jazz to move us back and forward.

"Hello, there," A lightly formal way wasn't bad.

"Hello," even her elegance in her voice doesn't reduce.

"Daniel, Daniel Gregory," I am.

"Jenny Cooper," Being close to her as this brings the fear in me clear.

"May I take the honour to remove your mask to unveil the lady behind the mask?"

She gave a sensitive laugh that shows she was amused.

"Do I have to?"

"Revealing surprises me much,"

Her hands glide to her neck to untie her masquerade. There it revealed the girl, the only girl that I've been after for 7 years and for my past lives.

"Where have you been all along?" Her eyes melted me and my speech wasn't controlling my mind.

"Excuse me?" Her right hand slides away from mine.

"Where have you been all this while Jenny?"

Her utter surprise expression was enough to make me doubt her knowledge on me.

"Who are you?" She moved apart from our distance.

"Someone you might know,"

Self-conscious over took her as she put back her mask on. She retrieved herself, bowed and left without speaking.

"Hey, you know her?" A male voice distracted me from her sight.

"You are?" I asked while adjusting my tie.

"She's my sister, that's why. Seems like my sister and you share something? She doesn't run away like this from a person," The guy who called himself her brother was holding a champagne cup in his hand.

"None of your distracting business," I told him.

"Oh, getting on hand are you?"

I moved away from from the so called brother he called himself.

Secrets are meant to be kept but what if someone else knows the secret that you were hiding. She definitely is hiding something.

I caught sight of her with another girl of the same age with her. Both giggling over something they find it curious about.

The dinner started and everybody were serving themselves, while I was serving myself with my own food too, the girl. Her appearance itself gives me energy, enough for me to stand for a day.

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Life In Uni...

Sitting with my friends, doing my lab reports and assignment. I realize its been a long time ever since I talked about my University life ever since I came here.

University, a place where you change who you are to adapt to the environment that you are facing. I still remember the first day where I met my friends, the first orientation day in the Grand Hall. The Ice breaking moment we had with our unknown friends.

Well as I was talking about adapting to University life, I didn't meant I change entirely la. Its just a change to adapt to the people, the environment and the living style here. Its been the most ponderous moment to leave behind my family and live far away from them since I was brought up like a silver spoon. All my doings has be go through my parents first for permission. I've been with them for 19 years. Now already being separated from them for nearly 2 months has make me into a different person.

Doing laundry, making breakfast, lunch and dinner, cleaning my bedroom for me, my mum was there. Here in my new home, without her, sometimes being lazy can make me do nothing. I never make my bed whenever I wake up, lazy to do my breakfast so I always get something form the fridge and dump it in my mouth and run to class.

Friends, what can I say? Lucky? Blissful?  A relationship I've never had before is when I'm in University, here. I can't really describe my relationship with them. Some are what I can say people who see who I am and some who see what they want in me. Never once I regret having friends like them because I love them to bits of my life. But I will still never ever forget the first ever friendship I had with my high school friends who are now my besties! This people here never make me feel rejected. Some make me feel insecure though. Relationship are never stable, mouth fight will always occur which usually occurs with my close housemate. Well, most of the in my university life is spent with my friends here, closely to 23/7 due to stay backs.

Middle semester break is coming up soon and I can wait to end up sleeping in my home sweet home!! =)
My mum and dad had already bought for me my Deepavali clothes. I can't wait to try it out. I miss my little annoying brother too! Hahaha! Even though he says he does not miss me, my mum always tell me whenever I call her , he ask whether I call up or not. Aww....So Deepavali here I come! Can't wait up to gather with my old besties! Korean food is waiting for me to <3 p="p">
But still even in my mid semester break I have assignment to be done!! Not one but two!! Boo! =X
Flashmob for my Indian Cultural Society is nearing and its the week after my mid semester break. My presentation for Life Science is after the flashmob, my presentation for Personal Development is before the flashmob. Oh-oh, what a packed week!