Sunday 17 June 2012

6:Just

Everything is buzzing in my mind right now.
"I've got so many to ask," I slowly turn to Dale who was quiet all along our drive.
"I can only give you minimum answer. It's not my job to do the explaining.You will have to wait until we reach Yavepei," He told me while facing the road.
I sigh.
"Ok, who are the Vicx,"
"They are from a different tribe. Like us we are descended of Ylyelle.We have a treaty with them.You will understand more when someone more appropriate do the explanation,"
"Who am I?"
"You are the Princess to be of Yavepei,"
"How to do you know I'm the princess? It could be someone else! You might have the wrong person or something!" Really I have no idea where he is leading me and I am still following.
"We are heading to Yavepei, which is a  7 hour ride from where we you stayed,"
"Why do you need a princess?! Isn't there anyone else?"
"Leo, I told you, it's not my job,"
"Why are you an Odawa?"
I saw something pass his eyes and he seem to be thinking of a way to explain it.
"In Yavepei, the Ylyelle have ranking system. The Queen, King, the Princess, then comes the Dene and Dene'inna and then lastly is the Odawas.An Odawa doesn't have any special ability beside their strength and we are the so called trackers,"
I looked at him and he wasn't happy about it.
I pushed the thought of asking him further questions.
My eyes were drooping but I don't want to sleep.
"Can I have your phone?" I asked him. I don't want my mum or brother to worry me.
"Just so you know,your mother is not your mother and he is not your brother," He handed me the phone.
Does he know my history or something?
"I know,"
Matt was my stepbrother and my mum wast my real mum, I know. She told me that when my dad past away. I was an adopted child by my dad.
"Leo," Dale hesitated for a moment but say it out," You are very special, believe me and believe in yourself," He looked into me.
I dialed Matt's number.It was still 6 in the morning.
"Hello," Matt must have still be sleeping, his voice sounds groggy.
"Matt?"
"Leo?" I heard the other side something fell.
I was quiet for a while. Even though he annoyed me a lot. I know he still cares for me. It's just that he doesn't show it and I don't really mind it though.
He was a loving brother who just worries about his sister a lot.
He had done a lot to me. Teach me, scold me, wake me up, gives presents for my birthday. That shows that he does think of me.
"Leo?! Where are you?" He knocked the door.It must be my door.
Then I heard the door swing open.
"Leo? Where the hell are you?"
"Matt, Matt," I was tearing up but I swallowed it and my voice was shaky," Matt! Listen! I'm sorry for everything I've done. I will be back very soon. Well not until I  know when but be safe okay? Take care of mum and go find a job,"
"Leo! What are you talking?! Where are you?" I heard his panic voice.
"Matt, I'm not near anywhere of where we live,"
"Leo, what's going on? Are you running away? Leo, I thought we have talked about this with mum that you wouldn't leave us for your real parents.Have I been doing anything wrong? Oh, yes,I do. Leo, look I'm sorry.I can change it back.Please! Where are you leaving to?" I heard him run down the stairs.
"No! Matt! No, you are not following me or going to find me! Ju-" I felt my cheeks burn and tears were gliding down.
"Oh, gosh! Mum!" He went to mum'm room.
"Just stay safe! I love you and tell mum I love her!" I shut the phone off.
I was breathing heavily and Dale was very quiet all the time.

Saturday 16 June 2012

5:Just

Next few day of school was kind of unusual ever since Dale came.
But this time around he wasn't in the class at all.
He never attended classes.
And wasn't anywhere around school or my housing area.
So, that's strange.
Did someone attacked him?
He said it's not safe for me to stay here anymore.
Oh, no..was it because of me?
Like I care.
But I couldn't sleep that night well enough that I kept thinking of Dale.

It was 3 in the morning.
I wasn't feeling comfortable at all.
Without any noise, I sneak out of my room, still in my pajamas and out of the house.
If Dale is around here peeking or sneaking on me and I'm going to find him.

Early morning breeze was refreshing.
There was only street lights on.
I walk around the sidewalk down the lane, when I realize something moved behind me.
A gush of adrenaline went through me.
Gulping down the butterflies in my stomach, I turn and caught a glimpse of a shadow.
This is not good at all.
While bickering with myself whether to turn back to where I came from, a shadow hovered over me and before I could start screaming or even think of anything, I was been dragged with my mouth shut.
I still stifled a few scream and hit him here and there but he never budge.
My mind was racing and my heart was beating a miles per hour!
"You are one feisty princess," He growled.
Princess?
I remembered Dale talking about princesses.
Oh ,no! No! No!
I bit his hand and tried using manipulation,let me go, let me go!
"Ahh!!!!" I scream this time.
Where is Dale?!
I'm in trouble right now, Dale!
I'm going to die.
Bye, mum, brother...

"Leave her alone!" The guy dragging me flung around.
"Oh, my oh my if not for the Odawa Dale,"
They know each other?
Dale was in his sweatshirt and hair messed.
I was still in panic mode to pick up their conversation.
"Let her go!" Dale fist the big guy who was obviously bigger than Dale.
But he flew.
How strong is Dale that even a guy like him can fall which caused me to fall  too but I manage to move away and stood up.
"Stop!"
"Move!" Dale growled at me and that was the first time I've seen him like that, so enraged.
Both of them were fighting and I saw another figure moving.
It was a girl this time and she look like a Tomb Rider with that kind of outfit.
"Lucas! Let's go!" She looked towards my direction and frown.
"I won't leave without her!"
"You are coming with us!" She flung towards me but just right in tie there was a siren.
Hands trembling, I stood frozen in place.
Dale who heard the siren kicked Lucas hard enough to fall and ran towards me. He held my hand and push me into a small lane just behind us to hide.
His arms were around me and I tried my best not to shriek or breath.
The siren passed us.
"Are they going to come back?"  I asked.
"I'm sorry," He realize was distance and moved apart. He went a little outside and signal that it was clear.
"Leo, you have got to move tight now," He said concerned in his voice.
"I..but...,"
"Leo! You just saw what happen to you! Everything will be clear when you reach there. Trust me, Leo. I can't risk having you hurt like this anymore!" His eyes were nearly pleading.
"My brother and mum," I looked down.
"Leo, we can't waste our time thinking about it. I'm bringing you back right now. I don't know when the Vixc  will be coming after again but we need to get back!"
I was speechless. Will they hurt my family?
If me being here isn't safe then I got to safe my family too, so I should move.
Is this called running away since I'm following him at this time.
"But I haven't tell my mum and brother yet,"
"They will know it and you can have your time telling them later on our way,"
"Come on,Leo," He was standing in front of me patiently and If there's anyone I trust more its him.
"I'll go with you,Dale,"
"Trust me. I won't let anyone hurt you," He assured me and took my hand.
We reached a SUV that was parked a block away.
And he hoped in into the driver's seat.
I took the passenger's seat and sat in.
Still thinking of what I should tell my mum and brother, I was on the fence of crying.

Thursday 14 June 2012

4:Just

I left them hanging on the air just like that even with my unanswered questions still going on, on my head.
Who in the world are they?
Asking me to return to where I belong?
Thinking I will just agree and follow them like a baby duckling?
No!
The most weirdest thing is, I saw Aurora's aura too.
It's purple.
What are these colours actually? And why are they appearing?
My headache is soothing right now and that's strange.
So, both of them are not humans?
What could be their ability?
And where are they from?
So many unanswered questions.
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Next day of school was normal until, a newcomer came.
Dale.
My heart thumped when I saw him entering and sat a few tables away.
So he really is going to be my bodyguard?
Am I in trouble or something?
Is any body going to kidnap or attack me?
Doesn't he have any other work or studies to do?
Well, maybe they are from Mars, so they don't need educations?
Sigh, I'm just thinking too much.
Ignore him until he approach you.

Miraculously, he never approached me besides just giving me stares once in a while.
And that was creeping me out.
Seriously, shouldn't a bodyguard should be by my side?

What if he follows you to your house?
I should run away before he finds out.
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I went straight to home without even waiting for my friend today.
I find the world around me is really creeping me out these days.

"You are late," My brother stood at the doorway.
"Do you always have to do that?!" I asked annoyed by the way he always finds trouble with me.
"Do what?"
"Annoy me!" I said throwing cold glares at him.
He shrugged his shoulder and went towards the living room.
I grumbled and went to my room.
When I entered my room the atmosphere was different and I know it.
It felt chilly all the sudden.
The window was wide open.
Oh, shoot!
Someone might have broken in.
I alerted myself and try scanning around my room.
Goosebumps all over me, I walked towards the window to close it.
When I turned around, I saw a silhouette moving.
I jumped backwards and screamed.
"Shh!!!" She shushed me with his palm covering me.
My heart beat rapidly.
"What was that?!" My brother shouted from outside.
"Coc-cockroach," I don't even know why I lied.
Realizing that he was still holding me, he moved away a step.
"What the hell are you doing here!" I growled at him in a low volume.
"Calm down, I just came to see whether everything is alright or not," Dale looked around my room then his eyes set on me.
Somehow that got me conscious of myself.
"Why? Do you expect anything to happen to me?" I raise my eyebrow.
"Could be," He said calm enough not to convince me.
I laughed at his comment.
"Leo, you've got to comeback. It's not safe here anymore,"
"Not safe? All this while I've been here and nothing happened to me!"
"You got to understand me,"
"Make me," I went close to him to intimidate him but unconsciously.
"You are the Princess of Yavepei. It means people of Sun. We are all a tribe and some of us have special abilities. Your's is developing earlier, so we need you back,"
"Well, so much for convincing," I mocked him. Who does he think I am to trust him that easily?
"I'm not lying! It's the truth! How do you think you have persuasions? That thing you tried to do on us. It's your ability. But it won't work on us because you need training. It works on humans because they are easily penetrated into their mind,"
My jaw dropped. He knows more than I do about myself.
"I wasn't doing anything!"
"Come on! You don't have to deny it anymore. I felt it. It's like a static shock to me but you can never persuade us without further training,"
"So you have an ability too?"
"Not really,"
"Like I'm going to believe,"
"I'm an Odawa. I bring people like you back to Yavepei. That's my job,"
"How old are you?" I blurted out suddenly.
I saw a thin smile on his face.
"More than you,"
He is not giving me an exact number but never mind.
I started scanning his features. Close enough to realize his eyes is dark brown, smoothly combed hair and nearly few inched taller than me.
"You can stop doing that now," He smirked.
I shook my head to take off the information he just gave me and took a step behind.
"You've got to go," I said pointing to the window.
"Leo, trust me, I've never lied to you until now" Somehow that gave me a trust in him.
I went towards the window to close it after him. He took one last look at me and jump swiftly down.
Realizing I was catching my breath I sigh and went to bed.

Monday 11 June 2012

3:Just

Just then a knock came from our classroom door.
It was the Principal's secretary, Mrs.Anne.
"I'm sorry, Miss Jean, but can we have Leo to the office please. She have a visitor," she said with a smile on her face.
Visitors? They want to see me?
I'm not in a good mood to have visitors but never mind.
"You can go," My teacher said.
Holding my fingers at the bridge of my nose to try to calm my head but it never.
I stood up and I saw another aura again.
Oh-no.
What?
Am I seeing things now?
It's was Mrs.Anne, she is glowing white!
I looked around the class to see if anybody else had the same expression as mine but no, none.
I blinked several times but it never disappear.
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I followed her to the visitor's room and was allowed in without her following.
I scanned the place and saw two figure sitting.
One was a lady with an elegant posture.
And another was a young men.
I stood there waiting for them to response first.
"Hello, Leo," said the lady. She stood up and followed by the next one.
She wore a velvet silk knee length dress and her face shows she is still in her 40s maybe.
"Do I know you?" I asked without thinking how rude that was.
She smiled and nod gently.
I looked at the guy next to her.
He looks like he is just a year older than me or two, tall and black eyes.
Somehow his eyes reminds me of the stare I got yesterday from the park.
"So? Is there anything I can offer you?" I asked looking the lady back.
"I'm Aurora. And you don;t need to offer us anything but we need you to comeback to where you really belong," She said carefully.
"What? I mean pardon?" I tried talking to her respectfully since she looks like a wealthy person.
"We need you back. Our community need you. This is not the real place where you belong," She said again with her sweet voice.
I laughed at how funny it sounds.
"I'm sorry. I don't know how you got to know my name but I belong here with my family. I don't need to go anywhere," I stepped back towards the door.
"No,you don't. And I know this will happen. Trying to convince you back is not our priority but Dale here will be with you as your bodyguard until you come back to us," she pointed to the guy next to her,Dale.
"Excuse me,but I don't need a bodyguard and I'm not going anywhere I told you," She was testing my patience.
She just smiled.
"You will," was all she said.
I was born as a short tempered girl and if she is not going listen to me then I have no choice but to persuade her.
I made eyes contact with her, I'm not going to follow you guys, I'm not going anywhere with you, I muttered in my mind.
All she did was smile again.
Usually the after effect will be, the person;s eyes will dilate and they will follow what I said like it was a chant.
But this is weird.
"Slow down there. It won't work on us," Dale said for the first time he talked and I realize he was using courtesy.
I glare at the Aurora.
What? How did-
"We know what you are trying to do there dear," she said hands straightening her dress.
"What?" Utterly shocked.
"It's called persuasion and for your situation it only works on humans not us,"
So they are saying they are not human? What are they? They look ordinary to me?
Do they have abilities too?



Sunday 10 June 2012

Airplane

How could he do that to me?
To us?
Why? Why now?
How can I just leave them and leave like this?
I have to.
And It's already to late.
I can't return back.
I can't stop my dream.
But leaving them behind in a situation like this..
I'm sorry mother.

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I'm glad I wasn't late.
The flight is already seated with passengers.
I was late for the transit just for a few minutes but the flight is still waiting for another passengers.
31....32...
33.
My seat. It's a window seat and I love catching the view outside from the glass window.
I took my seat and took out the headphone they usually provide to the passengers.
Eyes close to take some rest, the image of him appeared.
No! No! My body started to shiver and shake and tears rolled down.
The time we spent together, with my mother and sister, to the places he brought us with his car,
the love he poured to make me realize how important he was in my life, the story he used to tell us about mother and him, making us laugh when we were down, whenever I was stubborn he would try to convince me but ended up listening to me.
It's like a huge lump is in my heart and throat.
My cheeks were getting soaked with salty tears.

I heard a ruffled noise next to me and I abruptly dry my tears.
Two boys standing at the edge of the two empty seat next to me.
"31, 32, it's here," The shorter one's told the taller one. He spoke in Chinese and look down at the seat.
"it's ok, she looks harmless," The taller one's said.
I closed my eyes so I wouldn't bother them.
The song played was You Are My Everything.
Then I heard the seat next to me occupied.
There was a quiet moment.

"Welcome to Korean Airlines. I'm Kim Dae Jun, your pilot for today. Hope you enjoy your journey and service from our beautiful stewardess. We will be boarding in another 3 minutes. Thank you,"

Boarding. I'm going to Korea.
Boarding. I am going to Korea.
Should I get down now? No, I cant!
I didn't realize the stewardess was giving their usual talk about the safety precautions until everyone started buckling their seat belt.

I fasten my seat belt and caught a glimpse of the person next to me. Our eyes met and we looked away immediately.
The plane started to take off and my heart thudded. This is it. I'm not going to see my family until I reach my dream.
But my mind is not clear anymore.
He keeps appearing every time I close my eyes.
No! No! Go away! I felt like screaming. But no, I shouldn't.
Dad! Father!
I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
I love you, father.
I lov-love you so much!
Dad! Tears streamed like a river non stop down my cheeks. I couldn't stop it and I sniffed.
I would not want to disturb the people next to me so I stood up.
"I..so-sorry," I voice broke. I move pass them to the toilet.

I locked the door and let myself cry again.
How many times am I going to cry like this? Huh?
I did this on my last flight from Singapore to China and now again.
When am I going to stop? He is gone! Not here anymore!
Why? Dad, why?
Why now?
I wanted to show you what I was made of. What I had in me. I wanted to see how proud I was to be your daughter.
Why leave us now?
I hit my face with cold water a few times. I face is puffed and eyes red swollen.
I unlocked the door and I stifled my scream when I saw a guy leaning against the opposite of the cabin in front of me waiting for his turn.

He was one of the boys from my seat row. The tall one.

When he saw me out, his eyes went wide in thought of talking, he cleared his throat.
" I heard you crying, I'm sorry but do you need any help?" He asked in fluent English.
Amazed, I only uttered, "Oh," "No," I walk out to my seat.
The another guy was seated in the middle so I had to move pass him to my seat.
There was another person talking to him  from the front seat, when they saw me they stopped.
Wishing I could just switched seats with someone else I sat down and took my headphone.
The tall guys came after a few minutes.
Then the agony in me came back again. My whole body started shivering and in thought of my dad.
It's a very strong feeling that I just couldn't remove.
The bond I had with my dad was beyond special.
Even how hard I tried suppressing it in me, I failed.
I'm only disturbing the people next to me because I can feel the two eyes prying on me and I hate it when I'm attracting unnecessary attention.
"Miss, do you have anyone here on the plane that can accompany you?"The same guy who asked me on my way from the toilet asked.
He was wearing a concern face and I felt guilty disturbing their ride.
"No. I don't. I'm sorry," I said while covering my ugly face which is now full of tears and swollen eyes.
They guy next to me was just looking at me and I couldn't read his expression.
Bewildered?
I don't know
But I'm embarrassed of getting caught crying.
"Homesick?" The guy next to me talked for the first time in Chinese to the tall guy next to him.
He shrugged his shoulders to mean that he wasn't sure.
"No," I said looking away and staring at the glass window.
The sky is white  from my view.
I smiled.
"I.." thinking whether I should tell them.
Then I started shaking again thinking of my dad's final words to me.

"Be a good girl to your mum, don;t argue with her much. Take care of her and your sister.Listen to what your heart says,believe in yourself and never give up on anything you do. Make me proud of you, will you?" He said while holding my hands.
I was nodding frantically while he was talking.



I looked down. I must have look horrible right now.
I am a strong girl.
Be strong.
Keep going.
The two of them were just looking at me with mix expression waiting for me to tell something.
:My dad passed away just yes-yester-day," I stuttered. Still crying, my voice trembled.
"I had to leave my mum and sister behind at this situation because I had no choice,"
I sigh but it came out as a whimper.
Both of them looked surprised by my confession. It's written all over their face that they were utterly speechless.

"I'm sorry," Said the taller guy, "Hold her hand," he said to the guy next to me in Chinese.
He looked at him giving an unsure look.
He was making up his mind and he slowly moved his left hand to take my right.
I flinched at his warm touch. My cold, trembling hand must have felt like a rock to him. But I never looked at it.
He held it firmly.Warming it.
Slowly I drifted to sleep.

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I know them. How can I not know them?
They are everywhere.
Known for their popularity. Idols and singers.
But I shouldn't idolize them due to what I am now.Being a trainee, I have to follow rules set by the company I am under.
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I woke up realizing the plane was going to land soon.
I slept peacefully this time without a bad dream and someone was still holding my hand?
Oh, it's him. Luhan.
He was told by Kris to hold my hand to give me comfort.
And we both slept holding hands.
When I woke up, he did too.And we quickly pulled our hands away.
The plane landed and there was a awkward silence.
My face felt puffed by all the crying. Lea must be waiting for me out there.
"Hope you will be fine soon," I heard a voice and it was Kris.
I nodded.
"I..know you guys," I said in Chinese getting a wide eyes from Luhan.
Kris just smiled.
"And I'm sorry,"
"It's okay," Kris said.
Luhan never talked at all beside that one word he uttered,'Homesick'
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"Anna!" Lea was waving at me frantically from the waiting hall while I took my bag.
I smiled and waved at her.
"Your friend?" Kris said helping his own bag and Luhan was there next to him. We met eyes again and he smiled finally.
I smiled.
Just the way you are.
And I approach Lea.
She hugged me tightly,"I heard about your dad. Come on give me another hug," she said and gave me a teddy bear hug.
She has always been the best friend I ever had during my training days, supporting and comforting me.
Both the guys exited and I saw fans surround them.
"Let's go," I said.
One final look and Luhan saw me again.




Wednesday 6 June 2012

Special Thanks.



Just wanted to write something besides my usual stories and random updates.
Where should I even start?

First of all thank you.

Yeah, you. You are reading it I know, that's you! Hahaha!

I thank you for everything you have done to me.

Whether you made me cry, smile, laugh or realize.I am glad you did that.

I always know that you will be there for me whenever and whatever situation I'm in.

Supporting, motivating, or even telling me which is right or wrong even though you are not sure of it too.

So, never, ever stop being my friend. Just be who you are and I'm glad to have you as my friend.

Thank you for Caring,
Thank you for Listening,
Thank you for the Laughter,
Thank you for all of the Good Times,
Thank you for your Support,
But most of all,
Thank you for being a Wonderful Friend.


Okay, I know I'm writing this out of the blue moon but Yeah, I just want to thank, I feel like thanking and I did.

Hahaha! (That's my signature laughter. I realize whenever I sent messages or in chatting, I laugh like this,' Hahahaha!' )

=P

Coffee.

2:Just

I went to my room shutting myself in it.
As creepy as it sounds, the stare that eyes gave me really did gave me goosebumps.
And I kept thinking of it the whole ride back home.
I just couldn't stop, that's the problem.
Okay, knock it off.
Go get some sleep.
I'll eventually forget about it soon.
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I woke up with my head throbbing. It is killing me and I feel like my head is going to explode soon.
I couldn't even groan at my pain.
Stop throbbing! Well, It won't because my persuasion mind trick doesn't work on me myself.
Then I heard a loud bang on the door.
"Time for school! Get out of your bed now!"
That's my stepbrother, who knows nothing but to annoy or irritate me when I don't have a good mood.
He is an engineer and jobless.
I on the other side, is stuck in final year of High School.
"Coming!" I yelled back even though my head is killing me right now.
What the hell is the problem with my head today?!

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School was boring as usual.
Truthfully my concentration in class is very bad.
I tend to sway away easily due to the noise I can't stop hearing. They are just too loud even though it's in their mind.
Wow! I pick one.
That's the strongest. I can sense the person in front of my table has an urgent need to go out but he couldn't leave the class.
Don't get me wrong. I can't read minds but whenever their senses become strong, I pick it in my brain. Something like a danger alert but I can sense everyone's mild sense too and I can persuade it with my mind talking.

"Are you hearing me?!" Someone slammed a damn book on my table.
Unfortunately, I'm going good with my teacher today since my head is still throbbing.
"Yes, ma'am. I do,"
"What did I just say?!"
"Something about history?" History isn't my strongest subject at all. I just hate it.
"I swear I'll send you to the office this time round,"
Oh, what's that color around her?
Oh, no.
Is she glowing?!
Am I the only one that see's it?
I looked around and no one's even listening to us.
She is glowing red. That shows anger.
Wait, wait? What? Ouch, my head is, stop it, stop. It really is going to kill me.

Sunday 3 June 2012

1:Just

Look at this place.
It's full of couple's hanging around.
Looking at each other's eyes, holding hands,being next to one another.
Happiness or sadness are being shared.
Some can be trusted and some are just for lust.

Well, their persuasion is too strong that I can feel the feeling in every of them.
But why am I here. is another question totally.

I was merely being a life saver for my friend who wanted to go out with her boyfriend.
She doesn't want to be get caught by her mother who is against her of being in a relationship, so she formed an excuse of me hanging around with her for catch up.

She is my friend and I don't want to get her worried. So I agreed.
But now I'm going to be dumped aside until they finish catching up on each other after a long time.

"Are you sure you gonna be alright here alone?" She had a puppy eyes looking at me.
I nodded.
"What can I do? You want me to go back now?"
"No, no! I..I feel guilty now bringing you here and now leaving you alone," She buff her mouth.
"I'll be fine. Just go already. He must be waiting." I can feel her getting all hyped up to see her boyfriend.
"Ok, I'll call you. So just hang around, ok?"
I nodded again.

And we got down from my car and walked into the entrance. There he was, her perfect boyfriend. Just perfect to each other. He, tall, charming and strong and her, shoulder length, kind and innocent.

He bowed after looking at me and I bowed. "Hello there," He greeted.

"Hi!" I waved.

"I'll take care of her from here on," He said with just the perfect voice for his figure and she giggled when he held her hands into his.

"Sure," I said and saw them walk away.

That's how I got here. Having a popcorn in my hand and munching it one by one to spent my sweet time alone. Some how I needed this 'alone' time. The park is perfectly sculptured with beautiful sceneries, mosaics and gardens to fill the space and I'm sitting on a bench.

I just couldn't tune out peoples random feeling here and there. They are just too loud for me. I  hate to do it but I just couldn't take them out if my mind too. It's a rare ability I found out that I somehow can feel people's feeling and manipulate them. It did scared me to hell when I first found out.

During my dad's funeral. My mother was really down and she couldn't take her husband's death. I was in a trauma too but when I started to talked to myself in my brain saying, mum, just stop crying, stop crying you must be strong be strong. I was looking at her and all the sudden she started wiping her tears and said, "Ok, I'll stop crying and I have to be strong,"

That doesn't prove anything right?

So the second time was when I was called to go to the principal's office because of my bad results and my not good concentration in classes I attend, my homeroom teacher started striding towards me," You, Miss, now to the office! Now! I don't want to see a girl sleeping in my class!" She pissed me off and I stared at her face. In my mind, I was saying, I dont want, I don't want to go to the principal's office and I'm not going! Just like that, she said,"Ok, you are not going to the principal's office. Stay,"

My heart started to race and I really did freaked out. And now I'm used to it but I do feel guilty manipulating people's mind like that. So I rarely used it.

Then, just right in front of the bench in front of me came a guy with his black sweatshirt with hoodie over him.

The first thing that I caught from his was his eyes.

That dark eyes of his.

It would be rude to stare, so I stopped staring and look somewhere else but  I end up looking at him.

Somehow he was not easy to read. He is blocking his feeling I guess.

That's good.

It was taking too long so I called up my friend and there they are walking towards me smiling.

"Are you ok?" Her boyfriend asked.

"Yup,"

"Ok, let's go," My friend jump towards me leaving her boyfriends hand.

"I'll catch up with you sooner," He bowed at me and winked at her.

He stood watching us until we got into the car.

And I realize the guy who was sitting in front of me was looking at us or me?

Not just looking but the look on his eyes sent shivers to me and I shrugged i off.