Sunday, 3 June 2012

1:Just

Look at this place.
It's full of couple's hanging around.
Looking at each other's eyes, holding hands,being next to one another.
Happiness or sadness are being shared.
Some can be trusted and some are just for lust.

Well, their persuasion is too strong that I can feel the feeling in every of them.
But why am I here. is another question totally.

I was merely being a life saver for my friend who wanted to go out with her boyfriend.
She doesn't want to be get caught by her mother who is against her of being in a relationship, so she formed an excuse of me hanging around with her for catch up.

She is my friend and I don't want to get her worried. So I agreed.
But now I'm going to be dumped aside until they finish catching up on each other after a long time.

"Are you sure you gonna be alright here alone?" She had a puppy eyes looking at me.
I nodded.
"What can I do? You want me to go back now?"
"No, no! I..I feel guilty now bringing you here and now leaving you alone," She buff her mouth.
"I'll be fine. Just go already. He must be waiting." I can feel her getting all hyped up to see her boyfriend.
"Ok, I'll call you. So just hang around, ok?"
I nodded again.

And we got down from my car and walked into the entrance. There he was, her perfect boyfriend. Just perfect to each other. He, tall, charming and strong and her, shoulder length, kind and innocent.

He bowed after looking at me and I bowed. "Hello there," He greeted.

"Hi!" I waved.

"I'll take care of her from here on," He said with just the perfect voice for his figure and she giggled when he held her hands into his.

"Sure," I said and saw them walk away.

That's how I got here. Having a popcorn in my hand and munching it one by one to spent my sweet time alone. Some how I needed this 'alone' time. The park is perfectly sculptured with beautiful sceneries, mosaics and gardens to fill the space and I'm sitting on a bench.

I just couldn't tune out peoples random feeling here and there. They are just too loud for me. I  hate to do it but I just couldn't take them out if my mind too. It's a rare ability I found out that I somehow can feel people's feeling and manipulate them. It did scared me to hell when I first found out.

During my dad's funeral. My mother was really down and she couldn't take her husband's death. I was in a trauma too but when I started to talked to myself in my brain saying, mum, just stop crying, stop crying you must be strong be strong. I was looking at her and all the sudden she started wiping her tears and said, "Ok, I'll stop crying and I have to be strong,"

That doesn't prove anything right?

So the second time was when I was called to go to the principal's office because of my bad results and my not good concentration in classes I attend, my homeroom teacher started striding towards me," You, Miss, now to the office! Now! I don't want to see a girl sleeping in my class!" She pissed me off and I stared at her face. In my mind, I was saying, I dont want, I don't want to go to the principal's office and I'm not going! Just like that, she said,"Ok, you are not going to the principal's office. Stay,"

My heart started to race and I really did freaked out. And now I'm used to it but I do feel guilty manipulating people's mind like that. So I rarely used it.

Then, just right in front of the bench in front of me came a guy with his black sweatshirt with hoodie over him.

The first thing that I caught from his was his eyes.

That dark eyes of his.

It would be rude to stare, so I stopped staring and look somewhere else but  I end up looking at him.

Somehow he was not easy to read. He is blocking his feeling I guess.

That's good.

It was taking too long so I called up my friend and there they are walking towards me smiling.

"Are you ok?" Her boyfriend asked.

"Yup,"

"Ok, let's go," My friend jump towards me leaving her boyfriends hand.

"I'll catch up with you sooner," He bowed at me and winked at her.

He stood watching us until we got into the car.

And I realize the guy who was sitting in front of me was looking at us or me?

Not just looking but the look on his eyes sent shivers to me and I shrugged i off.








5 comments:

  1. ??????????????? O.O??

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    1. Who are you?
      Sorry, just being sampat >.<

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    2. d.o's fan / the one that calls you candy~

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  2. I personally love the first paragraph! Your writing has improved a lot these days!=D LOL, boyfriends in stories are always tall and charming>.<
    How did you get the idea of sitting in the park alone with popcorn? I mean why not cake or something else? Just asking..
    And I actually thought this was a story about her reading people's mind. Kind of reminded me of Twilight. Hahaha..but it's actually about manipulation I know:)
    GAMBATEH ;D LOVE YA

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  3. Wow, simple title for a great story.
    I like the way you write the story. It looks poetic and interesting.
    Can you tell who I am with your superpower? ^^
    . . .
    You're right!
    Maggie's here. <3

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