Chapter 30: Confession

"Onew hyung,"

"Ye?"

"What do you think of Chaerin?"

"Well, she is a sweet and nice girl, anything will do to light her up.Her beauty is like an angel. For me she is a princess, feminine figure who is fragile,delicate and need protection but i know she is a brave girl to handle anything,"

I looked at Onew hung.

How can he say what I was thinking about her?

"Take care of her Minho-ah, I'm sorry about my sister.I guess you have moved on.You got Chaerin now,"

I don't know why but this question struck my mind.

"Hyung. you like Chaerin, do you??"

He glanced at me and a smile form in his lips.

"You will be a better choice for her,"

"Hyung!"

"No.Take good care of her.Anything happens, you have to answer it yourself, Minho,"

I was totally confuse right now. Onew hyung liked Chaerin all this time but he was giving way for me?

He....i was speechless.

"What am I suppose to tell Soojin?"

"I'll take care of her," He stood up.

"No!"

He turn and looked at me frowning.

"This is my problem hyung.I'll talk,"

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Your POV

11.55pm

I was at the park near my house.

There is no one here at this time of night.

I sat on a bench in the park.

It was very dark and there is only one lamp post standing.

It's creeping me out!

Goosebumps!

It's so quiet here.

Oh!

So, what are you going to tell him?

Think...................

Think.

Think.

I let the wind gush against my face while I close my eyes.

A ticklish feeling struck my stomach.

I bit my lower lips.

I slowly open my eyes and

I saw two black figures standing at the corner of my apartment's corridor.

One was very tall and another was just shoulder length of the tall person.

I think the shorter one is a girl because i can see the person is wearing a dress.

The tall one must me a guy.

I smile.

I guess they are having their date a secret without no one noticing.

I looked at my watch and it shows 12.00am

The wind was still blowing.

I decided to take a walk around the park.

But then I couldn't help but look at the couple over there.

The girl was on her knees.

The guy was standing.

She is begging?!

What is happening?

I took one or two scurry step towards them so they won't notice me.

The guy turned away from the girl.

Now I can see his face.

But he was covered with his thick scarf.

That eyes...........

Eyes.

I can tell it belong's to someone.

Someone that I've been thinking all these days!

Minho.

What is going on?

I slowly took my step carefully.

When I know they can see me and hear me, I asked,

"Minho-sshi?"

He abruptly turn with a shocked expression in his face.

Now I can see him clearly.

The girl stood up.

She must have been crying because when she stood up she wiped her face using her hands.

"Minho-sshi, is that you?" I wanted to ask who is that girl and what is she doing with him.

I was very curious.Why is she crying?

"Minho-oppa!" That girl beg againh alf sobbing, now she went closer to him but he never moved or react.He stood still.

He was only looking at me.

What should I do?

I looked at the girl.

I bowed to her.

"Excuse I'm sorry, but..." i went closer to the girl.

I touch her shoulder.

She shove away my hand.

The light above us shine on her face.

She is very pretty or shall I say beautiful?

I can sense her elegance.

Her bright face.

She look at Minho who was looking at us in a stunted face.

"I'm sorry.I shouldn't be disturbing you guys," I bow.I tried to hide my worried and curiuos expression but failed!

"No, wait," he finally talk but he was still calm.

"Soojin, go back," He told the girl.

Soojin?

"So, you are Chaerin uh?" she talk too.

How does she know my name?

Do I know her?

"Becareful," is she warning me?!!

I felt heat all over me all the sudden.

I gulp.

She walk towards Minho and kissed him on his cheek.

He didn't even move.

I look down at my feet.

Then she walked away.

I eyed Minho.

He was spacing out.

I let out a sigh.

My hands twitched.

It's only us now.

I walk towards him.

Slowly I reach out for his hands.

When the heat of his hands touched mine he came back to reality.

I quickly let go of his hands and tried to study his expression.

He was looking at me too.

"She is Soojin.Lee Soojin,"

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Minho's POV

I have to tell her.There is no way hiding it.She needs to know now or never.

"She is Soojin.Lee Soojin,"

I continued.

"She is Onew hyung's sister,"

I saw something in her face.

"I ....we..-"

"You liked her before,"she talk out of the blue.I can sense her pain.

"Ye-yes," was all I could come up with.

Shoot!

I let out a silent sigh.

"Not now.Not anymore.She left me when I started to become a trainee,"

"I got to know her through Onew hyung because she is his sister,"

"I felt for her femininity, her elegance, her...she was the only girl I became close with,"

I didn't stop.

I can feel her Chaerin's awkwardness.

"Her parents were against us.Onew hyung help us a lot.He was happy for us,"

"When she told me we have to stop and put our relationship to a side, that's when she changed me.I became lonely, quiet, never talked much, always try to isolate myself.I was scared that If I become close to someone, i might lose them too.But they still cared for me.They help me come out of my world,"

"And after 3 years I met you,"

"You were the total opposite of her, Soojin.You, Chaerin was the one that taught me life wasn't all that bad to fall in love again,"

She was holding her breath.

"She came back.She went to US to study,She followed her dad back here.She told me she love me and she never stop loving me.She's engaged now,"

"Her parent's forced her because a business friend of her parent is searching for a girl for their son,"

"But she wants me back,"

That's it.I'm done.

She bit her lower lips and clenched her fist..She was looking down.

"but," I continued.I have say this.

"I love you," We bot said in unison.

She was surprised.

She came closer to me.

Then she help up her hand and removed my neck scarf.

She came more closer to me.

Our faces were just centimeter apart.

She leaned over me.

I can feel her breath.

In a split second,

We were kissing each other.

Her left hand was behind my neck and the other hand caress my cheek.

It was a slow and tender kiss.

I held her waist closer.

She pulled away and whispered.

"I love you," again. I can see tears in her sparkling eyes.

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Your POV

I couldn't take it anymore.He is telling me everything.Why?

He had loved someone before.

Would he love me the same?

I was confused.

After listening to him, do I still love him the way I wanted too?

Why am I feeling weird?

I think...

This is

Love.

The feeling of care.

The feeling of overwhelm.

It is Love.

I love him.

I love this guy in front of me who makes me feel insane!

"But," he said and stopped.

"I love you," I sad and i heard him said it too.

I'm very sure I heard his voice.

I look up with a surprise in my eyes.

Should I?

I had the urge to hug him.

Tell him that I will never hurt him.

He have to move on.He is a star now.There is a lot of fans who likes him now.

Without thinking, I removed his neck scarf and kissed him.

He reacted.

He kissed me back.

Is this the answer?

He love me too.

Tears rolled down my eyes as I close it.

I pulled back and whispered, "I love you,"

He chuckled silently.I look at his eyes.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't be taking your time,"

He look at me.I was still in his hands.He was holding my waist close to him.

"You are mine and I'm yours,"

Ewwww.That's mushy!

I gave a what-the -heck look.

He chuckled again.

Seriously I can't get what he is thinking.

I blink my eyes.

He hugged me again.