Stand Up/Ireona

What just happened? Happened in just a blink of an eye.
My brain took a few seconds to register but I had my puzzle fixed.
Was this suppose to happen? Was this destined to happen?
What was I doing all along?
Giving hopes?
Was I being too close?
Was I being too feasible?
What was it that made you to come to me?
And why?
The moment I realize there was something going on I should have backed off ? Or I should have just put a dot for it?
I was never like this.
Never once I showed my face to ignore people.
I was happy in and out but I'm always the late pick up-er.
Too late to realize anything that is happening around me.
Until someone hits me or wake me up.
What was I suppose to respond? I don't know. Never had anyone told me what I heard.
Was it for real?
Its just a crush, and it always disappears when you make some space between and distant yourself.
Its not wrong to fall for someone. Its a natural thing you call heart.
No one is wrong to say sorry unless its illegal.
No one is suppose to fell guilty about it.
I was never prepared for this. For this confession.
I never thought you would.
All I need is Time. Time to bring it up slowly, to convey my perspective properly.
I have goals to achieve and being connected to someone, I'm not responsible enough.
I have no rights to say this but I'm no good for you.
You will find someone way better than me that will impress you. I'm sure of it.
Me who always give you a hard time is not good.
I want to sort things out too but I do not want to be more than what you think I can be.
Its not you I'm blaming.
Its not me I'm blaming either.
Its neither of us.
I just can't and reasons are always unexplainable.
I wonder if things will go back to the way it was?
The way we used to be?
The way where there was nothing but friendship?
Friend-zoned is what you will think, but I have no intend on doing so either.
You are a Friend that I will never forget.