well~~

well what can i say here,

sorry i havent been updating anything here!!

MIANHNE,DUIPUQI,SORRY,MAAF!!!

so Lunar New Year..have past and it's the year of the Rabbit!!!

hop,hop,hop.hop,....ooppsss dont hop to high!!!!

hehehehe...

my relatives had came over to JB

and we went out for chinese new year...unfortunately for me..eating a lot of oily food had given me the results!!!! AHHHHHHHHH

I GOT A FLU AND SORE THROAT..!!! oh...no.....uuuhhhh

i took my medicine and pills...sometimes feels like going to faint..but i am strong indeed!!! hahahaha

i have been wearing the white mask in my house to avoid my family to catch the bug too!!!!

it so hot in here.......!!!

i finally got to know tht my JYP audition wasnt well enough for me to get through it to the secong round...( stupid me!! i should have done better!!!)

i was scolding my self and banging my hands in the wall and crying to my ownselve

i cant tell it to anyone how i felt..when i saw my name was not there...its jst undescribable

tht only the God knows...

i hv been daydreaming of myselve as an popular person..==! lame...

i want to show the world different, some thing tht no one had done, which is chasing after your real DREAM..of your life, the DREAM tht can make me happy, the DREAM tht can make my parents proud of their daughter, BUT luck wasnt at my side..at least i have my friends who understands and stand by me!!!!

even thinking of it gives me headache....

i jst couldnt concentrate on it....

i am doing this just not because i want fame but respect from my parents..

they think only my brother can do this..can sing and act and dance??!!

I CAN TOO...its just i need some one to coach me!!!

bye gotta go..

COFFEE