Your POV
Minho again.
Ugh!
My phone rings again.
*Calling: Minho.
Onew oppa must have told him.
Should I pick or not?
I get atleast 10 missed calls from him everyday.
I press he 'ignore' button again.
I don't even dare to talk to him in this situation.
I've been so busy this week with my final exam and with the documents I have to settl brfore leaving to Paris.
College application forms, entrance exam,approval letter from my former school.
It's hard not to think about the memories I will be leaving behind.
It's hard not to think about him.
I miss him so much.
Minho.
Only tears came out of me.
Cry.
Cry.
Cry.
Cry all you can, Chaerin.
Cry until there's no tears left to cry anymore.
So that when yo face him, you will have a cold heart.
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Graduation Day.
So many people?! Wow.
All of them are graduating in the same year?
I thought it was only our batch.
I'm siting in the first row as arranged by the teachers with some of my classmates.
Min is sitting in the second row right behind me.
She's ben grinning for the whole day.
"Omo, Chaerin, finally we are draduating!" she whispered in my ear.
The school prncipal is still giving his speech.
I'm so proud of you, I hope you will achieve success in future...blah,blah,blah...(not listening at all)
All the students' parents are seated behind the students seating.
Dad came with Ilhan.
Mum couldn't make it to come over becasue of her work.
"Now, let's announce the best scored student," the Master of Ceremony was talking.
Everyone kept quiet.
"Best results of the year...wow..we have two person here.Ok, first, it's none other than Choi Minho!" There was a loud applaud for him.
I was shocked not because he was the best scored but he came!
I clapped with my eyes wide with shocked.
"Chaerin, it's Minho!" Min was clapping too.
So all of them are here?
Shouldn't be right?
Oh, I hope he don't see me.
Oh, no.
I don't dare to face him so looked down.
He took the certificate and gave a small talk.
"Ok, now the second best goes too..." I dont even know who she is.It's a girl.
She looks more nerdy than me.
Everyone clapped for her too.
I had to look up.
Then my eyes met Minho's for a second and looked away.
He was staring at me.
Oh, those eyes.
Please stop looking at me!
One by one all the other students name was called to get their certificate.
I was not in the top scored student.
I'm just an average scored student.
I went up on stage and took my certificate.
I saw my dad from far away looking at me.
Min was clapping for me too.
I bowed to the principal and took a picture.
Then the MC wanted all the students to take a group picture.
I saw Minho walking up the stage.
Oh, no, no,no.
I should stand somewhere far.
Cry.
Cry all you can, Chaerin.
Cry until there's no tears left to cry anymore.
So that when yo face him, you will have a cold heart.
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Graduation Day.
So many people?! Wow.
All of them are graduating in the same year?
I thought it was only our batch.
I'm siting in the first row as arranged by the teachers with some of my classmates.
Min is sitting in the second row right behind me.
She's ben grinning for the whole day.
"Omo, Chaerin, finally we are draduating!" she whispered in my ear.
The school prncipal is still giving his speech.
I'm so proud of you, I hope you will achieve success in future...blah,blah,blah...(not listening at all)
All the students' parents are seated behind the students seating.
Dad came with Ilhan.
Mum couldn't make it to come over becasue of her work.
"Now, let's announce the best scored student," the Master of Ceremony was talking.
Everyone kept quiet.
"Best results of the year...wow..we have two person here.Ok, first, it's none other than Choi Minho!" There was a loud applaud for him.
I was shocked not because he was the best scored but he came!
I clapped with my eyes wide with shocked.
"Chaerin, it's Minho!" Min was clapping too.
So all of them are here?
Shouldn't be right?
Oh, I hope he don't see me.
Oh, no.
I don't dare to face him so looked down.
He took the certificate and gave a small talk.
"Ok, now the second best goes too..." I dont even know who she is.It's a girl.
She looks more nerdy than me.
Everyone clapped for her too.
I had to look up.
Then my eyes met Minho's for a second and looked away.
He was staring at me.
Oh, those eyes.
Please stop looking at me!
One by one all the other students name was called to get their certificate.
I was not in the top scored student.
I'm just an average scored student.
I went up on stage and took my certificate.
I saw my dad from far away looking at me.
Min was clapping for me too.
I bowed to the principal and took a picture.
Then the MC wanted all the students to take a group picture.
I saw Minho walking up the stage.
Oh, no, no,no.
I should stand somewhere far.
Somewhere at the edge.
"Ya, Chaerin, where are you going?"Min grabbed my hand.
"Ya,ya,let me go.I'm not going to stand in front,"
"Ya, Chaerin, where are you going?"Min grabbed my hand.
"Ya,ya,let me go.I'm not going to stand in front,"
"Oh, come on!"
She pulled me to the middle.
Minho was just two to tree people away.
She pulled me to the middle.
Minho was just two to tree people away.
I'm not looking at him.
I'm not looking at him.
"Chaerin, you sure you are not going to talk to him?" Min know what happened. I told her the next day after I talked to Onew.
I just nod my head.
After the photo session ended, all the students scattered around talking to each other and congratulating.
I went down the stage to see my father.
Then I heard a voice calling me.
"Chaerin,"
I know who it belongs to.
So I ignored it and walk.
"Chaerin, wait!" he held my hand this time.
I look at him one last time and pulled my hand and ran away into the crowd towards my dad.
He never came after me.
Oh, stupid me!
Stupid me!
Stupid, stupid!
Pabo!
I was scolding myself.
"Appa!" I saw him. I gave him the certificate. Then he looked behind me.
Did he saw him?!
"Noona, chukhahamnida!"
"gomavo, Ilhan,"
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Flight
*KRINGGGGG!!!
Oh, alarm!
It's 4.00am already?!
Uh!
I woke up from my bed.
And all I could see is bags in front of me.
My clothes.
Yes.
Today is the day I'm leaving to
Paris.
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