Saturday, 10 September 2011

Chapter 54:

Minho's POV


where is Onew hyung?

He has never been late like this before for dinner.

He has been actingso weirdly this days.

Am I not realising anything.

Then I heard my room door open.

Onew hyung came in.

He was totally soaked in the rain.

"Hyung, you got wet in the rain?!"

He didn't answer me. He just came in quietly and dump his jacket into the basket, took his towel and went out.

What? Is he mad at me?

"Hyung, Lee Joon hyung called me just now," that woke him up.He stopped where he was heading.

I know he never went out with Lee Joon hyung.

He lied.


But why?


"He said you weren't with him," Lee Joon hyung called me to ask about my status.That's how I get to know that Onew hyung is not with him.


"Where did you go?"

He continue walking to the bathroom.


Was it too personal? But he never hide anything from us.

Why now?


I went back to my room and sat on my bed.

Key,Jonghyun and Taemin slept early.

I tried calling Chaerin but she didn't pick her phone.


She must be busy.


I miss he so much.


It's been more than a week since I last saw her or talk to her.


Those eyes, smile, he innocency.


I was smiling.


I took a paperband my mind flowed with so many words..


All my eyes can see is your figure,

This is the confession you've been waiting for,

Show me your eyes,

I will give you my love,

I like you so much, I'll love you forever..


Onew hyung came in when I wrote the last line.


"Hyung,"

"Minho,Wait.I'll tell you but please could you just give me some time," his voice sounds soar.


I respect him. So I kept quiet.


He went out of them room.


After several minute, I heard something like a glass broken into pieces.


"Hyung!" I heard Taemin too.


It was from the kitchen.


I ran out quickly.


Onew hyung was staring at the floor.


And Taemin was standing at the kitchen entrance.


"Taemin, what-" I saw it already.

Glass broken into pieces and water spilled.


I looked at Onew hyung who stoodthere frozen.


"Hyung,move," I pushed him aside and took a broom and dustbin to throw it.


Taemin came in to help.

"Hyung, you alright?" Taemin was worried.


Onew hyung just nod his head.


"Sorry,"


"Taemin you go back to sleep. I will take care," I told him. Taemin went back to his room.


No one injured. The floor is clean now.


Onew hyung was still not himself.


I started walking out of the kitchen, that's when Onew hyung called me.


"Minho,"


"Ne, hyung?"


"I...I met Chaerin just now,"


"Chaerin?You met her?Where?" I was confuse.


"She....she..wants you to let go of her,"


Uh?


What?


Did I heard right?


"Hyung, what did you just say?Let go?Let go of Chaerin?" A lot of things ran in my mind. Is he pranking me? Is there a hidden camera?


"Minho I'm sorry. I'm only the messenger. I just tell what she ask me to to.She is going to Paris next week after graduation.She wants you to forget her and move on,"Onew hyung's eyes was red and he was shivering.


This doesn't seem like a prank at all.


I was half frozen from what he just said.


My fist tighten and I was getting angry. I don't want to listen to Onew hyung anymore.


Why is she going t oParis? Why the sudden decision? I thought we settled it already?


What is going on?


Then I felt a hand on my shoulder.


"If you really love her, let her go.She is doing this for your good.She loves you and only you.There is always ups and down.Understanding is most important," He told me looking into my eyes.


"Hyung, stop talking non sense!" I was getting angry for nothing.


"I'm not talking non sense," He said it in a low voice.


"Why can't she just tell me herself? Why?why?"


He didn't answer that but just walked away from me leaving me thinking.


Confused.


I can't think.


I dialled Chaerin.


It rings but nobody picked.


I slam my hand in the kitchen counter out of confussion.


Let her go?


How? I can't just simply do that!


She is doing it for my good?What good does that bring me?


Anger and sadness filled me.


I love her.


I ws controlling myself from bursting.


I tighten my fist.


Calm down. Calm down.


Talk to Chaerin first.


Why let her go? If she is going to Paris to continue her studies, she can still come back after that right?


My brain is totally scattered.


I'm so confused in my mind and heart.

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