Chapter 53:

Your POV

"I have to leave. I hope this will settle SHINee up,"

"Chaerin?! What are you talking about?!" he raised his voice a little.

I kept quiet.

I couldn't find anything to talk back in front of him.

"Are you going to leave him like that?"

I know he is talking about Minho.

"Take ca-care of-of Minho for me. I know you w-will," my voice trembling.

"Leave him like how Soojin did?"

That made my tears I was controlling to flow out.

I'm not like her!

NO.

"No.You have to understand me.I have no other choice. I have to leave.I can't stay long here.This issue will become bigger,"

"So, leaving is your decision?"

I looked at his eyes. But I can't looked at it any longer.

"You think by leaving, you can actually settle this problem?" He was frowning at me.

I kept quiet. Tears flow out automatically.

"How can this heal Minho's already hurt heart? You are just making it worse. He is already hurt by his past and now you? Do you think Minho will be fine with it? And do you think he will let you go?"

"NO.NO.NO!" I can't stand what he was telling me. I started sobbing quietly.

I took his hand with both my hands and told him, "Please,you have to pursue him. He have to let me go. Help me. Can you?"

He was shocked by my reaction.

He shook his head and took away his hand from me.

Then he stared at me for a long time. "I don't want to make the same mistake I did last time.But I will do it for you," He told me.

"Thank you," I took a step and hugged him. He was a little shocked and hesitated to hug.

Then a thunder stroked. It's going to rain soon.

We both looked up at the sky.

Then I look down at him.

I'm going to miss you too. if only I have the strength to tell you that, Jinki oppa.

Thank you so much for all you have done to me.

"I'm sorry.I'm sorry I didn't saw you.I was blinded somehow,"

"It's not you fault, It's mine,"

"If we had another life.I promise I will give you a chance," He looked surprised.

I pulled away from the hug.

It's already started drizzling.I took out the jacket and gave it to him.

Then I started walking away.