Ouch! My head.
Oh, my headache!
See this is what you get when you drink a lot, Jinki-ya!
ARGH!
I couldn't even open my eyes!
Yesterday's soju had put me flat.
"Hyung, you alright?" Minho came in with a towel around his neck.
I was holding my head with both my hands.
I drank a lot for a reason.
I wanted to forget her.
Her.
Chaerin.
All this time, I've been stupid.
Even though i know she loves someone, not someone but my best friend, my brother, my band member, Mimho.
How could I still fight?!
I can't.
You can't Lee Jin Ki.
You have to give up on your hopes.
She loves Minho and you know you won't have any chance.
They are meant for each other.
The look in her eyes when Minho told the press about their relationship.
She have no feelings for you, Jinki-ah.
Then why?
Why did she came after me?
Why did she have to comfort me?
Why did she hugged me?
The look in her eyes when she saw me cry.
There was something.
It's not only affection.
AH! My head is really giving me a nausea!
Why am I so confused?! why is she making me confuse?!
Lee Jin Ki, STOP!
"Hyung?"
Should I tell him?
"Minho...,"
"hyung! you know you drank too much yesterday. I tried to stop you but you were so resistant,"
I was still holding my head.
I nod my head.
Then there was a quiet moment between me and Minho.
No one talk.
"Hyung.....do..do you think the decision I made was right?"
He was waiting for my answer.
But i could speak.
Did he made the right decision?!
And did I made my right decision?
I just stood up ignoring my headache and was on my way to get out of my room.
"Hyung, I'm sorry," he was still sitting on his bed.
I stopped.
"I'm sorry, you have to face this too,"
I walked towards him and he looked at me. Then I just ruffled his hair and smiled.
He was having a confused face and i just went out.
UH! My heart!
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