I woke up early in the morning today.
I couldn't sleep well yesterday.
The first person who came into my mind was Onew.
I got to see him.
But how?!
I shouldn't let Minho know about this.
Should I call him?
Should I message him?
How am I going suppose to tell him when I meet up with him?!
Oh, I'm so nervous.
I have to tell him!
I don't think I can face Minho.
It will only make him and me break into scattered pieces.
I walked around my room thinking and thinking.
I looked at myself in the mirror.
I took a deep breath and took my phone which was on the dressing table.
Dialled Onew.
It rings
Rings.
And rings
But nobody answered the call.
URGH!
Pick the phone!
Onew oppa!
I called again.
Then finally someone picked it.
"Yoboseyo,"
"Anyeong, Jinki oppa?"
"Ne, Chaerin?"
Oh, it's him.
"Jinki oppa, can you I talk to you?"
"Uh? Sure, what is it Chaerin?"
"Emm, well, can we meet at Mt. Wonju later at 4.00 pm? Oh! Wait, Jinki oppa are you having any schedules today?" SHOOT I almost forgot to ask that!
"Aniyo.I'll be there at 4.oo pm. See you later," He immediately hung up.
What's the rush?!
I looked at my phone.
Then I sighed.
You have no choice Chaerin!
You have to tell him.
But won't he feel hurt too?
He cares for me too.
As I told you, Chaerin, you have NO CHOICE!
I looked at myself for one last time in the mirror and went to the bathroom to take a shower.
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Onew's POV
"Hyung, your phone is ringing!" Taemin shouted.
"Wait, wait, I'm coming,"
"Oh, hyung, palli! I can't stand any longer," He keep on knocking the bathroom door.
"Ok, ok, I'm done," I took a long shower with hot water.
It's really relaxing.
I tied my towel around me and unlocked the door.
The next second, Taemin dashed in and pushed me out and shut the door behind.
It was just a blink of an eye.
I went to my room and saw the missed call.
It was
Chaerin?!
Why did she called?
A lot things ran in my mind.
Should I call her back?
Then my phone ring again.
Chaerin.
"Yoboseyo," my heart beats.
"Anyeong, Jinki oppa?"
"Ne, Chaerin?" Speaking out her name only gives me a weird feeling.
"Jinki oppa, can I talk to you?"
Uh? She wants to talk to me?
"Uh? Sure, what is it Chaerin?"
"Emm, well, can we meet at Mt. Wonju later at 4.00 pm? Oh! Wait, Jinki oppa are you having any schedules today?"
Meet at Mt. Wonju?
What's happening?
I promise to bring Taemin out to buy clothes...
"Aniyo. I'll be there at 4.00pm. See you later," I hung up the phone immediately.
I feel like I have no courage to face her at all.
I promise myself to forget about her and not to fall for her but I was careless.
And she still have to come in my way!
What time is it now?
10.00 am.
Minho went out for a variety show.
Jonghyun, vocal training.
Key's cooking.
Now,
"Ya, Taemin-ah, palli. Let's go now," I shouted from my room so that he could hear.
A knock came from outside of my room.
"Hyung, you told me we are going in the evening?"
"Change in plans now,"
"You are acting weird these days," He said and went away.
Am I?
Is it that obvious?
I thought I was hiding it?
I tried my best not to show any signs.
URGH!
I'm totally tired of it!
chaerin~~~~~~
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