LOVE TRIANGLE?
I couldn't speak back.
All I could think is the weird feeling I'm having which is SERIOUSLY giving me a nausea!
I feel like I'm going to faint any moment.Weak.
Could it be a love triangle?
Is my feeling towards Minho and Onew different? Or is it same?
Should I get up and run?
I don't want to answer her.
I can't stand sitting here anymore!
I feel like running away from all of these things!
No! You can't!
You promise them, you wouldn't do anything stupid!
But...I can't do this anymore...
I feel so weak all the sudden.
Everything around me started to spin.
Chaerin! Stay strong!
"Neo gwenchana?( are you okay?),"A voice whispered.
Then I realise i was spacing out. Onew looked worried.
I nod my head slowly. I also realise that Minho's hand was still on mine.
And he was talking.
"...............we too need personal lifes. These pictures show we do have personal life and they are intefering into it too much. Imagine you yourself being a victim like this. Would you want yourself to be stalked around with someone?!" he said having a very furious look in his eyes.
All the reporters were noting down something.
"I'm sorry but I think we need to stop," SHINee's manager came in.
Oh, finally!
Then the others covered up everything.
We stood up, bowed and walked in rows out of the room.
We were brought into a waiting room.
Everyone of us were quiet. None of us talked to each other. We all sat all over the small room.
Onew was at one end of the room.
Minho was sitting on the sofa with his palm on his forehead.
Me sitting next to him.
Taemin and Key was on the other end of the room.
Jonghyun is sitting on the opposite sofa.
*"so is this some kind of love triangle?"*
That question the reporter asked is still bugging me in my head.
I glance over Onew and then I look at Minho.
Tears started flooding my eyes automatically.
Is it because of me? Could it be?
I stood up abruptly and dashed out of the room immediately.
By then my tears started rolling down.
I heard Minho and Onew called my name and the others looked at me in surprise.
I walked past many rooms on the same floor.
I heard someone came out of the room I was in just now.
"Chaerin," It was Minho's voice.
I reached the end of the floor where there was a staircase and elevators.
My tears was still flowing.
Should I turn? I need him. I really need him now.
I turn around and saw him standing right behind me.
"Minho," I said in a low voice.
"Chaerin," he walked closer to me.
I hugged him. I hugged him tightly.
Then I started sobbing on him.
He kept quiet all the time and caress my back slowly, calming me down.
"I'm so sorry," my voice sounds husky because I was crying.
"No, I am sorry," He said in his charismatic voice that just melts me.
"I....I love you," I whispered while still staying around his warm arms with my head on his chest.
He hugged me tighter and whispered, "I love you too," in my ears.
A smile form on my lips.
We broke the hug.
But then Minho pulled me into a small kiss on my lips.
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awe~~~~~~
ReplyDeleteChaerin!!! Stay Strong!!!
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