Food and places!

Well, from what I see, this semester and last I have been going out to eat foods a lot. Like A LOT. There are some which can be considered moderate or some neyyy >.< Oh some yeay! :D

Since I'm darn bored waiting for my parents to come and fetch me, let me talk about those food and places. Hope I dont make you all drool or hungry whenever you are reading this. Hehehehe~

So many places that I dont know where to start. LOL. Okok, here's from where I remember.

Snowflakes

So I've never heard of Snowflakes until I came to KL. I'm not sure if they have it there in JB or not. But its a lil similar to Blackball dessert shp but they flakes are nicer! I tried their new Mango Magnificent recipe. Which was the Mango Coco. I would say RM9.90 was a lil pricey for it. >.< Rate: 7/10.

I took the Mango Coco! XD Actually wanted Mango Sunrice but they said no more sunrice. So yeahh... T,T

This is how the outlet looks like. This one is in Midvalley, but the one I went was in Sunway pyramid. :P

Next up,

Hui Lau Shan.

As you can see all the food places are dessert shops. Because for the past few months I've been craving for sweet stuff. I think I'm getting a sweet tooth. T,T This place, the desserts are mostly of Mangoes. So if you are a mango fruit fan and want to try something new on mangoes besides just eating the fruit. Come here and try. Though the price are a lil expensive. 

Rate: 7/10.

This is how it looks like. Yes I had to queue up to go in and sit.

The mini set is about RM12.00. Which I thought was a lil pricey for those small pieces. But I ate it all! XD

Par Tea Time

Have you heard of Chatime? Its something like that they offer you all kinds of drinks with pearl to Milk Tea and ICE CREAM WAFFLE. Yes, I went there just to eat the ice cream waffle. Which so nice! Warning don't go if you are full, you won't be able to finish the portion, I swear! Its so much and yummy too! :)
Rate: 7/10.

Purplish.

This is the normal normal waffle which was RM8.90. Worth it I could say!

The other plate which is this, is The banananananaan Waffle! Which is full of bananananaasss! RM12.90. At the end I coulndt finish the waffle. Left one for the cleaner to eat it. I hope. :p

Tong Pak Fu

Another dessert shop! :P Rate: 5/10

some Mango Aloe Vera thingy! :P

Black Glutinous rice! 

Brownie with Vanilla Ice Cream :)

Pasta Zanmai

A Japanese mix restaurant with a lil bit of a 4 star rated with the price and service but the food is nice! Rate: 7/10

Ham Pizza! Hehe Waikeong was like you ordered western food in Japanese Restaurant? =,= Hahaha! Opsie.

Salmon Spaggetti~ With cream~ XD 

Ichiban Ramen
Ichiban Ramen from the name itself you can know its a Japanese restaurant. The shop looks japanese-y rather than those modern japanese shop like Sushi King. There are flats that you actually looks like you are sitting on the floor but your legs are below the wooden table as though you are sitting :P. Rte: 7/10.

First menu above is some ramen soup which I cant remember, the second is a chicken teriyaki bento set! 

Price are not bad! I will go again next time if I have a chance. Its located in Sunway Pyramid.

Thai Thai
Its a Thailand restaurant where the price of the food are waaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy expensive. T,T We both went there for a our second date but then after that I never wanna go because of the price. Haha! Mostly is all RM20.00+. Will rate it 6/10.

Tomyam Mihun. Waikeong sweated to the max.

Pineapple fried rice. OK-OK only la this one. ><

This one nice, just that the mango is not that sweet :P

There many moreee to come like BBQ Plaza, Buffalo Steak House and etc. But no pictures of the food!! XD 

A Story To Be Told.

So its been a long time since I blogged uh? Haha! Well, I guess I really should continue my blogging because sometimes even if you can't explain ur feelings to some people out there, you can tell it to your bloggie. =) Hey bloggie, its been a long time so bare with my loooong blog ok? :P

So first of all, its been exactly a year and few months plus I came to Taylors University. And yesterday was my birthday ><. Nothing much but I'm happy for my friends who did a mini surprise for me while I was studying with them. I somehow knew that they were gonna do something, but didnt expect it to be done 15 mins before my actual birthday that I cut my cake and they sang birthday song! XD Because their supposed to be surprised was backfired by me walking to the place they were setting up the surprise accidentally. XD Hahaha! Sorry guys!

So since I'm currently attached with someone, let me tell you something about my journey with this certain someone. He is a guy of course. Haha! And we have been friends for more than a year now including our get together. Nice is not really the word I would explain about him. But somehow nice is the only word that first came to my mind when one of my friend asked me abt him and I said, "He is nice," Well, here goes my mushiness and cheesy-ness. =,=

We got together after a whole lot of troubles we were in together and individually. After 6 months of chasing after me, I decided to give him a chance and also give myself a try. Who knows as day pass by, not even a single day goes without talking or thinking about him. Well, its more like I'm used to him nagging me all these long even before we got together. He always comes and find me when there is a green light shown on my facebook online statues or to be the first to like my Facebook post, to be the one to reply my Tweets, he will wish my good morning or good night, text me every single day and waste his credit, got me presents and gift for occasions. And I never was once felt annoyed, though sometimes, just sometimes, he gets too sticky. Hahaha! He has anger management problem and always does things without thinking. So i decided to change that character of his to good when I got together with him, and look now, he doesnt even try to raise his voice when he get mad and even drives at the pace of 60km/hr from last time who he used to speed for nothing.XD.

We have been through a lot now. Things are different every single day and I love that every single day we go through together. He is always there when I'm down or up, ugly or pretty, bored or amused just to see me go through it with him. He gets up with my stubbornness, my moodiness when I'm pms-ing, my cravings when I want something, my anger, all. He knows me well just to take care of me. I like they way he always stare at me when we are alone, says 'I love you,' out of the bloom, says your beautiful  when I'm not even wearing something nice at the first place.And slowly he found his way to my heart and secured me with all this doings.

I saw this on a page's status, so I'm re-posting it.
"When I first fell for u, I couldnt stand being apart from you for a week, then for days, then it was hours, and then an hour and minutes. Now, I can't stand being away from you a second,"

 All I want to do is to hold ur hand and walk through rough days and my smooth days. I know its not gonna be easy when you decided to continue your studies to Australia and we might undergo situations where both of us might come to an end but I want us to stay strong and stand still where nothing can break us. ( Ahhh! Im being toooo cheeeesy! ><) 

So here are some pictures we have come so far.

Our so called first date? XDDD

When we had our MIFT food testing together and we became the bartender. :P

The times when he always wants to sleep on my shouder or my lap. =)

I still like this picture! When he had long mushroom hair :P

HAHAHA! Bii what are you dreaming abt? :p

My first collage with him. And My first picture I posted on Insta together with him. ;)

Our crazy watsapp symbol chats XD

Our recent outing to Ipoh together with my classmates =)

My failed attempt on drawing him because he was too cute not too! XD I gave this drawing as our 3 months or 4 months together I think and i dont know where he dumped it. HAHAHA! XD

When he goes berserk in the Uni library to make me laugh. =)

I made it out of a given wedding chocolate box! 

Well, its been almost only 5 months we were together and I got to know a lot abt this fella. Just how he is inside and outside. In another 4 days is our 5 months together, so happy 151 days together Bii! :)

So I can't wait to see your family and relatives next month for his sister's pre wedding dinner. His dad ask me to come, and I'm not yet fully prepared to face his whole family and relatives with questions being bombarded? But I can tell that I'm ready also. I wanna make him proud to have me. Too hold my hands and introduce me to his relatives saying I'm his. (GOSH! MY CHEEZINESS!)

Well, time do past by very fast uh? It almost seem like I knew him for sooo long. I'm looking forward for the future with you, Lau Wai Keong.

The proposal 2

"Come on you ready?" The bridesmaid ask her.
Yes, her. She is getting married. Getting married to the Son of the Men. Getting married to the person she fell in love for 7 years.
They decided it. They fixed it. They went on with it except for the sudden proposal Luhan did.
Leo got proposed by Luhan with her family's help. She was moved to tears. She still have the blue proposal letter with her. Still holding it tight.

Leo wrote a letter back for him too during her nights alone in her room. A letter from her heart.

Dear Lu,

Luhan. Lu. Bii. All this name I gave you. I will definitely and always want my lips to say it over and over again till death. With you letter next to me, I'm writing this now for you back. I know a single page will never be enough for me to explain my love for you, so I will prove it to you better when you are officially mine. All those years we have been through is prove enough for me to believe in us, to believe in our bond, to believe in our trust, to believe that we can go through the mountain that will be ahead of us. I have no idea what I'm crapping now. And I'm not as perfect as I might look,you have known me for my flaws and imperfectness and you still accepted me. Its middle of the night and this is the third paper I've written. The other two didn't come out as  I expected. So my dear love of life, with all this I know I'm ready to be your wedded wife.

She insert the letter in a same blue envelope and stick a love shape on it with a smiley.

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"Smile~" Said the photographer. Leo smiled widely.
"Leo?" Leo's mum and dad came in.
"Mum! Dad!" She got up with her bride gown and moved towards her parents who were standing and smiling at her. Happiness is seen in their eyes.

"Leo darling," Her mum was on the verge of crying.
"Mum, shhh," She hugged her.
"You are pretty Leo, pretty and grown up and someone else's now," Said her dad.
Leo just hugged her dad.
"Be happy Leo,"
"Thanks dad and mum,"
They took a picture together.

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So this is it uh? My day. I'm finally someone else's wife.
The bridesmaid and make up stylist did a good job on me. I can say that.
Dad's next to me. He is ready to let me to and hold up his hand, Luhan's.
I took a deep breath and started walking out of the room towards the Grand Wedding Hall.
I know Luhan is there. Waiting for me. With my letter in his hand.
All suit and tie. Hair combed up. Just like my imaginations. A smiled automatically came.
"You ready?" Dad asked. He covered the veil I was wearing properly.
"Yes, dad,"
"I love you Leo," He smiled. My dad. I love him too.
Then the doors to the hall open, and my heart starts to beat wildly.
Is this it? I'm all so nervous and excited.
The Man I'm seeing in front is all it takes for me to move forward across the aisle with my dad.

Memories came drowning me with tears all the sudden. When we first met. When we first laughed at each others jokes. When he first came to me to confess, the time I refused him and walked way. The way I felt for not talking to him like it used to be because I wanted him back. The first time I held his hands intertwined. The first kiss we had in an storage room while hiding. The day I slept with him cuddling. Meeting his parents,meeting my parents. Fought because of jealousy, fought because of ignorance. All these I've been through with him and more to come, I know.

 People around me are whispering. I'm not sure its the ones I want to hear or not. My ears started to feel block and my breath are not consistent anymore.
My heart beat increases but I'm still walking, walking towards my man.

I saw him clearly now. My man with his groom mate. Standing on top of the end of the aisle looking forward to hold my hand into his. Steady and proud. His smile is making my leg wobble.

"She's yours," My dad handed me to him. I thank my dad and smiled at Luhan.
"Hello there," He whispered to me. I mouthed him, "Hello, handsome,"

Then we turn and faced the priest. Its the vow that made us strong. The promise that I made, the promise that he made. The rings we exchanged, its give us a whole new world ahead of us to see soon. Yes, a whole new life too.

"Now you may kiss the Bride," Luhan kept staring at me all this time and he slowly opened my veil.
Crowd started cheering.
"I love you," He said and kissed me.
"I love you too," I said after the small sensational kiss we shared.
And our love is finally sealed.
Sealed with vows, promises, memories, love, and rings.

We turn to face the crowd and I saw my parents smiling at me.I'm glad I'm here now. Glad to have hi next to me. Glad of all the things happened. And now for the after party!

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"You ready babe?" Luhan was wearing a bow and suit with is push down hair that makes me melt with is eyes.
Its the after party and everyone is drinking, eating and enjoying the night. Songs are blasting, people are dancing. I had a small cup of wine from the ceremony and still sipping it.
"Oh yess," I smiled and took his hand to dance around with him.

Me and him.
The song became a melo song, people around us started moving slowly and with their couples/partners.
We moved according to the music too.

"You are just perfect," Luhan caress me slowly across my cheek and smiled. He never moved his eyes away from me.
I looked at him. Deep emotions were shared between this unspeakable moments and only we understand.
I smiled back.
"Thank you for being with me," I said and lied of his chest while moving.
To listen to his heart beat pumping is like serenity. Calm and strong.
He took me in his arm and hugged me. Just the way I wanted it always. Tight and comfy.
"So we have a big day tomorrow?" He said.
"Oh? What day?"
He had this very serious teasing smirk and my blood ran out.
He took my hand and showed our rings.
"We are married Leo," He winked.
Married, yes. So?
"Honeymoon?" I asked him.
"Not really, I'm still saving that for next week,"
"Then?"
"We can still play," He whispered at my ear.
"Play?"
"Yes, play. Have some good stretching time with you,"
"Stretching time with me alone?" Alone?
Oh oh...now I got it!
"Ya! You pervert!" I hit him playfully in his shoulder
"You are slow Leo!" He showed his tongue and I kissed him.

Yeap, thats us. And my married life.

I Wish I Wish.

Why am I always like this?

Why am I so gullible and vulnerable to everything?

Why am I not selfish for myself?

Why?

I wish I could just get out of this place for now and never come back for a year or so.

Would some one at least care?

I know few. Yes, I know they do.

But who am I with now is not what I want.

I wanna run away. Isnt it cool to just go some where far, forgetting all your past and just think of your present and where you are now in this new world? No one to think about, no studies to concentrate, no phone calls, and its all about you.

Who am I to the people who sometime see me and sometimes I become a invisible cloak?

Am I just a usage?
Existential Crisis. Yes that's the word.
I wish there is a song that could describe my feelings.

Friends?

Distancing? Normal? Not normal?

Love You.

Jessica
I hated schools, I hated my college life and now here I am running late for my next lecture class in my university life.

Most of all, I hated being around people. Its always those who look down at me, or either never look at me. I was not the one of a kind girl, but I am the non-typical too. I am just me.

"Hello?" I answered my phone while running up the stairs.

"Jessi? Why are you panting early in the morning?" Mum asked me. She calls me everyday to check on me and my condition since I stay away from them.

"I-, Mum, I-" I really was panting badly. "Mum, I talk to you later, I'm fine, just late for class, see ya, love you!"

"Okay darling, love you," She kept the phone.

I was one floor below my next class. I am not a good runner or what, I am not a thin skinny girl with long legs. I have fat on my body, i have short legs and long messy hair that I dont really comb sometimes. I am 56 kg and for a model looking girl, its not normal. So I am just a short chubby girl and being friends with me is a disease, that's what people think of me. Do they? I rarely had friends and if I do, they only asked for my help and gone.

I was never bothered about it, since it always happens to me-

"Excuse me, excuse me!" I heard someone running and couldnt really catch where the voice is coming from, I turn to look behind me no one and when I took my last step up the stairs, BANG!

What the-

And the next thing I realise I was falling down the stairs backwards, with a whole plate of sauce on my shirt.

"Oh my, are you ok? I'm sorry. I'm sorry! I, ur clothes, err.."

I went black for a few second till I can see myself again. And I got what he meant. I was soaked with his plate of sauce. Seems like he is a culinary student who stuck his head into a science students head.

Well, I'm obviously already late for class, thanks to my alarm, and now here it is now. This disaster.

"Its ok, I'm fine. I could need you help though," I showed my hand so he can carry me up straight, I think I hurt my back.

"Oh,sorry," He help me out.

And for the first time, I realize how close he was to me. And also how good looking he actually is. This random boy who we bumped into each other. Oh? Since when did I started observing boys, Jessi?!

"If you dont mind, I can bring you back to the student clinic, you can get changed in there,"

"No, no, I'm really really fine,I'll manage its myself. You seemed like you were in hurry, you should better be going,"

"Oh, I, errmm, but, you-"

"Look, I can go back and change, I stay in the uni hostel so dont worry," I smiled at him. For the first time,I actually smiled at a guy after so long.

"Sorry, and I'll see you soon," He took up his plate and hesitated a little, he saw the mess we made and sighed.

That made me chuckle. He finally took a final look at me and went of.

Well, I have to change then.

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Kattley

"Look you cant be doing this! Always! Its always me! Why am I the only one feel like I'm getting hurt! I cant do this anymore, Jake, I really can't and even though I tried so many times, I feel like a useless pig,"

I was crying. This is it. I know this is it. If  I continue this relationship, I would be doing stupid things that could hurt me.

"Kate, do you know what you are talking? Are you drunk or something? Its late now, you should go and sleep,we will talk about it tomorrow," He said on the other side of the phone calmly.

"First, I know what I'm talking, I am not drunk and its up to me when I want to talk about it. No, we really are done Jake. We are done. Don't you get it? I'm breaking up," I cant believe I said it. After 3 years of relationship with him, I can't seem to think of breaking up with this guy I'm so much in love with. But as years pass by, he wasnt giving in anything I thought he would, he didn't play his role in a way I thought he would. All I wanted was him to love me, that's all. But no, its been 2 years since we started fighting and getting back because I wanted to be with him. I was blind to go back to him.

But now its so clear to me that I should move on. Move on with my life, move on to the new one that is awaiting for me. My friends who I neglected, my family who I ignored, all these people I missed while I was in a relationship because I was too blind.

"Kate, don't do this,"

"I'm sorry Jake, this is the only, onl-" I was controlling it but I know I can't stand it anymore. I'm so exhausted that I cannot do this anymore. No more.

What else you can say when you know your own boyfriend was in another relationship besides her?

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Rose

"What are you doing Rose?" My friend asked me, when I bought a card for Alex.

"A birthday card, can't you see it?" I Showed her.

"Oh, come on, not again," She sigh under her big black sunglasses.

"What?" I looked at her.

"You are sending all these gifts you bought for him without your name. For Heaven's sake, how on earth will he know that it was from you? All these years you have sent him so many presents and did u receive anything back? No. Why are you doing this. Why can't you just go and give it to him yourself?"

"I can't,"

"Why can't you? That's my question!"

"I just can't. I-,uh, forget about it. I'm buying this," I took the card and went over to the cashier.

Yes, this has been my habit ever since, I had an eye on the Mr.Perfect of our work place Alex. He is the all in one guy I've ever met. Just the person all the girls will fall for and guess what? I'm one of them too.

He talks to all the girls in our office. He goes out with them, but never once was I one of them.

So I decided to send him gifts by not stating my name but just Miss. Mysterious.

Whenever he receives something I delivered, his face lighten up, because I know he would like it.

Seeing him happy is just enough for me because I know I am making him happy even though he doesnt know it.

Its been 12 months ever since this routine has taken place, I had always had this urge of telling him all of the gifts he receive are from me. But I know I don't dare.

*****

It was my late night shift and I was packing up to get back home.

Then I heard the main lobby door swung open with Alex on the shoulder of a women. A pretty one.

Alex on the other hand was, was drunk.

He came in wobbling over his desk and the girl helped him out. I was looking at both of them, when the girl noticed me.

"Hey, I need some help here,"

I walk towards them and stood still, staring at her.

What were this two doing at the middle of the night?

"Hi, Errm, I saw this address in his namecard, you must know him or something? Please, do help him. He is drunk,"

"Oh?" I looked at the fallen Alex on his table top.

"I have to go, sorry," She left the lobby. With just her and him alone.

I stared at the door after she left. What am I suppose to do now?! I dont even know his house!

"Errm Alex?" I shook him, but it doenst give any effect to his drunkeness. "Alex," I shook him again.

Sigh. Now what?

I called my usual taxi driver that drives me to my apartment.

He help me up with Alex up to my house.

"Thank you, and sorry for the trouble," I thanked the driver.

"No worries sweetie,"

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I just finished my class and was walking to have my lunch. I have a group assignment where I was teamed up with few of my classmates I rarely talk to.

Text message
Meet up at discussion room 2 at 3pm. Thank you all.

Leader.

I replied an 'OK-"

BANG!

Oh-oh!

"Hey, becareful where you are going!"

"I'm sorry, I didnt see- Hey! Its you again," It was him. The boy whose sauce poured on me like a fondue.

"Hi," I have no idea why but I think my cheek just turn like a tomato.

"Hello, how are you? I'm really sorry about that day, I never had done this before," He laughed though and I saw he had a dimple no two.

What's happening to me?! I can feel my stomach flutter. Jessica, keep hold of yourself! He is just a random guy who will leave you once you get to know him.

"I'm fine, haha, its ok, it was my first time experiencing it too. I mean the fondue thing, oh I mean getting soaked," Oh gosh, i am not even talking properly!

"Hahhaha, you have a great sense of humor," He said smiling. "Oh man, ..look at this, we have been talking and I dont even know your name,"

"Jessi," I offered my hand. He took it, "Sebastian,"

I nodded and repeated his name in my mind, Sebastian.
Well, I didnt know he would be part of my life after all.

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"I broke up with him,Kai," I told him. Kai the boy who seems to have a crush on me ever since we were in high school. I didn't wanted it to distract our friendship though. He was my best friend beside the other two girls I had.

"Kate, listen, you made the right decision, its ok, calm down" I was crying in front of him. Kai is the person who I can tell him anything anytime I want.

"I do? I dont even know what I did!" I burst again.

I can see Kai wanted to hug me but he was resisting himself. He knows if he does he will never let me go.

"Kai, I-"

"Shhh," He came closer and finally hugged me. He enclose his strong muscle around me. It strangely felt comfortable. "Shh,"

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I was in the canteen with my friend when I received a call from Jake.

"I need to see you, where are you," I felt my heart jumped. I promised to not to see him again. But here he is coming to me everytime I avoid him.

"I am not seeing you,I'm busy," I said. I was with Kai. And I'm sure he knows who I am talking to by the way I am talking.

I kept the phone and we continued eating.

"So this is who you are busy with uh? The high school jerk?"Came a voice I dreaded the most. I saw Kai's muscle tighten. I looked at him and he quieted down.

"What do you want?" I stood up leveling up to him.

And here it goes again. I would always analyse Jake when he is close to me. His sharp curve jawline, his strong scent of perfume that I used to fall for. The light shade brown eyes of him. I'm doing it again. I'm falling again.

"So you hooked up with someone in just a few days? Wow, that's not surprising,"

"Jake,no, you know Kai is my friend. He will always be my friend," Kai flinched at my words but he was still looking at me and Jake.

"Is that so? I dont think he wants to be friends with you,"

"What is wrong with you! I told you-"

"Back off, man," I heard Kai moved behind me.

"Oh, here comes her little knight,"

"Jake, stop it,"

"Oh you think I will just let you go? So you think this is the end of both of us? Not that easy my darling, not that easy,"

"What are you talking about?" I had this weird feeling again.

"I have pictures of you, being intimate with me," He smirked.

And all the blood in my body washed out. I turned pale. I know what he is thinking. No!

In a split second I saw Kai holding up Jake's collar and banged him on the wall of the canteen.

"No! Kai, dont! Stop it," I tried pulling him away but he was too strong.

"You never deserved her in the first place at all! You cheater!" Kai swore and punch him in his face that I was terrified.

"Kai, come on, stop it!" I was tearing up. No, this is not happening.

Kai pulled up and kick him one last time and walked off. I stood there looking at Jake's swollen face and all I could think was the memories we had, was it all just fake? How could he be so mean? So devilish in his angel body?

I turned and ran after Kai.

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I never once turn to look at Alex after what happen that day. He stayed over and I woke up early and went of to wear after writing a note on the bedpost, where he could see.

"You were drunk yesterday, so I picked you to my house, hope you were ok with it.
You can take a shower and drink up something from the fridge,"
The moment he entered the office, I saw him changed. He wasnt the same Alex I used to see. He was more imperfect. I saw his tie wasnt tied properly, he wore a mismatching pant and T-shirt. He rushed into this cubicle and sat.

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I was walking outside of my office building after work,when someone called my name,"Rose?"

"Alex?"

"It was you isn't it?"

"Uh? You who?"

"Its you, I know its you. Your handwriting its so similar!" He was frustrated I can tell that.

"What-"

"Those gifts you send me, those gift cards and so on, its you," He said it firmly.

"I-I, no, its not me. No, its not me!" I pushed him and bolted pass him without turning. What is happening? Why can't I just admit it? It was me!

Yes, it was me. I gave you all those. But I don't dare to agree? How pathetic I could be! Without knowing, I was tearing up.

I wish, he knew. I wish, I could be the someone he likes. I wished I could just bury myself and not do this anymore as what my friend said.

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It Just Happened.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" All I saw was a white car straight into me and I went black.
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"Juliet? Ju?? Ju? Wake up! Ju!" I cant seem to open my eyes, but the voice is so so familiar. So much clearer in my ears. I can hear but I cant see? Where am I? Am I awake? Unconscious? Why is everything white?

"Ju!" Tht was the last time I heard his voice. His worried casting shrill ran through me.

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How long I had been asleep after my accident I didnt know. All I know was that I woke up after my operation. My left leg is fractured and now its wrapped with white bandage. I was given a stick to walk with.

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"Ju!!!!!" I remember him turning behind to take a look at me screaming. I saw a flash of terror in his eyes. The look where shows emotions tumbling out of his eyes.

I remember clearly now, that I was talking to him unconsciously. Asking him to stay with me, asking him not to leave me. Begging him to hold on me tight.

"Shh.." He quieted me down. I was trembling. I saw blood. My blood. I know what happened. I know its my leg that had been overrun.

"I'm scared. Jinki, I'm scared," I couldnt feel my leg. But he was holding me. I could feel that. He was holding me close. I saw him shaking. Then I heard the sirence of an Ambulance.

I looked into his eyes. And he gave me a assuring kiss on my forehead, "Everything is gonna be fine,"

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It came all to me at once. It was Jinki. Jinki AKA Onew. The famous Idol I had been working with in Korea. The guy who I fell for madly but I couldnt tell him. I don't dare to tell him. He was my friend. My closest friend when I first came to Korea without my Mum's guidance.

I was appointed as a make up stylist for artist at Korea's biggest selling company, SM Entertainment. I got to know him through. A solo artist he was. A interestingly funny guy. Hot Chocolate, was what made me go out  with him. He ask me out in a friendly way. As a friend.

"Juliet! Come on, let's get some Hot Choco after this. It would be heavenly to have it in this type of weather,"

"Hahaha yeah, of course!" I smiled at him.
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He is no longer here. I waited for him to appear into this white painted wall hospital room through that door where the nurses come and go to check on my leg.

But no. He didnt. Or he couldnt? I waited for him to text me. No text. I waited for him to call me. But no calls. Its been two days. I couldnt go to work, so I couldnt see him.

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"Miss Juliet, the doctor has officially decided to discharge you off. You can go anytime you want," The nurse smiled at me at the happy news. But I was still waiting for someone.

I guess its no luck. I decided to stay one more day, to take a look at the hospital and to relax at the pond side I've been wanting to go. Its a beautiful view from my room. I can see the pond surrounded by the garden. Patients, old and young couples feeding the ducks.

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"I'll be fine, Thank you Miss," I thanked the nurse who help me out with my walking. I was nervous to be walking after three days on the wheel chair.

"Ok, dear, just take care and becareful ok?"

I nodded, agreeing to her.

It definitely was a great day today. With the windy breeze. Cool air. I took one step at a time to reach the pond side. I took a sit on the ground slowly and stretched my leg out, with my back on the tree trunk holding me.

I didnt bring any food with me but the ducks were everywhere around me walking and pecking on the grasses.

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"Her room is straight and turn left, room no.303," I thanked the receptionist of the hospital.

I bought Juliet's favourite hot chocolate, a bunch of her favourite carmellia flower and some home cooked food.

I dont know how am I going to face her after three days of not talking to her. I still remember her scared face when she fainted on my arms. When she cried looking at her leg. I should have been with her. But the job i'm doing is not an easy one and I couldnt just back out to see her. I've got an off day today and decided to see her.

I knocked on her door. No answer. Her room door wasnt locked. I clicked it open and went in.

"Ju?" No answer and from the silence itself I know she is not in. Her bag is packed but she hasnt taken it yet.

I saw a nurse walking in the room.

"Oh, who is this young man?"

"Ma'am may I know where did the patient in this room go?"

"You mean Juliet? She went to the garden there," The nurse pointed to the garden outside the window.

"Thank you ma'am," Putting the food box and flower down. I took the hot chocolate cup with me.

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