oh..LIFE ISN'T FAIR AFTER ALL...

it's been months i haven't update my blog..
busy and lazy ..
exam just over last thursday...
and it has been a memorable day..as usual..

today..
i woke up..
straight to the bathroom to brush my teeth...
then i came out ..oopss i didn't take my bath..HAHAH
i played CAREM with my brother. Its a gift that i bought for him..he wanted something big so..here it is as big as a dining table...
(but before that i also bought some present for my friend who had her birhtday last friday..i bought her a nice one..she's been my friend ever since i know her..)

then i took my breakfast.
then i have a bath..later i read the newspaper..
i got boring easily because i anjoy fun moments alot..there was nobody to talk ar play around in the house..
so i decided to on the computer..
the first thing i did was went to the searh and press youtube..
the another internet,press facebook..
i check my facebook and there was a comment on my profile's status...
the in youtube i saw some video that wei seen told me to loook for like f(x) Nu ABO,bonamana.
then i also watched a funny video of SHINee's Key in raising idol where he have to be a chef..
it was really funny..
then later on i went to my blogspot..not even a single person from this share update it..so idecided to update it..
before i update i went through my friends blogs too
it was their family blog..
then i went to wei seen's blog...
Called the hidden locker..
this is where my heart touched and moved me a lot that teardrop came from my eyes without realising it..
it was one of her story from her exam last year..titled "I achieved my greatest triumph".
Since i have a faint and sensitive heart...
i read her story until the end ..
it was about a girl achieving her gaols..
i wish i was someone like the girl in the story too...
that really pushed me to my interest to have a goal to achieve in my life....
even though it was a story..
this why i wanted to update my blog to tell my heart out..
it was really difficult for me after reading it..
i can't tell my confusion to anyone..they will think that i am crazy..
this is the place where i can spilt all my trouble and painful memories of my heart out..and also my happiness of course....
WELL,,
that's why i am a YELLOW and A POPULAR SANGUINE according to the personality test i took..
i don't want anybody to know the trouble i am facing..
so i put a poker face in front of everyone to make them smile always..to brighten the darkness around me..i don't want anybody to be sad..i hate people with gloomy face..
so i always become the clown of my friends...
it makes me feel happy too..
to see them laugh because of me..and think that i am crazy..it so deep...for me..
even tough they say i am childish and behaving crazyly
this just because i don't want serious moments well i am a fun type love adventures..


The truth its all fake when i know that it still won't go from me, the confusion i am having inside of me..
when i go back home i will have my bathe,then i will start thinking what am i going to become in the future..?
what am i going to achieve?
what is actually going to happen to me ??
it's all because my dad's single question,
'hemlatha,what did u decided to do after your SPM? what is your ambition?
i knew the answer but its just that it's not the right moment for me to tell them
even though it's the right moment,i know they won't agree to it,
its totally out of my subject i am studying..
can i do it??
myy dad wants me to become something hich is related to science and medical field...
he gave some idea...
i went throug the net but i couldn't find anything that interest me...
all i have is one..deep inside my heart..
but it will be ridiculous if anyone knows it..

So i will wait...

COFFEE

APRIL FOOL.........!!!!!!!!!!!!

WELL
WELL
WELL
WELL
WELL........


WHAT CAN I SAY...APRIL IS HERE........THERE'S STILL 7 MONTHS FOR OUR LIFE AND DEATH FINAL EXAM...!!!! WHICH IS OUR SMM/'O' LEVEL

well anybody got fooled today...???
TEA??
MILK??
as for me it was a relief ..nobody fooled me.!!!!!!!!!
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO RIGHT??? I HAVE NO IDEA...
WELL...
HEARS SOME RANDOM CRAZY THING I WANT TO TELL .....
emmmmm...==!!

well let me think a while....

OK..here goes nothing...
have you guys decided what you all going to become when you grow up??
or even decided what r u going to study for your future???
AS FOR ME....I AM OUT OF IDEA..
well i decided to take 'A' level..
then continue my studies to somewhere which will be not MALAYSIA OR INDIA....!!!
but what am i going to study for...???
SO CONFUSED...
there's a lot in my mind now..
but i want to be someone that i like to do and love my job...
but what.!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh and one more I BECAME A SHINee fan........!!!!!!!!! ( a korean boy band) between the age of 17- 21......

Sorry, Sorry, Sorry........

Sorry!!!!!

Sorry!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For not uploading the blog for a very long time............

One of the reasons was because EVERYONE in my house seems to be sooo glued with the computer. As you know, I was only allowed to use the computer on friday, saturdy and sunday. And most of all, my sisters(included my mum) were avid fans of Happy Aquarium. So, they could be seen feeding the fishes in the computer all the time. (I still don't understand the joy of feeding virtual firshes)

The other reason was its seems that I can't stop peeking into my Facebook account when I knew very well that there's nothing interesting 4 me to look at. I really need to give facebooking life a rest. Must try to give more space for blogging..... I almost thought that I would forget our password. Luckily I still remember. If not, I'm really an awful blogger. ^^!!!

Sorry guys!!!!

Oh yeah, I'm going to Pulau Tioman tomorrow with Chin Woon and Jayme. I'm going to survey that place first. If it's a really nice place to go for the holidays, maybe WE could go there after our SPM!!!! Hehe....... (I'm getting sick of Genting Highlands, haha). Coffee, make sure that you could go. (Beg your parents if it's necessary). Tea, somehow we must really make another gathering after SPM.

Oh my, I'm getting so hyper about the SPM aftermath. Hven't even sit for my Mid Year Exam yet. Sigh.......... Ok, for now let's suffer first for SPM.

Gotta go now. This is Milkshake signing off.

THANKS.....TEA

Finally CHUA SHU YUAN updated which is known as tea here. so long no see friend thank you very much atleast you check..!!! as for milk...NOPE.Well as for our school only to of them got straight A'S. oh..unimaginable..you know Lee Jing Kun and Pang Shi Hua and STPM, Lee ting Han the brother of the SPM straight A guy..CRAZY..

Next i always break my promise to TEA telling that i will call her but atlast NEVER.emmm SO SORRY.

KOREAN DISEASE..hahahahaha as tea told me..ya u r outdated better go and update honey...!!! alot of famous guys r out there..checkout....

COFFEE

Today was a fairytale

YES, today really was a fairytale, but it wasn't mine. It was theirs.

To be frank,I had almost forgot the password as it had been ages since I blogged here.

Our class, the very friendly, outspoken, and sporting 5B was chosen to help out with the SPM results. So,at 10am, the whole lot of us were at the dewan terbuka getting ready for our 'students'.

My first job was to put in the moral slips in their personal file. Next, as student flooded in at 11.20am, I was given the SPM slips to split as they came in a bunch, sticking to each other. But, I was in fear in case I would accidentally tear them and gave them to Gaa Mun,Kit Yean and Xi Yin.(Thanks a bunch guys!)

My 3 friends and I were in charge of 5J. Its art class. And I believe in my entire life, that was the first time I saw so many 'gagal'. It was in abundant and uncountable! Many had 'gagal' for everything! A few didn't even take the exam! There was 'tidak hadir' there.There was a girl who got B's and C's, she was really good compared to others.

There was two straight A's students! One got 16A's, another not sure, 17A's maybe? Awesome right? Some students just rock!

I notice something. Everybody had changed. Almost all of them got their hair dyed and I admit, I took notice of one or two who looked like rock stars. Want an example? OK! There was this guy who had a little longer hair and tied up his hair as a ponytail. He wore two dangling earrings with crosses and wore pink! Of cause, his hair was dyed orange. (Weirdoes are everywhere)

Taking this opportunity, I would like to congratulate everyone who got their SPM results today for trying their best in the exam.

and Hemlatha, thanks for updating the blog all this while.


TEA

OVERWHELMED...!!

watching this chinese drama they showing on 8tv called the rolling love...like the actors in it..jiro wang ( fei lun hai), danson tang, the girl...and the funny guy...hahahaha

later i will be updating my FAVOURITE ACTORS!!!!

mine..??!!

since none of the blogs owners utilising the blog except for ME..( coffee)

tea she is busy with her new place and even her own blog she is not updating...!!

milk..she doesn't even want to take a look at the blog at all..she only goes to her family blog..!!


SAD...SO WILL THIS BLOG BE MINE FOREVER..!!!

?????

COFFEE