Lightless

Life, what would it have been without light? A light less life? Days of darkness? Creeping up in dark with unknown creature, I've gotten used to this. Yet, this is worse that being a prisoner in Hell. This is life I never expected, like a roller coaster, you have been riding it forever and wanting it to stop. Ups and down are the trivial part of the ride.

"Bring out the bride," The lady called out from the room.

"You are ready to go?" I have no word to speak so I nod.

Force to marry a friend, falling in love with the enemy. This is what  I could say worse than Hell. I agreed to it. Being the Nation's Princess, being proposed in front of the citizen, being watched by love, what choice do I have to refuse it?

"You ready to take the hall?" Trinity, the girl who mask her feelings and expression perfectly. I wish I know how to do that. Walking in front of millionths, facing the new groom I'm going to be handed to, when am I going to put a stop for it? Or will I just go with the flow? This is it? No, not a question mark but a full stop.

"We could run away,"
"I can protect you from them,"
"All you have to do is let me bring you,"

The words he said. Should I have taken up his offer? This is crazy. Stop thinking about it anymore.

Walk.

"My offer is still open," I heard his voice.

"Ryan?"

He came out of the long curtain when I was walking out for some air.

"What are you doing here?" Blood rush through my face. Even how glad I was to see him but he is in great danger if he is seen by even a single eye from our province.

"I told you my offer is still available,"

"How did you manage get in?" I am scared for him and he looks calm and cool.

This is the Ryan I felt in love. The arrogant, sarcastic, egoistic Ryan who had a past too.

"I'm Ryan,"

"Oh," I rolled my eyes but I did not dare to take a step close to him afraid I will take his offer.

Everything I was planning and planned will turn upside down. No this should not ruin it.

"Go away! You are not safe here!" I walk backward and close the glass door behind. I still saw him standing there and never moved.

"My lady? Its time," The servant came up.

"Yes,"

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"I now pronounce you Man and Wife,"

Christian gave me a small peck to satisfy the audience. He too knows I am not happy in this marriage. Well what can you say when both of us have no mutual feeling but was force by our known parents.

I still feel an eyes lingering around eyeing me from far away.

"Your Majesty!!!!" A safeguard came running towards the hall, "We found the culprit!"

"What's happening?!" I was panicking and all my thought went to Ryan.

"Somebody must have sneaked in to our wedding," Christian told me so only I could listen.

Then I saw The Majesty commanding the guard to bring him in.

After a few minutes, the volume of the audience increases, there he came all beaten up and being pulled by two safeguard.

Ryan! My heart was beating a mile per second.

I saw Christian's body language changed when he saw him coming.

"How dare you!!" The Majesty's voice was heard.

No, no, no! This is not happening!

I have no right to voice out is it?!

What can I do when someone higher than me has the right too.

"Bring him to the dungeon. I'll take care of him after that,"

"NO!!" Shoot, did was that my voice?

I saw a thin smile on through his lip.

I ran down the aisle towards the commotion area.

"Don't do this Your Majesty. He is one of our tracker from the other Province. Maybe we can use him to bring out the truth and plan they are making,"

"That's why we are keeping him,"

"We should give him more luxurious treatment for this kind of issues don't you think?"

"I agree with her," Christian buck me up. I looked at him all the sudden. Is he in his right mind? Or is he helping me in something?

I saw Ryan's face smirked. Is he planning something and I'm falling into his trap? He can fight, he is stronger than all those weakling safeguard but he got caught. Why? And How? What trouble is he taking up now?

The Land Of Lania

New place, new country, new environment, new city, new people, new home but I’m still the same old me. The me who would not dare to talk to stranger, the me who would never dare to mix with the environment, the me who would never ever dare to say a word when trouble encounters. But what am I still doing here, in this whole new world that only never fails to surprise me.

Caught by human like figures from a unknown planet, I’m lying here on a bed that is so not familiar to me yet. Being served, being accompanied, being stalked by unknown eyes, caught trying to escape and feeling unsure. I am not a prisoner. I am being respected and given high priority for the reason even I’m not able to believe.

A knock was heard, “Breakfast is ready,” 

This is not the servant’s voice. Its Ezra’s, the Prince of unknown land named Lania. The voice always intimates something in me that comes from my upper stomach. I stood up from my already numb body due to continuous sleeping to kill boredom.

The look in his eyes shows nothing as emotions. This cunning boy who is no more than a year old, with just that stunning dark blue eyes stares down to me. No longer be able give him the stare back, I nod. People here do not know privacy especially this Ice Prince here.

“I would like to change my attire before I come down,” I said to the blue eyes that turned purple.

 This has been a usual encounter I have seen ever since I came to Lanian 3 months ago. The change in eyes colors of every Lanian’s here are very unique.It shows emotions. And finally he did. Anger? Amused? I can't read.

"I'll accompany you to the kitchen today," He said with his stone voice. Oh, what a news. What happen to the servant who accompany's me every day?

He closed the door but I know he is standing behind it waiting for me to come out.  After just a few minutes of changing I stood there thinking of either I should walk with him. It’s always not a good idea for a Prince to be walking with me.

Angel

She was there again and again and again, not physically but mentally in my mind.

Disturbing my serenity of the day.

Clashing into times where I wish I could have talked to her but still afraid to approach.

Waiting for my conscience to inform me, where has it bring me too?

Now, looking at the wedding that is happening now, sitting few feet away from the bride and groom is the most beautiful girl I've ever came across in my living experience. The girl who have moved me by my not only the heart but my vision of life.

Her sincerity to enjoy each loving moment till the last second but also to take control of her surrounding had blown me down to her. Watching her from distance now with no single relationship between us is wonderful to think of getting to know her. Her eye contact with me wasn't enough for me but I guess I caught her attention much enough.

Approaching the beautifully dress bridesmaid with a navy blue satin silk, gives her the most precious vibe.

"May I take this dance?" I bowed to her, still with her masquerade on, her contour doesn't change from my invitation.

"Sure," A smile escaped her naturally lip stick-ed lips.

Just as the song behind plays a Jazz to move us back and forward.

"Hello, there," A lightly formal way wasn't bad.

"Hello," even her elegance in her voice doesn't reduce.

"Daniel, Daniel Gregory," I am.

"Jenny Cooper," Being close to her as this brings the fear in me clear.

"May I take the honour to remove your mask to unveil the lady behind the mask?"

She gave a sensitive laugh that shows she was amused.

"Do I have to?"

"Revealing surprises me much,"

Her hands glide to her neck to untie her masquerade. There it revealed the girl, the only girl that I've been after for 7 years and for my past lives.

"Where have you been all along?" Her eyes melted me and my speech wasn't controlling my mind.

"Excuse me?" Her right hand slides away from mine.

"Where have you been all this while Jenny?"

Her utter surprise expression was enough to make me doubt her knowledge on me.

"Who are you?" She moved apart from our distance.

"Someone you might know,"

Self-conscious over took her as she put back her mask on. She retrieved herself, bowed and left without speaking.

"Hey, you know her?" A male voice distracted me from her sight.

"You are?" I asked while adjusting my tie.

"She's my sister, that's why. Seems like my sister and you share something? She doesn't run away like this from a person," The guy who called himself her brother was holding a champagne cup in his hand.

"None of your distracting business," I told him.

"Oh, getting on hand are you?"

I moved away from from the so called brother he called himself.

Secrets are meant to be kept but what if someone else knows the secret that you were hiding. She definitely is hiding something.

I caught sight of her with another girl of the same age with her. Both giggling over something they find it curious about.

The dinner started and everybody were serving themselves, while I was serving myself with my own food too, the girl. Her appearance itself gives me energy, enough for me to stand for a day.

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Life In Uni...

Sitting with my friends, doing my lab reports and assignment. I realize its been a long time ever since I talked about my University life ever since I came here.

University, a place where you change who you are to adapt to the environment that you are facing. I still remember the first day where I met my friends, the first orientation day in the Grand Hall. The Ice breaking moment we had with our unknown friends.

Well as I was talking about adapting to University life, I didn't meant I change entirely la. Its just a change to adapt to the people, the environment and the living style here. Its been the most ponderous moment to leave behind my family and live far away from them since I was brought up like a silver spoon. All my doings has be go through my parents first for permission. I've been with them for 19 years. Now already being separated from them for nearly 2 months has make me into a different person.

Doing laundry, making breakfast, lunch and dinner, cleaning my bedroom for me, my mum was there. Here in my new home, without her, sometimes being lazy can make me do nothing. I never make my bed whenever I wake up, lazy to do my breakfast so I always get something form the fridge and dump it in my mouth and run to class.

Friends, what can I say? Lucky? Blissful?  A relationship I've never had before is when I'm in University, here. I can't really describe my relationship with them. Some are what I can say people who see who I am and some who see what they want in me. Never once I regret having friends like them because I love them to bits of my life. But I will still never ever forget the first ever friendship I had with my high school friends who are now my besties! This people here never make me feel rejected. Some make me feel insecure though. Relationship are never stable, mouth fight will always occur which usually occurs with my close housemate. Well, most of the in my university life is spent with my friends here, closely to 23/7 due to stay backs.

Middle semester break is coming up soon and I can wait to end up sleeping in my home sweet home!! =)
My mum and dad had already bought for me my Deepavali clothes. I can't wait to try it out. I miss my little annoying brother too! Hahaha! Even though he says he does not miss me, my mum always tell me whenever I call her , he ask whether I call up or not. Aww....So Deepavali here I come! Can't wait up to gather with my old besties! Korean food is waiting for me to <3 p="p">
But still even in my mid semester break I have assignment to be done!! Not one but two!! Boo! =X
Flashmob for my Indian Cultural Society is nearing and its the week after my mid semester break. My presentation for Life Science is after the flashmob, my presentation for Personal Development is before the flashmob. Oh-oh, what a packed week!

Freeze!!

As the title of my blog, I am definitely freezing in my University's 24/7 room.
Absorbing as much information I can into my brain for my Life Science subject Mid Semester examination.
Forgot to bring my jacket and the room, even though filled other students it's damn cold!!
Lesson learned: Bring your jacket whenever you come to study at Uni.
Ok, I know its a lame post..but I'm taking at break from studying so I'm blogging!
What else....on a process of writing a new story but I can only post it after my Mid Sem over! Which is on the 29th Oct!! :P

Listening to Ukiss's Stop Girl. Nice song, there's a English Version too!! "Stop girl in the name of love~"
Waiting for my others friends to get tired of studying!! Oh, Mun-mun joined me just a few second ago!

In the month of Rainy days, where all the days are raining! Can't even hang my clothes to dry! >.<

Oh and one of most important news!! I finally got my ticket to watch a K-pop concert!!!!! OH MY GEESSHH!!! YEAHHH!!!
I hope really really hope its worth the price!! Waiting for the day to come!! Hehehehe!!!

Ok, done with my break gonna continue studying now!!
Good Morning people! Current time: 12.25am.

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My Birthday Blast (?) O.O

Officially it's 10 of October 2012.
Slept early before 12.00 am due to tiredness.
Things seems to be weird recently before the day comes.
Friends acting all 'gossipy'? Weird. Don't want to tell me? Sad.
But I kept it to myself.

When the clock strikes 12.00 am, I was in my slumber land.
Snoring deeply I guess when the sudden loud knock disturbed my unknown dream.
Still dizzy from my sudden stand up, I open the door eyes blurry, saw my two housemates with expression that got me confused.
"Hem! Muvain called! He met an accident!!" Patricia's face was unpredictable.
"Still not wearing a proper clothes and was looking horrible, I answered, "What?! Accident?! What are you talking?!"
"I don't know! Come, we have to go see him, he said he is downstairs,"
"Uh?! What are you guys talking?! Oh my...please don't scare me la," I took my glasses and started panicking.
My housemates were already running down leaving me behind struggling to catch up with them.
The cold midnight breeze was making my body shiver.
"Wei, wait up! I'm scared!" I told them from behind.
"Where's is he?!" Patricia called after.

Then Patricia saw him lying on the playground carpet which was half wet due to the dew.
"Oh my god! Muvain!" Patricia ran towards with a her voice that I got a hint this is a trick!

I laughed out loud looking at the way Muvain lay on his face facing the carpet!
Hahahaha!! I started laughing and I couldn't stop it anymore.

Then I aw another two of my Uni mates coming over towards me with a piece of candled cake.
Its Wai Keong and Vincy! Oh my...
That got me surprised.
All of them started singing Happy Birthday to me and I blew the candle.
After a few second of settlement, I was attacked with WATER BALLOONS!
And that was another surprise.
I saw both my friends holding it and was ready to throw.
I started sprinting away from them around the playground.
Finally, no way to run since I finally have to make my way to them.
I ended up drenched and powdered at the same time!
Wai Keong keep throwing his balloon but it didn't break besides failing to hit me!
This was the embarrassing moment, I couldn't stand up since I sat on the ground with my body covered by water and powder!
"Guys!! Oh my god!!"
Then I got a another throw exactly on my head! My hair got wet. T,T
Then there was me with my ghostly looking picture where all my friends agreed that I have a potential to act in ghost movies!!

SERIOUSLY!!!! UH!!! T,T

Its cake eating time! I fed everyone the chocolate cake. Delicious one, thanks to Box Head!
Muvain started complaining that I didn't even cared about him when Patricia told me he met an accident.
LOL, who wouldn't laugh when you see a funny guy lying on the ground, face facing the ground flat like a butterfly?!
I kind of got it that it was a trick to hit me.
Vincy bought his two daughters (Hamsters) in a box.
We all started to play with him and I was getting cold because I was still wet.
Its 1.00 am and we decided to get back home for class starts at 8.am for us.

Morning came and  I got ready. Its my Birthday and I feel so special with my loving friends around me. Got a call from my dad, my aunties and my niece!

After class ended at 9.00 am, all my classmates wished me.
All I did was,"Thank you, thank you,"
"Hem, Happy birthday!"
"Thank you!"
This two lines were repeated around 30 times, I guess roughly.
And also, "Hem 'burger' happy birthday!" LOL. =,= My another nickname I got from my Uni mates.

My next class was not with my other friends so I was left alone to attend the class until 10.00 am. I got 5 missed calls from Poory and Pat but due to my phone in silenced,I couldn't hear it.
Got scolded by Pat because I didn't answer her calls after my class.
Then she said, ok, lets go eat now. I'm hungry and again they were she and Wai Keong was walking faster than me.
When I caught up with them, they went to the University square,its an open area next to the beautiful lakeside.
There were 10 of my close friends I usually hang out with sitting rounded with a cake in the middle!
Oh my! That was another surprise of the day.
Then lighted the candles and sang for me, since one of my another friends birthday was 4 weeks ago, they celebrated hers together with mine. Priya, you were surprised too!! XD
After singing, I blew the 19 candles that was lighted.
I'm officially 19 years old!
Lol, is that old? They still say I don't act like one. :P

Cutting and feeding one by one to my friends were the happiest moment I had! I was so grateful to them that I just don't know how to show it.
Then, I got my present. One of my favourite part, Birthday presents!!
And that too, surprised me too much! I got to carried away by happiness that I cried.
Its like one of my wish came through! I always go through the K-pop DVD section whenever I enter bookshops and look through the DVD's but due to the price, I never got to have one. Now, that I had it in my hand as my Birthday present, SHINee first world Concert Singapore, I screamed, well they did warn me not to scream but that's me, I just do it! I am me, and no one can change me!! :P
I hugged Mun-mun, Patty and Poory, Yong and thanked them. And thanks to my dearest box head Wiki for using his car to get me my presents, birthday cakes and stuff!
We had an enjoyable moment, talking and eating cakes under the sun.
And again thank you so much!

Getting ready to surprise me is it?!

My favourite part!

Two bday girls but different birth date!

Then , there was lunch. I promise my dad that I would treat them since its my birthday!
We went to Old Town White Coffee and had our lunch together. I treat them even though they were so nag about me being the one that was suppose to be treated.
This people don't understand that I want to thank you all!
But still I got some money from them and I was so mad that chucked the money back into their bags!
Hehehe! I payed for it!
Patricia told me to expect the unexpected, and this is what I get for my birthday! I know how much hard was it to keep it a secret from me and plan this, since I'm like a leech with you guys! Hahaha!!
Took my special credit to those who spent their money just for me,I deeply thank you all. Now I understand, how close I have gotten into your hearts and a friend.
I am so glad that I was able to have you guys with me, that missing my parents wasn't a big deal at all!

I seriously drool over out of happiness whenever I take out my SHINee DVD album!
Still waiting for the perfect time to watch it. Exams are nearing and assignment dues are getting closer.

My dream of the day

Its all happening. The dread that I’ve been avoiding.

It’s happened.

Everyone I know is gone.

“Hem, let’s go. We need to finish this last mission we stood for,” My best buddy is here but anytime, anything can happen.

Why am I still here? Am I that of a survivor?

We promised to finish them off. The people who are in charge of this demolition.

I’m frustrated but scared. I’m angry but helpless.

“Ok..where are we heading?”

“To the East of the forest. We could get something from the debris,”

“Are you sure, we can still find anything there?” I asked her Peter who is leading this team with confident and passion to destroy those people who did this to us. Cheng is very close to Peter in the case that they never leave each other's side. It's lie they are inseparable. And looking at them together makes me wonder on someone. Someone, i'm trying not to remember in this situation we are facing together.

Well, there’s nothing much to take up revenge, since all my loved one are gone. Gone in just a single bomb blast. My family is not here. My best buddy had lost hers’ too but she have Peter, who would give anything to save her. Who is brave and accompanying her all the way.

Is Luhan still alive? I’ve never seen him after the last run we did. The look in his eyes was so much for me to resist.

“We have to get clues,” He assured the team of 7 of us.

Me, Cheng, her boyfriend and 4 others we came across from the bomb blast last time. They have join force to follow us.

“Come on let’s get moving,” He stood up followed by Cheng with her spear.

I followed them behind. Somehow not ready to face the reality that lies ahead of us.

We walk through vines, bush, tall forest trees and we finally found the part of the last bomb blasted  section. The dusts are still hanging. The whole ground smells horrible. But it’s empty.

“This is it,” Cheng pointed in front of us.

“Be careful of whatever you touch,” Peter inform us.

Slowly we began to walk around at different angle but not far away from each other. Cheng followed Peter in front of me. I took their left. We searched for a specific clue.

Every single people in this district are dying out of bomb blasts.

This has been continuing for more than a month. Anything we touch turn into fire. It’s a button to turn on the dangerously blasting bombs the people in the Metropolitan has set up.

I came across a pipe, a letter which was  burnt, and a very uniquely looking wheel.

Its green and looks a lot like a steering wheel that was fixed to a large underground pipe which was half protruding.

What is this thing? I’ve never seen something like this before.

“Hey guys,” I call out slowly when I curiously steer the wheel  to see the outcome.

And there is was again the loud sound, everything in front of me went slowly, the noise that was peering through my ears like a sharp razor, the heat that pass through me. I fell onto the ground.

I took a look at my side and Cheng was fallen on her feet too but next to her was a large amount of dust and fire.

“Peter,” I whispered. What did I do?

Cheng was staring at the blast with her eyes wide enough to engulf what just happened.

I stood up immediately and the result of the blast was a very heavy dizziness and my left hear was still ringing.

“Cheng!!” I ran towards her. “Cheng! I’m so sorry! Cheng,get up,” I pull her to sit.

Cheng wasn’t speaking but she was calm and quiet.

What did I do to her? It was my fault! I made her lost the last person she was hanging on.

Tears rolled my cheeks and it was stinging. I pulled myself to my knees and let it out. Now its only us left. We lost Peter and the other 4. What can we do now? What could we possibly achieve?

My left ear was still ringing and I’m sure I lost my eardrum because I couldn't feel the wind on my left, I touched my ear and it was bleeding.

“Peter,” I whispered again.

Chen stood up after several minutes. I looked at her gaze and I know she is hiding everything inside her. She is trying to mould it inside herself. That’s what she do, always do. Never show her feelings to others.

“Let’s go back to the Hut. We can ignite a car and get going to the metropolitan,” Cheng told me and started walking in front of me without waiting.

I followed her immediately.

We reached the Hut. It consist of a small wooden restaurant and I remember there was an old lady who used to serve us food here. Few unwanted cars were parked here. Any of them could be fixed with a bomb.

“I’ll call Gan to ask him how to ignite the car,” Cheng told me an I just nod looking at her.

The restaurant was quiet and no one comes around after the incident that took place. We lost half a quarter of people from our district.

“Okay,” Cheng nod her head to the instruction on the other side of the phone.

Gan is one of the spy genius from the district but he never came back after joining the Metropolitan. Whenever we need news, we'll call him.

“I’ll just ignite a fire and throw it into the exhaust,” Cheng told me.

This is it. We are going there. But why do I feel like I don’t want any of the trouble? Why am I hesitating?

I turn around to look at the empty restaurant which was just a few feet in front of me.

A tall lean figure moved out and then in. I look at him and he resembles lot like Luhan. He took a second glance at us and froze.

Luhan?! “Luhan?” I mouthed.

He stood there looking at us.

Its him! Its..”Luhan!” I ran towards him and he was temporarily shocked. We hugged each other tightly.

“Hem!” I heard Cheng call out.

“Hem?” Luhan was making sure he wasn’t imagining. His was in utter surprise.

“Yes,yes,” I cried again upon his assuring hug.

“I thought you were gone, I thought you left me,” He said still holding on me.

“I thought you were gone too,” I said without even releasing his hug.

We stay put together until Cheng’s voice was heard again.

“Hem!” It was closer and she was walking towards us.

“I’m not leaving Cheng! I’m not! I can’t do this. I know I was up to it but seeing the situation now, I don’t want to Cheng,” I ran away from both of them into the wooden made restaurant and straight into a room.

The last thing I saw was Cheng standing there heartbroken face with Luhan looking at my way.

What have I done? Did I lost my only hope to revenge the Metropolitan?

Did I just broke my promise to be next to my best friend all the time?

I thought I finally found someone who I can cry to and understand me and I don’t want to leave him.

I was lying on he bed which I’m sure is Luhan’s. He must be the only one staying here besides the old lady, the owner of the empty restaurant.

There was a knock on the door but within second the door opened, revealing Luhan with his sweatshirt.

He came towards the bed and kneel in front of me.

I looked into his eyes.

He slowly caress me and we looked into each other eyes .

“She was just worried of you. You have to understand she just lost someone special to her,” I know he’s talking about Cheng. But the grip on my hand where he was holding me tighten and I can feel that he don’t want to lose me in a situation like this too.

“I..” I couldn’t finish my word. I know exactly how she feels. Its beyond wordless

.

Luhan climb on the bed next to me and took me in his arm.

“You have to talk to her,” He said and I nod.

He kissed my neck and look at my eyes for permission. If losing someone I love will be the last thing, I’ll do anything with him.

I kissed him. Slowly and passionately.  Luhan was careful enough not to hurt me and my feelings.

We were together this night and I wish this will last all my life.

The next day, I was welcome with bed coffee and a bread.

“Good morning sleepy head,” Luhan looks brighter and he was wearing a blue t shirt.

“Good morning,” I slowly stand up and lay my back on the head board.

He gave me a morning kiss on my forehead and serve me the tray of breakfast.

“I’ll be outside,” He said after passing me the tray and closed the door.

I walked around the room and surveyed.

Luhan only have a small picture framed with his family picture and a small teddy bear, his clothes.

I remember before I left the district for the team, Luhan lost his family in the bomb blast.

I went down the stairs and saw Cheng sitting at the table with her tray of bread too.

I approached her slowly and my guilt increases.

"Hey," I sat next to her.

"Hi,"She said without even looking at me but busy idling with her bread that she never eat.

"I'm sorry about yesterday Cheng,"

"No, it's my fault too, I'm sorry,"

"No, Cheng, it's just..I."

"Hem, I told you, I don't need your explanation," She finally took a bite from the bread.

"You have to understand me, I don't think we need to do this," I slowly approach her the topic.

She gave me a stare.

"Cheng, we should stop and just live with whatever we have now,"

"So you are telling, we just keep quiet and do nothing?" Cheng was a little furious.

"I'm not saying something bad, I'm telling this for our good too,"

"No! No, Hem! I want to do this! I need too, for...for, Peter," She said the last word in a low voice

I  know how bad she feels now. The lost she had is unbearable.

Am I being selfish?

I stood up, took my tray, dump it aside and went to my room leaving Cheng without an answer.

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I was under Luhan's arm that night.

He was telling me about going to meet Peter's parent who is a few miles away from where we are.We need to inform them about peter.

I refused at first but Luhan was good at talking and he manage to talk me out.

"Everything will be alright. I'm right here, Luhan whispered in my ears and we drifted to sleep cuddling each other.

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We were walking with long wooden sticks in our hands.

Me, Luhan and Cheng. We are on our way walking through forest to Peter's house.

I was all the time next to Luhan. Cheng kept quiet all the way, but her face show it all that she is stressed out.

By the time we reached the house it was afternoon.

An lady who recognise to be Peter's mother answered the door.

We told her that we were his friends. Cheng wasn't talking much because she wasn't feeling good with this talk.

"I'm very sorry for the lost of your son ma'am," Luhan apologised.

"Oh, no dear, I know everything will be this way even how conscious we are," Peter's mother was very understanding.

"I'm sorry," Cheng who was quiet all the sudden talked. "It's partially my fault," She said still gazing the blank air.

"Oh, dear," His mother was worried of her. "No, no, come on," She went closer to Cheng and hugged her.

"My boy has done a great job protecting someone he loved and I'm proud of him,"

Tears streaming down my eyes and Cheng finally broke down in his mother's arm.

Luhan was holding my hand tightly.

"I'll help you," A voice came out of nowhere.

We trun to look around and saw.

Peter!

Or someone like Peter?

"Peter?" I was shocked that my voice came out low.

Luhan was surprised too that we stood up from out seats.

"You?"

"Kris,"

"Peter's twin bother, This time Cheng answered.