When I was a Kid

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Readers/people/strangers/acquaintance/besties/whomever reading this XD

It been almost a month plus I last updated, even though I go online a lot to check on peoples blog update. Haha. Well, I'm actually busy with my final year and labwork and assignments and presentation. Pretty much what everyone goes through in their final semester.

Well, lets come back to my title, 'When I was a kid' is a copy paste of When I was a Kid by Beoy, a Malaysian author who writes about his childhood experience when he was a kid, I read all 3 of his books and it always reminds me of my younger days and how I ridiculously funny and weird and lame I was. 

And I thought why not I try to write out mine while I go down my own memory lane :P


1. Run, dinosaurs!

When I was kid, Jurassic Park was famous. I remember watching the movie over and over again on TV. 
There was this scene in Jurassic Park where, the kids and their dad were being chased by dinosaurs and they were running to save themselves. They finally came to this fence and had to climb over. 
Me after the movie, pretending to be chased by invisible dinosaurs and runs around the house and climb over staircase, pretend to fall and hurt and pretend to run again.

2. Washing Machine Ride

My house had this washing machine, well you know how it looks like right? It spins when you press start. So when I was a kid, I used to sit inside the washing machine because I fit perfectly well inside it and spin myself around till I get dizzy. Hahaha.

3. Grass Cutter?

Last time before my house was renovated, we had a lawn of grass at our house compound. There would be grass cutters covered in boots and mask and looks like fire fighter weekly.or monthly coming over to trim the grass. When I was a kid, I dreamt of becoming a grass cutter because I thought the equipment for trimming the grass was just too cool. 


That's all for today XDDD

From,
Coffee. 

Amnesia.

"Morning! Rise and shineee!"

"Hmmm, let me sleep for a while moreeeeee," She growls and turns away from the sunlight that was hitting her face.

"Its our honeymoon, we are supposed to be out enjoying," I tried peeling the blanket.

"Its our honeymoon that's why we are suppose to be sleeping in a day long," she mumbled and let the blanket goes off.

"Are you gonna wake up or do you want me to wake you up?" I climbed on the bed.

Her eyes opened the next second she felt the bed squeak or was it the part where I  told her i'll wake her up?

"Go away from me you pervert," She moved to the side and pushed using both her legs but it wasn't good enough to move me.

"Hehehe," I made an evil laugh and close in towards the lying body.

"AHHHH!" She screamed and laughed. "You are heavyy!"

That made me chuckle.

I pulled her on top of me and made myself facing her with my back on the bed.

She acted as though she was still sleeping.

I looked at that beautiful flawless face that I married to. Just enough to make my day bright and sorrow gone to the bin. Her ruffled hair made her look more sexy and mature. I smiled and kissed her sharp nose.

"Morning," She whispered.

And it went black. I couldn't see anything. I open and closed my eyes but it was still pitch dark.


"Peter? Peter? Can you see me?" A voice that wasn't familiar was floating above me. Then I could see everything. The bright light was coming back but I wasn't at the hotel room with Emily. I was at a place surrounded by white walls and machines and a glucose bottle was going into my vein. Hospital?

I saw the doctor rushing towards me.

"Mr. Peter, stay calm, you are alright now," The doctor said but took out a stethoscope to check my heartbeat. "Do you remember you name sir?" Said the doctor.

"Well yes, I'm Peter of course. Wait why am I in the hospital? Where's Emily?"

"Mr. Peter, you have been in coma for a month now,"

"Is Emily here? We were at out honeymoon when I went blank. Where is she?" I tried to look around but I only saw another girl/women with worried look.

"Oh, Pete," She sighed but sadness can be seen in her eyes.

"Who are you?"

Her face went blank and she ran out crying.

"Is there anyone else?" I asked the doctor who was still standing there.

"Son! Peter!" I saw my mum and dad and sister walking in now.

"Ma? Appa? Nelly? Where's Emmie?" I was so confused.

"Oh dear lord. She's not here Pete,"

"Why?! What happened? How come I was in coma for a month?"

"You met an accident Pete," My sister said with her stern tough voice she always use when it comes to serious matter. "Emily is no longer with us nor does she belong to you anymore. The doctor said you might have an amnesia that leads you to forgot what happens for the past years," Her eyes were teary.

I was frowning. "What?"

Random Story.

"Sena, you will be looking after the members for a few months till their manager comes back," Says the president.

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"Kai!" Sena almost shouted but she suddenly got aware that they were in a building full of people.

"What?" He stopped what he was doing and turned around to look at her.

"Were you blind? I am right in front of you!" She said almost annoyed by his attitude.

"Oh really? So what? You've seen me changed before right?" He smirked.

Sena frowned as Kai neared her and wrapped his arm around her. "That was in your house. Not when there's people around," She growled and pull away to walk out.

Sena has already gotten used to this stupid thing Kai does like Sena was just a guy and not a girl. At times Sena wonders if he is a homo or what.

"Suho, where are you guys? Kai is already here," Sena asked through the phone call she made on her way out of the changing room.

"On our way Sena. Stuck in a jam. Will be there soon," Suho answered on the other side.

"Okay," She settled down on the corridor benches outside the changing room.

Kai got here early because of his different schedule from the others.

The changing room door opened and Kai came out with the performance outfit and walked passed her. "YA! Where are you going? The others will be here soon, you better stay put,"

He ignored her as if she didnt even talk and walked away and turn to the left of the corridor.

She took a deep breath.

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"So are you guys ready?" She asked one last time before they take the stage.

There were already loud cheers from the fans when the group name were announced.

"We are!" They said together. Sena looked at Kai. He wasn't looking at her.

"Okay, I promised you guys Korean BBQ after this right? So, do well!" She cheered them up and smiled.

"YEAY!" Chanyeol and Baek squealed.

"Your mics are gonna be on soon, so no more mumblings ok!" She pushed them forward.

Everyone moved except for Kai.

She looked at him and saw that he was staring at her.

"Kai, faster, before they start the music!" Her eyes gotten wide when he came close and kissed her cheek and walked towards the others like usual and joined them.

Her heartbeat rose up so much that she can feel blood rushing to her cheeks.

She looked down at her hand and noticed the ring she is wearing, carved, Kai.

Random Story.

"Oh come on just finish those Cyanne!" Kate was yelling at me for leaving two bites of food on the plate.

"I can't. I'm super duper full," I showed her my puppy face though I know it won't work on her. 

"Eat it." She was stern and stood up to clean her plates and spoon and the empty dishes.

Yeap, that's Kate my housemate I've been living with for almost a year and half. I've left my hometown Georgio to continue my studies at in Broadcasting and Journalism in the university miles away from my house. Kate's a friend I will rarely get with her sarcasm and wit but she does hate it when people don't finish her food she cook. So I chunk all the food in the plate in one go and swallowed. Not that its not nice, its just my appetite is very tiny to go on with. 

"How' your preparation with the concert going on?" Kate ask while washing the dishes at the zinc counter.

"So far no problem. I have Dave, Rick and Charles helping me with the flyers and tickets. Sophia is helping me with the decoration and stage arrangement. I guess one thing left for me to look for is the sound system and lighting," I fiddle with the waste on my plate. 

Its been a crazy month for me because as the president of the Music club, I have to take an initiative to be active on something and the members and myself have came up with the idea to do an open concert collaboration with other universities around and also from each school to perform.

"I have someone I know that might help you with the sound and lighting system. Let me see if  I still have his number," She put the last washed plates on the plate hanger and took her phone out from her pocket. "Oh here it is, take down, name, Harry, number, 06-675893202,"

"Harry?" I gave her a quizzical look.

"Oh come on! You can't possibly think only your ex has the name Harry?" Kate rolled her eyes.

"Ok, ok, I'll call on check on it then," I stood up and went back to my room while Kate continued cleaning the table.

Harry, no. Please, dont do this. Harry! You can't do this. Listen we can talk through it, come on. Please pick up my phone.

I looked at the dial-er with the name Harry on it. Sighed and pressed call.

"Hello?" A voice of a guy answered. Oh come on, just talk! He's not the Harry that left you.

"Hello? Who's this on the line?" The voice asked again.

"Sorry, sorry, hi! I mean hello, this is Cyanne,"

"Cyanne how can I help you?"

What's' wrong with you Cyanne! Talk.

"My friend gave me your number so I could ask/talk to you about sound and lighting system for a concert I'm planning,"

"Oh, is that so? Great. That means we must meet up to talk about it with my boss,"

"Oh, great. Okay, I'll see you then, Harry right?"

"Yeap, See you,"

I shut the phone.

I KENOT 'TAHAN' THIS.

YES, THE TITLE SAYS IT ALL.
If you are asking about what do you mean by that title, it is about 'BOREDOM'.
You read it right. BOREDOM.

I AM TOTALLY BORED TO DEATH RIGHT NOW. LIKE SERIOUSLY. MY HEAD IS GOING CRAZY. I NEED TO DO SOMETHING, I NEED TO STUDY SOMETHING, I CANT HANDLE MYSELF BEING CAGED IN MY OWN HOUSE.

Excuse me for typing all my words in capital letters. I just had the need to release all my bulked up boredom into writing it out that it came out bold and mad.

Let me give me a basic routine of what I do in my house;

Morning;

Wake up 9am/9.30am, pick up the phone next to me to wish Waikeong and some others who I got notifications from the other social networks, 10am go downstairs, brush teeth, make breakfast, eat. 11.30/12pm, starts cleaning up study room, my room and parents room, sometimes go out to buy something for mum for lunch preparation.

Afternoon;

Shower, sit, do dad's paperwork at the same time procrastinate, reply Waikeong and chat with him on Whatsapp, scroll FB, Twitter, Instagram at the same time, listen to songs/covers, talk to mum sometimes, then go back to bussiness, do dad's paper work, and repeat, makan.

Evening;

Same thing. Except no more talking to mum. Just help her hang the washed cloths. Sometimes tries to do workout.

Night;

Surf the net till bedtime, makan, sleep.
So alll these repeated routine is driving me NUTS. Its insane staying at home and doing things that bores me. I have tried doing some other things like baking, watching korean shows but all these comes to an end and my boredom kills me again.

I just cant wait for my semester to start so I can get my ass back to Taylor's and start with my Final Year Project.

3 MONTHS OF FREAKING SEMESTER BREAK IS WAY TOO MUCH FOR ME TO TAKE IT.

Its not like I'm on holidays or what not to enjoy it. Its just going back to home. Though there are times, my parents bring me out for a small outing. Even that doesnt last long okay. I mean I can come up with something, like write a story, or read up my novels, or continue my FB adlibs or draw but it just didnt struck the interest in me for now. All I can think of is going back to my University and start my semester. I'm all hyped up for it to start!

This got me to realize that, I'm not the kind of person that can stay at home and do nothing. I need to walk around, make myself busy and make myself interested in something.

Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock. Time seems to fly so slow when I'm eagerly waiting the it to pass by.

Sigh, anyway I'm sorry for taking up your time to read my bored up boring post because I got bored and blogged. Hahaha.

Love,
Coffee. 

Will always be there.

Hello to everybody who's having the holiday of their life and to those who's life is just as boring and meagre as me. TT,TT Tht's because I'm on my semester break which is not really a holiday for me. 3 months of semester break is just too longggg and horribly boring ya know!

Anyway, it's been ages since I blogged something proper right? So here's something I just thought of posting after reading tonnes and tonnes of articles about being in a relationship and keeping it long distance for a certain period of time. I know I'm gonna crap stuffs again but bear with me ya~.

I was thinking of posting it after I start my semester but then nah, I'm too bored and I wanna blog something and post something. =P

So it's been almost 2 years eh? Like not yet but almost, very close.Ah, yes its about my relationship with this most lamest, silliest, and also ridiculous boyfriend I ever had. Never thought I could hold on to this for this long actually. When I first accepted him, I was never on the mindset to see my future with him. Never did I thought I was going to set my heart for him. All I thought was I should give in and give myself and him a chance. After all, I rejected him few times and he was still after me for months and months. In the end, he took this one chance I gave him and showed me he's worthwhile by just being plain himself.

Being in a relationship got me to realize, not all guys are the same. When you expect him to be your king or prince charming or whatever Korean drama type of guy but no. Reality is wayy, wayyyy different than you think it could be. At least its not as worse as Korean dramas.

As for this fella, he's just plain himself. I mean he does try to make me happy. His effort that I always treasure. Even it is just plain simple things like visiting me out of the blue, getting me Famous Amos cookies, bringing me out for dinner or dessert eating and even inviting me over to his house for dinner too. He's always trying to make me happy.

And our relationship was nothing like Korean dramas. It was just plain simple and we always go with the flow. He's willing to be responsible. The most important thing being in a relationship that I learn was both the girl and the guy have to be responsible. Its not just the guy that has to take effort but the girl too.

I've done my part to appreciate what ever things he has done to me, make it it was romantic or not such as just driving me to school even when he's no more attending or bringing me out for dinner after his work even when he's dead tired (yeah he was working for time being till he got accepted to go Aussie to continue his studies if you guys are wondering. He was doing his internship.). To that I've tried to make him my own made cards, photo books of us, giving him letters, get him small things that he likes (especially foods), cooking for him. Though I know I kinda suck at that still and I even tried baking (This came out successful because I ended up taking baking as my new hobby!) Even it is not big I hope he understands.

So now he has already flown to Australia to continue his final year there for 10 months. I supported his decision on letting him go miles away from his family and me to study. Its also one of my way to let him know that I trust him no matter where he goes. I was happy that he's going overseas, few thousand miles away to continue his last year. He can finally get to see the outside world without his parents and also learn to be independent (though he was already independent) XD. But yeah.

I thought I could handle the relationship with him being so far away. With me not being able to see him face to face, with me not being able to hold his and tease him and bully him, cry to him, go out 'makan' with him and his family and what not. I thought I was super ready because its just freaking 10 months. But I guess I was totally tiny bit wrong. :( I was totally holding up my tears, showing off he's the weak one crying. :P but then when he left us (me and his family) standing there looking at the signboard 'international departure', I realized the biggggggggggggggg hole.

When I reached home that night, I couldn't sleep, thinking how am I going to survive when I come back to KL again? Its not going to be the same anymore. He wont come and visit me, or he wont be there to surprise me, I have to go out dinner by myself and also do grocery shopping alone. All I can do was miss him. Ah, the next 10 months (my Final year project and also my internship) gonna be totally different I realized.

But we got a chance to challenge our relationship. Its to take up all the ups and downs by being far apart and come out clear after that!

#random


From,
Coffee.

You Smiled Back.

You were the only one, 

That looked into me,

That held me in your eyes,

You were the one that made me feel something. 

I do remember,

You smiled back,

When you did there was something,

Something that stirred in me,

I wasn't sure of that something.

Whenever you walked next to me,

My heart did something,

The light brush of our arms,

You smiled back,

And my world was lifted up.

You smiled back when I did,

And I went lalalalala, 

I went flying,

I was happy all because of you,

Because you smiled back.

You were the only one,

That smiled back at me.