Wednesday, 26 March 2014

The Start of Semester 4

So today marks the first day of my Semester 4 Year 2. Wow. I'm a Sophomore! I'm a senior for three batches behind me and junior for three batches in front of me.

The first class was at 8am, Food and Nutrient Evaluation. Mr. Waikeong came early because I woke him up early. Kekeke! XD Packed breakfast and went for class. So it was our same lecturer from last year. And I started getting distracted in the first class of the first day. GREAT. Two hours class but we talked the lecturer out to get out earlier for the next two hour class.

Next class 10am, Nutritional Biochemistry. Dont get scared. Dont get scared by its name. Dont get scared but I DID. The lecturer looks a lil lil bit sstriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiict. She started her lesson right after the introduction to the subject. And the only person she recognise in her class was me. YEAP. ME. Because I knew her last sem. She was my mentor. "I know some of you here, Hemlatha. Hemlatha right? You are my mentee yes?" That time I was blurring out, like daydreaming actually and I came back to reality when she spelled my name out of her mouth. I was like whhuuut. She knows me? She remembers my name after 4 months?! Yaish!

So after that class I wanted to pee pee but eventually MOST OF THE TOILETS WERE CLOSED DOWN DUE TO WATER RATIONING. I have to like go find for a not closed down toilet when there used to be toilets every floor. *Cries*

Recess time and I was excited to see the new food court that was closed down for 5 months. So it has a indoor food court and outdoor food court but it doesnt make any difference in this weather. In or out, it was still hot. =,= It doesnt seems to be blowing air cond in the indoor area. AND the food priced were INCREASED. Almost gave me a heart attack when my food with rice, two vege and a small half fish cost RM9.90 *Cries again* But there are some new food like western food, pasta, burgers and etc.

Then me and waikeong bought the new menu chatime and shared. Caramel with chocolate Cadbury. Well not bad. Its still drinkable. Hahaha!

We had a talk on MQA accreditation for our School of Bioscience. Its gonna be fully approved by MQA and be taken out from its prohibitory MQA. So the Dean has selected several people from each batch to attend an interview that will be done by to panel from the Malaysia Qualification Agency to approve our School. And one of those unlucky person is me. I had been told to be ready for the interview next month and memorise the Vision and Mission and few taylors related stuff. So when they ask me questions, I know about it and also to give good comment about the School. Yesh. I have to. @,@

After the talk I had next class 3pm, two sleepy hours because it was raining. Food Preservation. It was Ms. Chan, our few-years-older-than-us lecturer. She was okayy but I actually wanted to get out of the class for the day. So she ended the class early after seeing our bored face! Hehehe!

Me and Waikeong rushed to the car park so that we could get out of Taylors before the usual Taylors jam starts. And yesh! We did! We got out without a jam. Yummyy!

Came back home and realised after rambling my whole bag and taking out all the stuff out of my back that I left my keys in Waikeong's car. How smart. -,- I made him come back lol. Ooops sorry. He pass me my keys and here I am sitting and blogging!



Saturday, 8 March 2014

The Waiting

A story of a girl who waited for her fiancee. Waited. And still waiting.
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Walking through the wind that pushes past our hair. Do you still remember this place, Ash?
I wish you would. I am here. Walking day and day around here. The sonata wind, the snow that sprinkles around me. Its the first snow I'm seeing without you. Its the first day I'm walking without you. Where are you? Are you here with me? Are you up there looking at me through the sky? Talking about the sky, its very beautiful day today. The sky is filled with bright cloud. Just like any day we used to walk hand in hand and see  the sky above us. I've brought out your bicycle out today instead of mine. Its been long since I rode bicycle. I hope I don't bump into someone else, like how I did to you. It was our very first day here that day. The day I set I set my eyes on you. Our more like you set your eyes on me? =) I came yelling at your back to move away because its my first time riding a bicycle out here. And you, you were walking with your bicycle next to you. When I think about it. It makes me sound like a most infamous silliest girl you could have ever fell for. Are you hearing me? Are my thoughts drifting to you?

We bumped. We met. I payed for your damaged bicycle and you kept coming after me asking me, "So you think paying me money for a new bicycle would make be much better? It was my favourite bicycle I got from my grandpa, it doesnt change anything that you ruined it." Making me angry and making me feel guilty so much. You annoyed me the most. But as day past, we kept meeting each other co-incidentally at this place. I used to ignore you everytime. But one day you didnt appear. I thought you were late. I waited. Next day, the after but you didnt came.

Why do I feel empty when you weren't there? Why do I feel so clueless? Like how I feel now. You are not here like that day. I thought you left. Like how you did last time. But you came. You came back for me.

You stood under those beautifully blooming tree with your new bicycle smiling when I saw you. I didnt know what came into me but I remember I ran towards the tree. Ran towards you. I was embraced by you. Then I knew how its feel to be contented and I didnt feel empty anymore. You fill my heart, Ash.

But where are you now? You promised me you will bring them and come for me. You promise to give me what you took away from me. My heart. You promised me to be here with me. Are those promise meant nothing. You filled up my eyes and heart. I keep thinking about you. Where are you now Ash? Are you up there looking at me being empty and clueless again?

The ring on my finger doesnt give me any answer. I can't find it either. I can't seem to let go of it. Tears. I cant seem to let go of the tears that kept rolling.

Its a beautiful day, Ash. Look down at me wherever you are. I brought flowers too. I'm sitting under the same tree I came looking for you when you disappeared. It still has our name carved in it.

'Ash n Tess'.

What do I do now, Ash?

Give me a sign for the day.

I would love to walk away from this tree and never look back. I set his bicycle aside leaning across the tree and set the flowers down.

I walked. Walked and never looked back.

You can have you bicycle back, Ash. I love you.

Rest In Piece always.

Sincerely,
Tessa.






Wednesday, 26 February 2014

Do Not Play With Fire.

"You coming cousin?" Reece was chewing her gum as usual popping bubbles.

"No, I've got some cast to learn today," 

"Oh come on! Uncle won't be mad just for a day! Besides its a weekend, L!" Reece started pulling me out of my chair. I groan. She does has a point.
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"Ree, this is not the place we are supposed to be," Her car stopped right in front of the town's famous night club.
"Aw, L, just once please!" Reece was trying to work out her charms but its normally doesnt work on me.

"Ree, Uncle will be furious if he knows we came here," I was calm enough to reason with her.

"L, Uncle won't know if he don't need to. You got it?" She got down the car and waved at me to get down too.

Sigh.

When I opened my car door, there it came banging and booming the band from inside the club. Rows of girls and guys were waiting outside to make out inside. I wonder why they came all the way here to do it.
Reece held my arm and walk past all the ones who are queue-ing straight to the bouncer.

"Hey, Mr.Snotty," That's what the badge says so Reece pronounce it. Her charms usually works on mortals. 
He slide open the safe line belt and made us walk through it like a VIP. 

I could smell everything when we entered.

Reece let go of my arm and jump over her so called hooked up boyfriend who was waiting for her. So this is why she dragged me. To make me stand here while she make out with her boyfriend? 

I moved along the people who are cramped around each other to a more airy area. I found a seat and sat.

"Hey babe~" A voice came behind me and smelled liquor. Breath smoldering my back shoulder. "OUCH!" He crippled. His fingers were burning. "Did you- did you do that?!" He was freaking out.

Let's say that's my kind of game. Mamma says don't play with fire when I was a kid but you know when you grew up with it, you actually get used to it. 

Fire. A friend and a foe to me.

Fire. A gift and a curse to me.

Fire. 

"Leave me alone," I turned to face him and he ran.






Friday, 10 January 2014

Just Life.

Hello! I'm Hemlatha Nagappan. A girl with the zodiac of Rooster and horoscope of Libra. So it's holiday season for me and my batch students. I'm home far away from my Uni. Its only been 3 weeks of holidays and it felt like 3 months for me. This feeling is maybe I have a certain someone over there thinking about my absence next to him (Okay mushy me =P). But yes, I do miss him. Like really miss his presence, his forehead kisses, his hugs, the way he holds my hand or hip when we walk, the way he stares at me sometimes, his silliness, his childish acts in front of me, the way he rumbles about traffic jams and why our uni is so bad, hahaha! And also his annoying farts. Yes, you saw it right, farts. Which makes me wanna kill him sometimes when it stinks. =,=

So, my life in few words? I'm a Happy-Go-Lucky girl! I like what I'm doing and what I have but sometimes this Happy-Go-Lucky girl has limits to take in too. I'm happy I have my best friends with me whenever I need them. A shoulder to cry on and also my certain someone I love. These four people I treasure the most. Everyone comes with a nickname. Candy, Ariel, Ginny and Wiki.

Besides them in my life, I have few friends in my uni which I treasure the most. Its been a year plus and some of my friends seems swaying away into distance. Some that I used to bother a lot. After a few bad memories I had, I guess things don't always stay the way we want it. That's so true. Things change, people change, and we eventually have to adapt to it or move away from it. And when we seems to be adapting to change, a lot of more better people enters out life. Those who we never expected to be there for us.

I had stupidly cried over certain people. I don't hate them. Never would I hate them at all. They are people who made me learn that we always have to be there for ourselves first, then only think about others. But when you think your happiness is when you make others happy, you can have a good life too.

I know I'm crapping. But some situations makes me wonder a lot in distance. What are all those small things are for when you think its just a small matter after all?

Anyway, I'm happy enough to have a very small circle of friends who I care. Even when I don't take initiative to chat or talk with them but I know when I need them, they would always always be there.

From,
Coffee :)

Monday, 18 November 2013

Food and places!

Well, from what I see, this semester and last I have been going out to eat foods a lot. Like A LOT. There are some which can be considered moderate or some neyyy >.< Oh some yeay! :D

Since I'm darn bored waiting for my parents to come and fetch me, let me talk about those food and places. Hope I dont make you all drool or hungry whenever you are reading this. Hehehehe~

So many places that I dont know where to start. LOL. Okok, here's from where I remember.

Snowflakes

So I've never heard of Snowflakes until I came to KL. I'm not sure if they have it there in JB or not. But its a lil similar to Blackball dessert shp but they flakes are nicer! I tried their new Mango Magnificent recipe. Which was the Mango Coco. I would say RM9.90 was a lil pricey for it. >.< Rate: 7/10.

I took the Mango Coco! XD Actually wanted Mango Sunrice but they said no more sunrice. So yeahh... T,T


This is how the outlet looks like. This one is in Midvalley, but the one I went was in Sunway pyramid. :P


Next up,

Hui Lau Shan.
As you can see all the food places are dessert shops. Because for the past few months I've been craving for sweet stuff. I think I'm getting a sweet tooth. T,T This place, the desserts are mostly of Mangoes. So if you are a mango fruit fan and want to try something new on mangoes besides just eating the fruit. Come here and try. Though the price are a lil expensive. 
Rate: 7/10.

This is how it looks like. Yes I had to queue up to go in and sit.



The mini set is about RM12.00. Which I thought was a lil pricey for those small pieces. But I ate it all! XD

Par Tea Time

Have you heard of Chatime? Its something like that they offer you all kinds of drinks with pearl to Milk Tea and ICE CREAM WAFFLE. Yes, I went there just to eat the ice cream waffle. Which so nice! Warning don't go if you are full, you won't be able to finish the portion, I swear! Its so much and yummy too! :)
Rate: 7/10.

Purplish.

This is the normal normal waffle which was RM8.90. Worth it I could say!

The other plate which is this, is The banananananaan Waffle! Which is full of bananananaasss! RM12.90. At the end I coulndt finish the waffle. Left one for the cleaner to eat it. I hope. :p
Tong Pak Fu

Another dessert shop! :P Rate: 5/10

some Mango Aloe Vera thingy! :P

Black Glutinous rice! 
Brownie with Vanilla Ice Cream :)

Pasta Zanmai

A Japanese mix restaurant with a lil bit of a 4 star rated with the price and service but the food is nice! Rate: 7/10

Ham Pizza! Hehe Waikeong was like you ordered western food in Japanese Restaurant? =,= Hahaha! Opsie.

Salmon Spaggetti~ With cream~ XD 



Ichiban Ramen
Ichiban Ramen from the name itself you can know its a Japanese restaurant. The shop looks japanese-y rather than those modern japanese shop like Sushi King. There are flats that you actually looks like you are sitting on the floor but your legs are below the wooden table as though you are sitting :P. Rte: 7/10.

First menu above is some ramen soup which I cant remember, the second is a chicken teriyaki bento set! 
Price are not bad! I will go again next time if I have a chance. Its located in Sunway Pyramid.



Thai Thai
Its a Thailand restaurant where the price of the food are waaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy expensive. T,T We both went there for a our second date but then after that I never wanna go because of the price. Haha! Mostly is all RM20.00+. Will rate it 6/10.

Tomyam Mihun. Waikeong sweated to the max.

Pineapple fried rice. OK-OK only la this one. ><
This one nice, just that the mango is not that sweet :P




There many moreee to come like BBQ Plaza, Buffalo Steak House and etc. But no pictures of the food!! XD 

Friday, 11 October 2013

A Story To Be Told.

So its been a long time since I blogged uh? Haha! Well, I guess I really should continue my blogging because sometimes even if you can't explain ur feelings to some people out there, you can tell it to your bloggie. =) Hey bloggie, its been a long time so bare with my loooong blog ok? :P

So first of all, its been exactly a year and few months plus I came to Taylors University. And yesterday was my birthday ><. Nothing much but I'm happy for my friends who did a mini surprise for me while I was studying with them. I somehow knew that they were gonna do something, but didnt expect it to be done 15 mins before my actual birthday that I cut my cake and they sang birthday song! XD Because their supposed to be surprised was backfired by me walking to the place they were setting up the surprise accidentally. XD Hahaha! Sorry guys!

So since I'm currently attached with someone, let me tell you something about my journey with this certain someone. He is a guy of course. Haha! And we have been friends for more than a year now including our get together. Nice is not really the word I would explain about him. But somehow nice is the only word that first came to my mind when one of my friend asked me abt him and I said, "He is nice," Well, here goes my mushiness and cheesy-ness. =,=

We got together after a whole lot of troubles we were in together and individually. After 6 months of chasing after me, I decided to give him a chance and also give myself a try. Who knows as day pass by, not even a single day goes without talking or thinking about him. Well, its more like I'm used to him nagging me all these long even before we got together. He always comes and find me when there is a green light shown on my facebook online statues or to be the first to like my Facebook post, to be the one to reply my Tweets, he will wish my good morning or good night, text me every single day and waste his credit, got me presents and gift for occasions. And I never was once felt annoyed, though sometimes, just sometimes, he gets too sticky. Hahaha! He has anger management problem and always does things without thinking. So i decided to change that character of his to good when I got together with him, and look now, he doesnt even try to raise his voice when he get mad and even drives at the pace of 60km/hr from last time who he used to speed for nothing.XD.

We have been through a lot now. Things are different every single day and I love that every single day we go through together. He is always there when I'm down or up, ugly or pretty, bored or amused just to see me go through it with him. He gets up with my stubbornness, my moodiness when I'm pms-ing, my cravings when I want something, my anger, all. He knows me well just to take care of me. I like they way he always stare at me when we are alone, says 'I love you,' out of the bloom, says your beautiful  when I'm not even wearing something nice at the first place.And slowly he found his way to my heart and secured me with all this doings.

I saw this on a page's status, so I'm re-posting it.
"When I first fell for u, I couldnt stand being apart from you for a week, then for days, then it was hours, and then an hour and minutes. Now, I can't stand being away from you a second,"

 All I want to do is to hold ur hand and walk through rough days and my smooth days. I know its not gonna be easy when you decided to continue your studies to Australia and we might undergo situations where both of us might come to an end but I want us to stay strong and stand still where nothing can break us. ( Ahhh! Im being toooo cheeeesy! ><) 

So here are some pictures we have come so far.


Our so called first date? XDDD




When we had our MIFT food testing together and we became the bartender. :P



The times when he always wants to sleep on my shouder or my lap. =)




I still like this picture! When he had long mushroom hair :P


HAHAHA! Bii what are you dreaming abt? :p

My first collage with him. And My first picture I posted on Insta together with him. ;)

Our crazy watsapp symbol chats XD
Our recent outing to Ipoh together with my classmates =)


My failed attempt on drawing him because he was too cute not too! XD I gave this drawing as our 3 months or 4 months together I think and i dont know where he dumped it. HAHAHA! XD

When he goes berserk in the Uni library to make me laugh. =)

I made it out of a given wedding chocolate box! 
Well, its been almost only 5 months we were together and I got to know a lot abt this fella. Just how he is inside and outside. In another 4 days is our 5 months together, so happy 151 days together Bii! :)

So I can't wait to see your family and relatives next month for his sister's pre wedding dinner. His dad ask me to come, and I'm not yet fully prepared to face his whole family and relatives with questions being bombarded? But I can tell that I'm ready also. I wanna make him proud to have me. Too hold my hands and introduce me to his relatives saying I'm his. (GOSH! MY CHEEZINESS!)

Well, time do past by very fast uh? It almost seem like I knew him for sooo long. I'm looking forward for the future with you, Lau Wai Keong.

Tuesday, 6 August 2013

The proposal 2

"Come on you ready?" The bridesmaid ask her.
Yes, her. She is getting married. Getting married to the Son of the Men. Getting married to the person she fell in love for 7 years.
They decided it. They fixed it. They went on with it except for the sudden proposal Luhan did.
Leo got proposed by Luhan with her family's help. She was moved to tears. She still have the blue proposal letter with her. Still holding it tight.

Leo wrote a letter back for him too during her nights alone in her room. A letter from her heart.

Dear Lu,

Luhan. Lu. Bii. All this name I gave you. I will definitely and always want my lips to say it over and over again till death. With you letter next to me, I'm writing this now for you back. I know a single page will never be enough for me to explain my love for you, so I will prove it to you better when you are officially mine. All those years we have been through is prove enough for me to believe in us, to believe in our bond, to believe in our trust, to believe that we can go through the mountain that will be ahead of us. I have no idea what I'm crapping now. And I'm not as perfect as I might look,you have known me for my flaws and imperfectness and you still accepted me. Its middle of the night and this is the third paper I've written. The other two didn't come out as  I expected. So my dear love of life, with all this I know I'm ready to be your wedded wife.

She insert the letter in a same blue envelope and stick a love shape on it with a smiley.

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"Smile~" Said the photographer. Leo smiled widely.
"Leo?" Leo's mum and dad came in.
"Mum! Dad!" She got up with her bride gown and moved towards her parents who were standing and smiling at her. Happiness is seen in their eyes.

"Leo darling," Her mum was on the verge of crying.
"Mum, shhh," She hugged her.
"You are pretty Leo, pretty and grown up and someone else's now," Said her dad.
Leo just hugged her dad.
"Be happy Leo,"
"Thanks dad and mum,"
They took a picture together.

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So this is it uh? My day. I'm finally someone else's wife.
The bridesmaid and make up stylist did a good job on me. I can say that.
Dad's next to me. He is ready to let me to and hold up his hand, Luhan's.
I took a deep breath and started walking out of the room towards the Grand Wedding Hall.
I know Luhan is there. Waiting for me. With my letter in his hand.
All suit and tie. Hair combed up. Just like my imaginations. A smiled automatically came.
"You ready?" Dad asked. He covered the veil I was wearing properly.
"Yes, dad,"
"I love you Leo," He smiled. My dad. I love him too.
Then the doors to the hall open, and my heart starts to beat wildly.
Is this it? I'm all so nervous and excited.
The Man I'm seeing in front is all it takes for me to move forward across the aisle with my dad.

Memories came drowning me with tears all the sudden. When we first met. When we first laughed at each others jokes. When he first came to me to confess, the time I refused him and walked way. The way I felt for not talking to him like it used to be because I wanted him back. The first time I held his hands intertwined. The first kiss we had in an storage room while hiding. The day I slept with him cuddling. Meeting his parents,meeting my parents. Fought because of jealousy, fought because of ignorance. All these I've been through with him and more to come, I know.

 People around me are whispering. I'm not sure its the ones I want to hear or not. My ears started to feel block and my breath are not consistent anymore.
My heart beat increases but I'm still walking, walking towards my man.

I saw him clearly now. My man with his groom mate. Standing on top of the end of the aisle looking forward to hold my hand into his. Steady and proud. His smile is making my leg wobble.

"She's yours," My dad handed me to him. I thank my dad and smiled at Luhan.
"Hello there," He whispered to me. I mouthed him, "Hello, handsome,"

Then we turn and faced the priest. Its the vow that made us strong. The promise that I made, the promise that he made. The rings we exchanged, its give us a whole new world ahead of us to see soon. Yes, a whole new life too.

"Now you may kiss the Bride," Luhan kept staring at me all this time and he slowly opened my veil.
Crowd started cheering.
"I love you," He said and kissed me.
"I love you too," I said after the small sensational kiss we shared.
And our love is finally sealed.
Sealed with vows, promises, memories, love, and rings.

We turn to face the crowd and I saw my parents smiling at me.I'm glad I'm here now. Glad to have hi next to me. Glad of all the things happened. And now for the after party!

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"You ready babe?" Luhan was wearing a bow and suit with is push down hair that makes me melt with is eyes.
Its the after party and everyone is drinking, eating and enjoying the night. Songs are blasting, people are dancing. I had a small cup of wine from the ceremony and still sipping it.
"Oh yess," I smiled and took his hand to dance around with him.

Me and him.
The song became a melo song, people around us started moving slowly and with their couples/partners.
We moved according to the music too.

"You are just perfect," Luhan caress me slowly across my cheek and smiled. He never moved his eyes away from me.
I looked at him. Deep emotions were shared between this unspeakable moments and only we understand.
I smiled back.
"Thank you for being with me," I said and lied of his chest while moving.
To listen to his heart beat pumping is like serenity. Calm and strong.
He took me in his arm and hugged me. Just the way I wanted it always. Tight and comfy.
"So we have a big day tomorrow?" He said.
"Oh? What day?"
He had this very serious teasing smirk and my blood ran out.
He took my hand and showed our rings.
"We are married Leo," He winked.
Married, yes. So?
"Honeymoon?" I asked him.
"Not really, I'm still saving that for next week,"
"Then?"
"We can still play," He whispered at my ear.
"Play?"
"Yes, play. Have some good stretching time with you,"
"Stretching time with me alone?" Alone?
Oh oh...now I got it!
"Ya! You pervert!" I hit him playfully in his shoulder
"You are slow Leo!" He showed his tongue and I kissed him.

Yeap, thats us. And my married life.