Songs That So Much Relates

1. Counting Stars- One Republic
    "Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleepy,"
- I have been losing much sleep lately.
    "I feel so wrong doing the right thing, I feel something so right doing the wrong thing,"
- And I dont know if the things I'm doing are right or wrong.

2. Get Lucky - Daft Punk
    "We have come too far to give up who we are,"
-I wonder all the time.
    "We're up all night to get lucky,"
- YESHH! I NEED SOME LUCK TOO!

3. Say Something - Great Big World
    "Say something I'm giving up on you,"
-When I start doing my reports. This happens
    "And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you,"
-When my results tht I expect are way to far away from me. :(

4. Story of My Life- One Direction
    "Story of my life, story of my life, storyyyyy of myyyyyyy lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,"
- I dont think this needs explanation. The lyrics explained it all.

Ahh, I've gone out of my mind for sure it is.

Stressed = Desserts

Well, my currently title would have explained the situation I'm facing now. Just too much pressure overpowering my willingness AND I end up eating too much these days. I could never understand few of my friends last time who started eating when they were stressed but here's my conclusion after undergoing the study on my own;

- When you are stressed or at the peak of becoming stressful, you tend to overeat and eat and eat whenever you feel like eating. 

That's what I'm doing. 

Here's a list of food I eat in a day:

1. Breakfast - Tuna Sandwich, Milo/Milk

2. Lunch - well, I tend to go base of preference of my friends. Sometimes mix rice, sometimes, chinese food or western or korean something like that.

3. Tea/Desserts - Apollo cake/ waffle/ cake/ mamee/kit kat/ etc.

4. Dinner - This depends too. Sometimes I go out with Waikeong or I go to his house and his mum coooooks a looooooooooot of foood/ or we go out with his family and eat tooo. Or I try to starve myself but end up failing because I end up eating something from my food basket in my room. T,T

These days I have a lot of things in my mind, running. Non- stop. 

Still busy with my assignments.

Well, can't think of anything else to write though too many things are running in my head. Mostly they are about my assignments and Uni stuffs. >.<

Ruined

My midterm paper for Food Preservation was emailed to me AND the marks I got ruined my mid-sem break. Yes. Very much feel like jumping into a well and never coming out of it.

Those Kids.

Heyy there, before you start to read my post, please do try not to ignore my pretty fishes that's swimming in their pond on top of my post. :P Do feed them so they will be happy! XD

Well, today is my last day in KL before midterm break. I'm off to JB for a week just to sit there at my study table and do two reports and assignment. Well, so its not a break or holiday. Its just a week of no classes. =,=

So today after my Food Safety and Quality Management, Me and Waikeong went to watch The Amazing Spiderman 2. So in the theater, there was this situation happened before the movie started:

Me and Wai Keong occupied our booked seats, and we were chit chatting, two lil kids (Must be the age of 9 and 8?? maybe) came with their mother. They were my next seat neighbours. When they came in to sit, I overheard the two kids talking to their mum, "I dont want to sit in that seat, there's an Indian there," Well, they spoke in Chinese, and I understood it, I asked Wai Keong for confirmation on what they were talking about me. He heard them too. Its about, me being an Indian and those two were fighting for seats to not seat next to me. Well, I was kind of offended. Not kind of, very much offended actually. The mother didnt actually scold them for saying like that, she was just saying, sit nevermind of something but all me and Waikeong could hear was, those kids saying I dont wanna sit here, change place! Like that. So Waikeong got real pissed and told the mum, "Excuse me, she can understand chinese," and the mum just nod her head and didnt say sorry.

We kept quiet and sat and after a while, before the movie started, the mum changed seats with the son that was sitting next to me but didnt wanna face the screen. She changed seats and situation over.

But in the end, I was offended and this brought up my mind to think that, the reason they were behaving like this could be because of their not good parental and not exposed to the multi-cultural environment, besides being born in Malaysia. :(

Sigh.

Exams and Studies.

Randoms again.

1. Sunday - Did Lab Report.
2. Monday - Did Lab Report and studied Food Preservation- Thermal Processing
3. Tuesday - Studied , Trip to Yakult, Studied Food Preservation - Thermal Processing and Chilling and Freezing
4. Wednesday - Class, Studied Food Preservation - Non Thermal Processing, EXAM.

So it continues. My semester 4 becoming more and more uncontrollable.
So when I start to study with my laptop next to me, I tend to do this. Hehehe.

So when exam nears to the very last day, this is the consequences >.<.

And Madness drives us.

Reminder to myself here,

This Friday 16/5- Nutrition and Health in Disease midterm.
Sunday 17/5 - Tutorial hand in for Food Safety and Quality Management.
Sunday 18/5 - Lab Report Food Preservation dues.
28/5 - Lab Report due for Food and Nutrient Evaluation.
Saturday 31/5 - HACCP Presentation, Assignment 2 due: Food Act and Regulation Nestle Fitness Cereal.
2/6 - Assignment due for Nutrition and Health in Disease, Iron Anemia.
5/6- Lab Report due for Food preservation.
6/6 - Proposal for Practical Assessment.
11/6- Video Assignment due on G6PD Deficiency, NutriBiochem.
Week 12/13 - Food Preservation Assignment due, Milk Preservations.
Week 14 - Finals. 

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Deep Breath.

I'm Just A Sad Song.

First of all, the title is due to the song that is currently being played on Youtube! Its been on repeat ever since my crazy bestie posted it on my wall. It has these addictive lyrics to it and nice melody. Sang by We The Kings ft. Elena Coats- Sad Song. Basically its a song about relationship. And since I do have a certain someone in my life, it suits me so well. THANK YOU SO MUCH SHU YUAN!

Back to business. I've been real busy for the last few days. Midterm exam is been going on since last week till next week. T,T After getting back one of my exam paper. I was so devastated. Only 28/50. Yesh, for my Food and Nutrient Evaluation paper. I felt so lifeless the moment I received my paper and went through it. Most of my friends had full marks. That's like freaking madness. Really. I was just too shocked and wondered how can they get full marks? Sigh. Then I realize, they have good memorizing skills. I imagined them having these really good brain that can absorb almost all the lecture notes in one go. While me, being pathetic enough to even absorb half of the lecture notes and most of it runs out of my head when I study a new chapter. =,= which was so saddening.

I came home that day, sat on my study table's chair and started to wonder. Is this how a science based student have to be? Is this how all science student have to be to get a good results? Memorize every single lines and sentence and words just to get good marks? Go mad memorizing without understanding it? That's what my lecturer told me. It no point you understand, you have to put the exact word that's inside to get the marks. You are a science student, be scientific. I was so speechless that I almost wanted to tell her this is not fair. Not fair to the people who understand and explain it in their own way to the one who actually memorized the whole thing exactly in the notes. I mean come on! What's the diff if you put;

Students answer: 'Mix the food sample and solvent into the beaker' and lecture notes: 'add the food sample into the beaker containing solvent'

Is there any difference? Both of them sound the same to me and still 0 marks given.
Then I wonder am I not a science student? Why can't I memorize scientifically?
I felt so lifeless thinking about it.
Being a low-brained and not good at memorizing and you still wanna get good results means you have to be studying every single day. That's what I think it's supposed to be like. And the pressure of seeing your friends getting good marks and you parents spending you money to make sure you study well and get really good results too, I had a mental breakdown. Like finally and real one.

I screamed at the wall. Luckily no one was home. Screamed and screamed. I felt so weird. Heart beating so rapidly then I shut my self up. Stopped screaming and calmed myself. There that was better I said to myself.

The next day, I had another exam. So I studied so hard for it. Slept at 2 am after really making myself sure that I can do my paper well enough. So when I took the exam, thunder strikes me. I memorized all the lecture notes given and actually left out just A SINGLE PIECE OF TUTORIAL PAPER THINKING IT WONT BE ASKED IN THE EXAM. And jeng jeng jeng, you know what happened right? There was a freaking 20 marks question on just that single sheet of paper that I IGNORED. There you go. Sigh. But I managed to write something though.

So next week another two more papers and reports to hand in. There goes my life.

Randoms.

This post is just me randomly mumbling over my life.

1. When you found out your most hated teacher is your mentor for your whole Uni life.

What? WHUUTT?

2. When the same subject lecturer decided to give you another assignment after assignment. Assignments, assignments andddd more assignments! Yeay! =,=

3. Freaking house mate that does not clean the kitchen when ever she uses it. ARGH! And how many 'post it' pad do I HAVE TO STICK AT THE KITCHEN SAYING "KEEP IT CLEAN!".

4. That lazzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyy feeling you get when you are not in the mood to do your report and you started to blog. Hahahahaha! :P